Confidence(new)

Alin

"Well, I'm going to college, right? if there is anything, call a doctor directly. Call me soon, I'll be home." Smacked Dara's forehead and then walked out of the room. He came back again with the door open a little bit.

"Gon' be alright, okay!" A sweet smile does not forget to be imprinted on her thin lips. Replied Andara with his trademark grin.

This morning Nanta had class, actually he kekeh want to nemenin Dara. But, Dara also kekeh for Nanta to go to college.

The nurse walked into the room, smiling kindly at Andara. He checked the situation of Andara which is still not too good.

"That little girl, her husband, huh?" the nurse's joke, because only last night the two lovebirds, became a byword in this hospital. How not! they seem to love each other very much. Be best couple said the sisters.

"Haha brother is wrong, he is not a husband, but the future husband is also if so married."

"Well, if it doesn't happen, sister who is married?" they kept on teasing each other and joking. It is easy to get to know new people or new environments. So that those who are here, are also not stiff when talking to him.

"This breakfast must be finished, yes! no nyisa, just keep taking the medicine right after!" Although spoken in a friendly tone, but every word like an order.

Andara raised her hand forming an okay sign, while smiling cheerfully. Expel the nurse's sister to come out with her hands immediately. It makes them laugh.

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Dara finished her meal even though it was not good. The food was devoid of any spicy taste or other spice flavor. Swallow the medicine quickly, then close his mouth tightly with his hands. He would not vomit and repeat to swallow the medicine.

Andara bored, he looked towards the window, revealing a beam of light that pierced through the glass. He took off the hanging infusion carrying it in his hand, then went to the window, he saw the garden in front of the hospital was quite crowded. They sunbathe warm the body from the morning sun.

Andara came out of the room slowly.until he reached the park.he sat on the side of the park bench permeating his solitude.they are here with the family, ah he smiled miris remember him.

"Sister" said the little boy who was sitting in a wheelchair in front of him.

"Yes, hey beautiful what's your name" Dara replied with a sweet smile.

"Beautiful sister, Alin No!" he said he seriously pursed his lips funny.

"Why not, Alin is beautiful. Have dimples again, would be more sweet if you smile."

The one in the little boy replied, with a smile that showed his dimples.

"But Alin's hair is a little bit, falling out continues to make it not beautiful anymore" he said sadly.

Dara rubbed Alin's cheek. "Who said, Alin is still beautiful! Same photo as sister! shh." stare."

Dara pulled the phone out of her pocket, they took a selfie and showed me the photo just now.

"look at Alin pretty, right? if someone says no, then say brother yes" Alin is still pouting, because he thinks bald is not beautiful.

"How much money is Alin?"

"Alin is 6 years old, tomorrow is Alin's birthday brother."

verily spirit.

"Wah Alin, it's been a big one. Who is Alin here? being alone." anyway."

"Alin is the same father, but I'm working so Alin's alone." he's funny, with a serious facial expression.

Dara laughed because Alin was adorable. He rubbed Alin's head that had started to bald, only a few hairs left.

"who did Alin bring to the park?"

"Suster dong kak's. Alin should sunbathe until eight."

"That's a moment again dong" With a face that made sad, it invited Alin's laughter.

Meow meow

There was a cat that went straight up to Alin's lap. It made Dara surprised to spontaneously get rid of the cat from Alin's lap.

"Don't brother, this is Alin's cat. Dad brought her here every time, so Alin doesn't miss Mian." While stroking the cute cat's hair.

"Mian?" dara asked while tilting her head.

"Haha sister is funny. That's the name of this cat, Mian" while mengoel Dara's cheeks with her small hands.

Dara spontaneously held her cheek. I don't know why he likes it. Poor child his age must bear pain, in his small body.

"Honey let's go back to the room" said the middle-aged man who looked very friendly. Because her smile was similar to Alin's, sweet with dimples.

"Ah, why are you back? it's gonna have to work." asked Alin to the man who turned out to be his father.

"Father back again because it was just dropping off the file. Kan, Alin today wants chemotherapy, forgot ya?" Sitting squatting in front of Alin while also stroking Mian's long hair.

"Oh, I forgot!" a cheerful smile was imprinted on her sweet face

"Eh Well, this is beautiful brother Alin's new friend." show it to Dara. But the father had not yet responded, Alin had asked Dara seriously.

"Whose sister's name is beautiful?"

"Sister Andara, can be called Dara. Oh yes hello om, my name is Dara." they responded to Dara's introduction with laughter.

Obviously that confused Dara.

He smiled awkwardly because they were still laughing.

"Sister is funny" said Alin who got the nod of his father.

"Let's see doctor Faisal is waiting for Alin." invite the father who got a nod from Alin.

"Bah sister is beautiful. Alin wants Kemo first, do not forget Alin later, if we meet again." They passed after Dara smiled and said Alin.

Andara stared at their departure.how could such a small child still smile when going to Kemo. You may not know what it feels like, but he reads a lot or hears the word Chemotherapy.

Doesn't it hurt? but why is Alin smiling cheerfully?

View of the park's environment. They are with family, Dara so miss Nanta, who else dara expect besides Nanta.

He stood up to go back to his room.

When he arrived, at the front of the reception desk, he was with the nurse's sister. The nurse shook her head.

"Why is it here? you still have to rest completely." The nurse put on an upset face, which you know is not real.

"Because of boredom! it's going to go back" elak Dara who will pass from there, but , before the virgin goes far. The nurse's sister catches up with him, then helps Dara carry her bottle of infusion.

"Bandle you!"

"Their way, wek," said Dara, they talked while continuing to walk towards the end of the Andara room

"What brother's name? Dara doesn't know."

"Rion, I've only been in this hospital for about 7 months."

"Oh later, Dara wants to be a doctor too."

Rion looked at Dara, smiling mockingly.

"Pasak wants to be a health care doctor just can't."

"Yes, if the doctor can't be sick."

"May dong, but at least before you treat others, you must learn to take care of yourself first. Love your body while it's still on guard."

"Yes Dara will take care. Emnh, Dara's sister met a little boy in the park. She's sick, her hair's falling out. She's also sitting in a wheelchair."

"Oh that's Alin, only Alin here is a cancer survivor who's been severe. He couldn't stand up because his body was already so weak."

"Cancer? is it that bad? but how come he doesn't look like he's in pain?" Dara had stopped walking, then continued again because Rion did not stop, the bottle of infection was carried by Rion. He did not want his hand to be re-poked with an infusion needle.

"Alin did not want to show his pain to anyone, including his father, the doctor was also astonished. How can a child as small as that, keep smiling when others must be in pain."

"Yes Dara so pity, should be at his age he is still in school right? not in the hospital struggling with drugs." Dara even shed her tears, she was always complaining for the little things, but how could the little boy not!.

Rion knows how you feel. Even he had often met the child was still astonished. Why does his sweet smile not fade in the impact of late-stage cancer?

Everyone forgets to be grateful when it is difficult. Just complaining counts its flaws, without counting its advantages.

They are silent with their own minds. Shame and restlessness that hit your heart.

"Here you go, huh? I have another patient who has to be checked" he said, handing over the bottle of infusion he was carrying.

"Yes, brother, thank you, brother" Andara shouted a little, because Rion slightly ran away from Dara.

Andara laughed why Rion accompanied her to her room, if she was in a hurry. Ah the nurse's sister comforted him a little.

His phone rang, checked it turned out from saka.

"Hallo" said the man across the phone.

"Yes, what the hell?"

"Kok hasn't been to school yet Lo Dar"

"Gue's in the hospital"

"Who's sick?" Dara rolled her eyes.

"Gue! wh why? mo jengukin I'm Lo?"

"Ye wants it, but okay. Let me go there with the kids."

"Siip, but bring some fruit? Not empty hands! I'm throwing the phone away if I don't bring anything." Dara put the infusion back on the hanger.he was happy, finally Saka remembered himself.

he misses Saka's babble.

"Okey, ready my boss."

The phone died, he waited for their arrival by watching the tv in his ward.

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Some people are busy counting their wealth.

Some were busy counting his fame.

But some are more confused, he is confused to calculate the rest of his life.