Confidence(new)

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Dusk drowned the light in to shine tomorrow, Beautiful girl with long hair braided, she laughs sitting with others enjoying Kecak dance art performance. His laughter was hypnotizing until sometimes the observer did not realize he was holding his breath because of it.

The girl stood up and turned around to step away from her place earlier, Saka stood up and walked behind her but with a considerable distance. Thanks to his friend he found out if Andara has been in Bali since a few days ago.

Saka did not immediately approach the girl, he wanted to know what made you not need a hug, or a backrest when he was falling alone. Still with a step slowly observing the open back, because Andara was wearing a strappy dress on her neck, thus showing off a white back that made Saka unwilling.

The girl still continued to step away towards the market, Saka was still behind her following Andara's movements when she touched some of the items sold along the way. He touched the bag made of bamboo knit, but did not buy it just past it to look at the others.

Shoes, he chose a unique shoe then bought one and immediately put it on. He kept the shoes he had previously worn. Then stepping again at the bracelet seller, Dara chose a few bracelets. But the choice fell on the couple's bracelet which he thought was very funny and beautiful. Dara just bought one for herself then stepped away.

Saka touched on a bracelet that no longer had a partner, then he bought it, observed the bracelet until he smiled amusedly laughing at its ridiculousness. Saka stepped even faster to catch up with Andara's footsteps.

The hunt was stopped when it was at the end of the road, Dara went into the alley to return to her hotel. Dara has been here for about six days so it has been poulted with the streets around here.

Saka stops right at the hotel gate. He stepped back, leaving the hotel to return to the hotel where he stayed. Dara stayed at the hotel that was inaugurated yesterday, while Saka stayed at the hotel where they had vacationed yesterday.

Saka opened the door of his room and immediately laid his body on the bed. He laughed because it turned out that the girl was fine, only he was worried excessively. He should have believed in the girl when Dara said he wanted to solve his own problems.

Saka looked at the bracelet he had bought, the bracelet left by his partner, Andara was cruel to let this bracelet have no partner. Saka smiled and put the bracelet on her hand. The bracelet was curled sweetly on her wrist.

He had already relented to see the girl he loved happy, but after this he would fight on his own to continue creating a smile on the girl's lips. Smacked the bracelet with eyes tightly closed.

While in Bandung, Nanta still did not want to get out of his room. Regret drowned him in confusion. He was pensive in his prayer, he was confused what to complain to the creator. Didn't he hurt Andara himself, and who would he blame?

Behind the door of her room, Nadia was grasping a letter in her strong crumbs. She shed tears as she closed her eyes tightly. She had hidden everything from her husband. He just wants to be happy with Ananta. Having many children and living it all together without any more Andara.

The paper is the letter Dara left for Ananta, the letter is hidden behind the book Nanta used to read. However, it was Nadi who first discovered it while he was cleaning dust on the bookshelf. His hand accidentally touched the book until it fell.

There was a letter thrown out from the sidelines of the book. Nadia picked it up, there was the name Nanta there but she was curious to open it. It turned out to be a letter written by Andara. Nadia was hesitant but immediately hid the paper in her pocket.

The letter was not a love letter but a farewell letter, Nadia did not want if Nanta chased the girl so she chose not to tell him the letter tucked away for Ananta.

To my beloved Ananta

You were there when I was confused as to where the Light was heading.

You clasped my hand tightly to the direction of the light.

I've always been happy with you, but maybe I can't.

If asked if I was disappointed? then I answer yes!

But I realize it's not your fault, baby.

Maybe we can no longer tell each other but I hope we can understand each other if we are not destined to put that story together.

Nadia's a good woman, I hope you're happy with her.

I couldn't be sincere, so I decided to just disappear for a moment.

don't worry about me, I'm just on vacation because yesterday I saw a lot of things I wasn't satisfied with.

Thank you baby, I'm leaving, be happy.

I'm afraid of falling again in love.

Last time I wanted to say I love you.

Joanna.IA

The paper became a lump, he did not know if your friend would come. What is he to do now?

Ananta came out of the room and met Nadia. Ananta looked on without wanting to say hello and passed into the kitchen to have dinner together.

Umi and Abi also silenced, they did not want to make the mood of his son more chaotic. Ananta took the rice to his plate, when he was going to take the side dish, Nadia had already taken it first. Nanta glanced at his plate, scooping the side dish back on the plate containing the side dish. His hand took the vegetables on his plate, he ate with rice and vegetables only.

Abi sighed tiredly, especially when he saw his daughter-in-law so sad. Glanced at Umi who was also sad to see the two. He put his spoon down rough.

All so stop chewing and look towards Abi's face which displays annoyance.

"Nanta you're no longer a child. You're a husband who's responsible for your household! Abi had heard of the incident this morning, and Abi had already made up her mind!"

Umi and Nadia are waiting for Abi's decision. But not with Nanta, the man just continued eating in silence.

"Tomorrow Nanta will move to college in Bandung! and Nadia will also open a clinic in Bandung only!"

Nadia slightly objected because the clinic where she worked was like her home, she was comfortable working in Jakarta. While Ananta strongly objected because it would be very troublesome, he added that he had a business with Bimo in Jakarta, but what makes him more objected is that he will no longer be able to see Andara if he moves to Bandung.

Before expressing his objection, Abi had already added if he did not want to be denied. Nanta smiled wryly, this is the way. He felt further and further away from what he wanted. He is just a puppet that must be forced to live out his destiny.

"I agree Abi!" finally Nadia assented because if no longer living in Jakarta it will be less likely Ananta meet with Andara.

"You're so satisfied apparently!" satirical Ananta sarcasm with a mocking smile without looking at Nadia.

Nadia was offended, so Abi became angry because her son said no good to Nadia even though the woman was his wife.

"So what you say, son, remember she's your wife!" abi's rebuke that Nanta ignores.

Nanta leaves behind the food that is still in the eating of some bribes only. It makes Nadia and Umi become sad, Abi becomes even more angry because Nanta is being disrespectful.

Nanta goes into his room looking for his cell phone, he checks there are no replies to messages from Andara. The phone was never picked up, Nanta had often tried to contact Andara as Andara said she would return to Jakarta.

He opened a photo gallery that contained some of their photos, the togetherness of those who had filled his days. The blue-cloaked girl who is so beautiful and kind. The spoiled girl who will make him miss her very much. Could it be if he asked for time to go back to a time where he could change everything, mending the mess that made him just like the fool he is today. Let go of the beautiful girl who has made her day so beautiful.

"I wish, I could turn back time!" the whisper slowly hugged the phone featuring a photo of Andara.

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