Confidence(new)

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It was a busy morning for you on Sunday. His lips hummed following the loud music from his room, He was arranging the dining box. This morning, I plan to have breakfast with my girlfriend. He didn't call because he wanted to surprise me.

Last night's events have been trying to be forgotten and assume that the woman must be one of Nanta's friends. Dara took her cell phone and her Slingbag with one of her hands. Because the other hand, already in use to bring the lunch box.

When going out of the room, Andara turned again to face the glass on the dresser. Check her appearance, with neatly tied hair, natural make up and dusty pink mini dress. Smiling at the mirror.

"Lo is beautiful Ra!" he said to his own shadow.

Walk out in a mood that is inversely proportional to last night. Even the online taxi orders are already in front of the apartment.

"With Joana?" ask the driver to make sure.

"Yes sir, according to the address I sent ya." the driver nodded.

The driver would occasionally steal a glance to see the beautiful girl behind. His blue eyes were indeed a little more striking than ordinary people. In her heart she said "may wear contact lenses like my wife Lina."

Along the way you have been smiling yourself, the girl misses her lover. After a few days of only being able to meet for a while, right now he would pay with a long time.

Dara arrived and immediately entered, greeting some people who he already knew because the occupants of the apartment here have also been memorized, if this blue-eyed girl will definitely visit her lover.

But her footsteps stopped, in front of her from the opposite direction, Nanta was with a woman last night walking closer. They do not know the whereabouts of Andara because they are cool with chatter. Andara went to hide behind the first floor aisle wall.

leaning his body against the wall with his hands squeezing the chest of the dress. The pain came again the more pain in his taste. Her tears shed after it was seen they passed her towards the outside.

"Who is he? was last night not enough until the morning still meet again?"

Andara laughed in between her stuffing. Today he should know, though bitter should be accepted. With a quick step he tried to chase after the two people. They came out of the front yard to the highway in Nanta's car.

Andara is confused and confused. He ran to the highway, tried to stop a taxi or whatever he could ride to catch up with them. Rubbing his tears violently, restlessly standing by the roadside.

Until the bike stops right in front of him. Is it the motorcycleman? but why is the bike cool? Andara was stunned when the rider opened his helmet.

"Why is Lo standing here?"

Andara did not answer the question the man immediately tried to ride in the biker.

"My daughter please!" patting the man's back.

Without asking too many questions, the rider immediately launched his motorcycle.

You clingukan looking for a car that was earlier in his car. He believes the car was leading here. Even her tears were getting uncontrollable, as her heart was beating faster and it was painful.

Josh sees the girl behind him in the rearview mirror. That girl was looking for something, and why was she crying?

"Josh please follow that car, well white in front there, please!" Shouted Andara because he was sure his voice would be muffled by the wind. Josh followed Andara's instructions, speeding up his bike.

"He's turning there Josh."

Josh added more speed to his bike. Even though I don't know why I should go after that car, Josh doesn't care. This was the first time they were so close, even one of your hands was on her waist. He smiled behind his helmet.

The car stopped at the hospital. Dara waited for them to descend, then followed a safe distance. Josh also followed you in silence.

Nanta and Nadia entered one of the spaces there. It can be seen if there is a grandfather lying with an infusion hose on his arm. The grandfather's smile expanded upon seeing the arrival of his granddaughter.

"There is no need to visit me too often, you will have to focus on college assignments," said grandfather closed his reading book.

"So Nadia came to the apartment, ngajakin Nanta came here because he was worried that no one would take care of Grandpa. But later in the day, Abi and Umi must have been here to take care of grandfather."

"Grandfather, have you eaten?" tanya Nadia stood next to Nanta with her gaze lowered.

Nadia understands what Bashar is. Although lately she is often close to the men beside her, but she always keeps her eyes on him.

يَا عَلِيُّ، لاَ تُتْبِعِ النَّظْرَةَ النَّظْرَةَ؟ فَإِنَّ لَكَ الأُوْلَى، وَلَيْسَتْ لَكَ الآخِرَةُ)) [رواه الترمذي وأبو داود وحسنه الألباني].

O Ali, do not follow the first view with the next view, because the first one may be (forgiven) while the next one is not. (CHR. Tirmidhi and Abu Dawud and Al-Bani).

"You guys before you got here ate, right?" asked the brother to look at the two.

Nadia shook her head, Because in a hurry she did not have time for breakfast.

"Nanta also belom, why didn't you have breakfast?" Ask Nadia about Nanta.

"Yes, I went straight to your apartment."

Nanta shook his head, Nadia has a stomach disease but does not eat regularly.

"Yes, go to the cafeteria first. Grandpa Nanta stayed a while, huh?" take it to Nadia who also has permission from grandfather.

"Yes there already. You guys eat first and then come here again." Grandpa waved the expelling sign.

They laughed at what Grandpa did. Dara, who was standing at the door, watched what was happening inside the glass door of the room.

He quickly escapes and hides behind Josh's burly body, which may not cover his entire body, but is enough to make him invisible. Either because they are too engrossed or indeed he is invisible.

Dara tightly grasped the lunchbox in her hand. He laughed curiously at the box, but he had made a special fried rice for his girlfriend. Without lingering he still followed where they were going.

Sit down at a table close to the two people but with a back to back position. Josh also sat in front of Andara even though he had been ignored.

Take a look at the two people who seemed to be related to the girl in front of him. He never knew when Nanta took you to pick you up so it was natural that he did not recognize the lover of his heart.

"Gilgoshi."

"Gilgoshi." Nanta sneezes twice.

"Yarhamukallah" said Nadia to hear Nanta sneezing. He smiled and held out a tissue next to him.

"yahdikumullah wa yushlih baalakum." Nanta Sahut.

They laugh because Nanta sneezes a lot. Dara didn't understand what it was, but why did they laugh? His gloomy face was caught by Josh's eyes, the man squinted at the couple they had been following.

"Nanta may I know your lover?" Nadia asked a little scared.

"For what?" Nanta doesn't want Nadia to know Andara. Don't want her little girl to know about this ridiculous matchmaking.

"Because I want to know her, I want to know what kind of girl makes you love her so much." Still smiling Nadia said softly.

"She's a good girl, she's funny and.em is very special." Nanta replied with a smile imagining his little girl.

"Did he know about us?"

"He'll never know. Because it's gonna be over soon Nadia!" Sent Nanta with a slightly louder voice.

Nanta has often explained if his heart is only for Andara, he does not want if later Nadia will be disappointed by continuing to hope for him.

"sorry. I'm not giving up!" Nadia looked down, not wanting to see the face of the man who was always angry when they started discussing about their relationship.

"I love her, understand Nadia." Nanta tries to stay patient, he softens to see Nadia who also looks afraid of him.

"You know you're different!" Nadia was still clamoring with her heart.

"Don't, enough! I don't want to talk about it."

"You can't avoid this, you'll make your parents sad."

"I'll think about it later!" Nanta replied quietly, looking the other way.

"And among HIS signs of power is that He created for you wives of your own kind so that you may tend and feel at ease to him. Send you a feeling of love and affection." (QS. From Rum: 21)

"It's Nadia! You won't understand my feelings." Nanta stood up and left in annoyance.

"And we command man to do good to his parents.His mother conceived him in a weakened state and weaned him in two years, thank you to ME and to your parents. Only to ME are you back." (Luqman:14).

Nanta briefly stopped but continued his steps without looking at the hijab woman. He also did not want to fight his parents. And indeed Nadia is a Sholehah woman the daughter-in-law of her parents, or even the dream of men out there. But for him it was only Andara that he loved.

Nanta didn't go back to Grandpa's room. He sat alone in the waiting chair outside the room.

Afterwards Nadia also stood up from her seat. Andara was still staring blankly with a slightly muddled mind. Her lips were smiling but her tears were shed.

"Josh, do you think they're a good fit?" Dara asked because she thought the woman was indeed very compatible with Nanta. Sholehah and look good.

"Of course." Josh doesn't want to say yes, Dara's getting sad.

"Lo believe in destiny?" ask Andara again.

"No!" because according to a free man, like Josh he is the one who lives his life according to his wishes, not destiny.

"But I believe!" Dara looked up at the black netra was sad.

Andara stood up carrying the lunchbox to the trash and threw it away. It no longer means anything, what else to bring.

"Why was he dumped?" Ask Josh not to like it.

"Gue wants to go home alone, thanks for doing me." Dara knows it's rude, but she does need some alone time right now.

Josh no longer followed, still silent in place staring at the girl's departure. His hand stretched out to pick up the dining box that was thrown away. Opening the contents inside which turned out to be fried rice. Because it was taken on a motorcycle and thrown in the trash, the food was a mess. Josh took the box with him.

Dara's out of the hospital. The goal now, I don't know if he just wants to be alone right now. He pulled a taxi home.

His head slightly dizzy twisted some of the events and words that still flashed in his memory.

"Who was that woman? why would she want to meet him and what about Nanta's parents? why does being in contact with her make them sad?

Dara doesn't know what to do. He wanted to ask his girlfriend but why did Nanta not want him to know. It was still clear in his memory that it did not answer his doubts.

Dara did not move from the rooftop of his apartment until night. Dara is used to doing nothing. Therefore, Saka and Nanta often invite Andara out of her loneliness. Because they know it's not good for your mentality.

Saka also today there is a family event so do not contact Andara at all. He doesn't know if the girl needs a hug or at least a backrest.

Dara has been ignoring phone calls on her phone since. I don't know who called, Andara didn't move a bit. The cold temperature at night did not even stir his intention to leave from there.

No one can guess what his heart is.

No longer crying but no sound.

Sinks with the darkness of the night and melts together as a speck of night light.