Confidence(new)

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On a cold morning, Dara was still wrapped in her blanket. The more the blanket on his body because it was still cold. But his eyes were already open realizing that the man was no longer beside him. The cold morning temperature makes you lazy to rise from sleep.

There's a noisy kitchen, who else if not Nanta's lover. Last night when I drove Dara home. Nanta just found out if your body temperature is above normal temperature. Then he knew from the girl's mouth if her body was not good.

Nanta could not bear to leave the girl in a state of pain, he decided to accompany her little girl. Despite sleeping in one bed, they do not do activities that cross the line. Just hug each other and sometimes kiss the lips or forehead. Nanta's a normal man, obviously sometimes orgasm controls his brain. But the sense of regret for Andara is greater. He'll keep the girl from ruining her.

You alone are insensitive, Sometimes Nanta must desperately resist lust when only two in the room. Because it's too often so it's not difficult anymore for Nanta to dampen his lust.

Dara squirms in the blanket. Then his eyes turned toward the clock, still at six in the morning. But her boyfriend was busy in the kitchen.

Nanta woke up from dawn. Checking your body temperature is normal but still a little warm. But those tiny lips kept complaining of coldness. Nanta tightened his embrace. And get ready to wake up during the azan, then continue to make breakfast.

Dara appeared to welcome a sweet smile from Ananta while looking at her glance. Dara immediately crouched her body hugging her lover from behind, leaning her chin on Ananta's shoulder. Take a look at what cooking is made by her lover.

"You're doing well?" nanta asked as his hands were busy cutting the meatballs and sausages.

"Udah but still a little dizzy," said Andara spoiled.

Nanta extended his hand to the back rubbing the head of the girl dear.

"You were delirious last night, I was scared. You didn't wake up. But then you go to sleep again."

"Isn't he? Dara was unconscious. What is dara ngigau?" tanya Dara put her cheek on her lover's warm back.

"Em, you said don't stay with Dara sister, Dara doesn't want to be alone. And you still cry, I'm getting tighter. So scared that I'm staying?" Tempt Nanta with a smile, narrowed eyes.

"No, it was just a dream. Dara's not scared, wek." Dara scoffed.

"What is not afraid? sure?" Nanta asked in a serious tone hiding his laughter.

"Well, why did big brother mo go with the lady last night. Yes, she is beautiful. Sholeh again."

Dara still remembers the word grandfather, who said that Nadia is a Sholehah woman dreams of many people Adam. And it also seems that Nanta's family likes the woman on his appeal. Since last night he considers the friendly and kind woman as his rival.

"Well, is anyone shaving?" Nanta roasted his vegetables a little hard because Dara was still stuck on his back.

"But not jealous!" Dara dodged and sat on the dining table chair. Tilting his head on the table. Avoiding looking at Nanta. Nanta finished his cooking immediately. And put it in a bowl. Bring the plate with the glass to the dining table. What a dream man, besides being smart to cook is also very attentive.

After finishing serving breakfast on the table, Nanta looked at his craving lover who did not want to see him. Usually Dara will help prepare the food. It seems that the mood of the girl is bad.

Nanta walked until he was right in front of the girl. Sitting squatting in front of him, gazing at the blue bead eyes that were also staring at him.

"Why the hell is he bending over his face. It's beautiful, saya." His hands stretched out rubbing those cheeks with the back of his hand.

"Why not why." Elak Dara but still with a sullen face.

Nanta understands that this girl is jealous. This girl never got angry or told him to stay away from the girls who tried to get close to her. But he just pouted like this until his mood improved again. That's what makes Nanta so much more dear. Nanta was never sued for this, because Andara is an independent girl. Although his effective attitude is sometimes a little troublesome. But it looks sweet in Ananta's eyes.

"Darling, you know? Even the smile of an angel is not as beautiful as your beautiful smile. I'm sure it is." Nanta kissed those lips at a glance.

"Gombal, early in the morning already fussing aja Lo kak." Dara held back the smile that was almost fluffy hearing Nanta's chattering. But her red cheeks cannot be hidden.

Nanta became anxious, pinching the red cheek slowly. Dara is not the type of girl who gets angry for a long time. His character who is afraid of being alone, makes him always appreciate every relationship. Isn't this girl a complete package, Nanta kissed Andara's forehead.

"You're the prettiest girl in my heart, what makes you doubt, baby."

which makes me doubt, yes because you and your family are close to that woman.

But it wasn't really Dara. He hugged the man in front of him. The warm look from the man's eyes warmed his heart.

"But dear to you, sister."

Nanta rubbed the girl's back. The little girl is getting more beautiful and mature.

"Udah eat first, it's cold. It's not good to be cold. Oh yeah I made this fried shrimp too." Nanta's hand swiftly took the side dishes and vegetables to the Andara plate.

"Thank you brother." Usually women do that to men. His lover is a dream.

Glanced at the handsome face of his lover who was still busy taking the side dishes and vegetables. His nose is sharp and his jaw is firm but always displays a smile, which is what makes him famous for being friendly.

They spend their food in joking. Then, wash the dishes together. However, the ringing of Nanta's phone stopped their excitement.

"Have a word, let Dara finish."

"yes, no, no, no," Nanta washed his hands and grabbed his phone which kept ringing.

"Hallo, assalamualaikum Umi," he said to the caller

"What! yes Nanta will be there soon."

"Ready, wallaikumsalam." Nanta's face that turned tense made Andara fall silent.

"sad I'm going back to the hospital. You're fine y's here. If you are lonely, go to Saka's house. Okay?" He asked while holding both of your shoulders.

"Em why, what are you like to panic that," asked Andara in panic.

"Grandfather comma, later I explain y, now I go first huh?" Nanta did not wait for Andara's answer, he went straight into the room to retrieve his car keys.

"Don't, you should take a break. Don't want you to get sick again. So later at Saka's house also do not do much activity first. Jan went everywhere first. Okay?" Nanta makes sure before he gets out the door.

Dara nodded obediently. Nanta gave his smile, He came out and saw a bouquet of flowers at the door as usual. Give the bouquet to Dara, and immediately run to the elevator.

Dara did not pay attention to the Bouquet in her hand, she focused on Nanta who had disappeared. He is also worried, though his grandfather Nanta sucks. But Nanta's parents are good, they must be sad. Actually he wanted to come, but stopped because he did not want to add to the burden of Nanta there later.

...........

Nanta arrived at the hospital in just 20 minutes, It was very fast, he was driving his car. At the hospital hallway, his parents were crying and hugging. Nanta became more worried and ran.

"Why can Bi's coma, last night is also fine," asked Nanta a little panicked, seeing that Uminya was already crying and her body was a little weak. Therefore Abi tried to support Umi's body.

"Let's go, the doctor said we can only pray, may grandfather survive" Abi replied with a sad look.

Nanta sat in the waiting chair anxiously, before long Nadia came running towards them. Nanta was a little surprised by Nadia's presence.

did her parents also tell her about the woman?

Nanta lowered his gaze towards the floor. Recalling the memories with grandfather, they were quite close. So the feeling of unfortunately for grandfather is also great.

"Your son has come. Let's talk about this to Nanta too," Abi invited, pulling Umi slowly to sit next to Nanta.

Nadia also sat down. One seat from Ananta. Nanta was so confused, what to talk about when it was critical like this.

"Son, before the comatose grandfather, he had asked for you to get married before death to pick him up" Umi said in a trembling voice. His father-in-law was eager to see Nanta married before his death.

"Haw? with who?" Nanta answered, raising his voice a little.

"With Nadia, that's grandpa's request. Abi has also called Nadia's parents, You are getting married today!" Abi said that firmly.

Nanta nodded, shaking his head strongly. He looked towards Nadia. The woman was also just silent, looking down unwilling to raise her face.

"Son Nadia would like, right, to fulfill grandfather's request, to marry Ananta?" Ask Abi to make sure.

Nanta opened his mouth in disbelief, Abinya did not even ask him this first. Before Nadia answered, Ananta had already interrupted. He stood up from his seat.

"Nanta doesn't want Bi, Nanta will just marry Andara! Abi can't force Nanta!" Answer with emotion.

"Patience, sit down. We talk about this with a cold head, "Umi persuades Ananta, because her son has been disrespectful to Abinya.

"Umi, Nanta doesn't want Mi. Nanta likes Andara, only Dara Mi." Nanta hugged Uminya for help.

Nadia who heard that only further lowered her gaze. He was sad, hearing the man he was getting married to express his taste for another girl. He resigned, this is God's destiny, if indeed God wills that he marry Nanta in this way, He will be sincere.

A glance at Nanta who is my, Until Like this the man rejected him. Miris, but Nadia considers this is the answer to her prayer all along. He hopes to take the heart of this man he loves. But, before he could take her heart, God had already predestined her to marry that man.

"You will get married religiously first, because to take care of it legally is quite a long time. We're in a hurry right now" Abi said of both.

Nadia rubbed her chest slowly, at least she still had time to take Nanta's heart after halal later. He will try to convince Nanta of his feelings.

Nanta was silent with an empty look. Just this morning he told his little girl he wouldn't leave her. Now what? he would even marry another woman. Unimaginable how broken the heart of his beloved girl. Rubbing rough on his face. Nah! Nanta doesn't want to make his loved ones sad.

"I have a condition!" He said without raising his eyes on them. His hands clenched tightly.

They were silent, Nanta considered it as an agreement on the terms to be submitted.

"Nanta wants to marry Nadia, but on condition..." Nanta postponed his words staring one by one faces who were waiting for what he would propose. By saying bismillah he said with confidence.

"Nanta will as long as no one knows this but us, and Nadia's parents. For grandfather's sake, Nanta would marry Nadia on these terms, if approved." He threw his face the other way, trying not to look at the surprised faces of those people.

"why, you still want to be close to the non-Muslim girl after marriage!?" abinya said in a loud voice.

His emotions can no longer be held, how can his son say the word, as if to underestimate the bond of a marriage.

"Aware son, you realize what you said hurt Nadia's heart? moreover, Andara is different from you, son," asked Umi while shaking her head unexpectedly.

Nanta was silent. He doesn't love Nadia, he just loves Andara, and they love each other.

Nadia was also silent, shedding tears. Swiping it slowly to make it unknown to them. He did not want to muddy the already heated atmosphere between Nanta and his parents. His lips were faint, he wanted to say but hesitated, looking into Nanta's eyes. There is only Andara, natural because the girl was already present first in Nanta's life. Perhaps even his name was deeply embedded in his heart. Will he have this marriage later?

They were only silent as they waited for the arrival of Nadia's parents. The problem is no longer mentioned. Hope it doesn't mean anything after this wedding. Nanta's parents really hope that his son can sincerely undergo this will marriage.

The doctor who had just entered to check Grandpa's condition, had a handlift. The infusion can no longer get into Grandpa's veins. With a huff and a fury all could only cry in silence.

On the day before noon, Nadia's parents came with the penghulu. Nadia and Nanta were nervous, heart pounding on both. Nanta is hesitant because this is a holy marriage that angels will see and not a game. While his Heart is only for Andara, how will he be held accountable before the power, Allah SWT.

Nadia is also a little hesitant, can she survive. He married a man who had another woman in his heart. What their home life will look like. And he also could not meet with Andara one day. He was like a thief, not what he expected. He wants to take Nanta's heart first. Not like the bad guys in their relationship. Her tears were shed, her heart was in a rage.

The parents decided to marry them off after the Ashar prayer at the hospital prayer hall. The wedding should be done while the grandfather is still breathing.

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*look into my eyes, you Will see. what you mean to me, search your heart, search your soul. And when you find me there, you'll search no more!

Nadia*s*