Confidence(new)

Hospital

Andara opened her eyes slowly, her head was still dizzy but her body was feeling better. When his eyes opened the first thing he noticed was the ceiling roof. This was not his room, because the lights in his room were very unique and obviously the atmosphere was not like this. He looked at his hand, there was an infusion needle attached there. Ah Dara knows where this is, the hospital!.

His eyes were directed at the man sleeping on his back on the sofa, which could not fit his body. Her lips slightly raised, the sweetness of her handsome lover.

After a few minutes Nanta woke up, he saw the lover who had opened his eyes first.

"Hey baby, you've been up?" asked Nanta, while stretching his body that felt stiff. He stepped closer to Dara in the kiss of her lover's hand which was still on the infusion. On swab and held dearly.

They don't talk to each other just look at each other full of feeling. Nanta, who feels guilty for being late to find out if his girlfriend has a high fever, even the doctor said if it was a few hours late to be taken to the hospital, if he was taken to the hospital, maybe you should be in the hospital because the fever is too high, even had convulsions earlier. She was afraid to see you like that.

While Andara, he felt lucky to have Nanta in his life. If there's no Nanta who else would care about him. A smile rose on his lips, his left hand gripping Nanta's right hand even tighter.

Nanta rubs Dara's cheek. She was happy that her daughter could smile again. He will continue to pray to God to continue to give you health. There are enough injuries in Andara, he did not want to see Andara more injured.

While Dara also asked God to continue to allow Nanta to remain in his life. He went to church every Sunday without anyone knowing. Although Nanta knew he was a Catholic. He does not tell because he prefers every step toward the church is for God and let God know.

Please do not distinguish us, if our creators are the same. The relationship has been going on for about 2 years. He remembered that if he did not meet this man he might not be this strong through his chaotic day at that time.

the flashback

The first time he met Nanta was when he left home with his suitcase. Rain water poured down his body soaking the earth as if he was shedding his pain. He walked aimlessly with a distant look. Since childhood he was used to seeing his parents quarrel. He would hide in his closet as they began to harden their voices and yell at each other. Little youra was terrified, always like that even for years, until she got used to it and ignored them.

But when he came home, after graduation with the best grades in his Junior High. Andara entered the house with tears flowing because she saw her parents take each other, to show who was good and who was wrong all this time. He looked at the four adults who had fought each other the argument was silent staring into his arrival.

He laughed as his tears continued to flow, his laughter grew louder. Up to four people were confused and then both parents Andara will approach their daughter.

Before they approached Andara was already horribly hysterical for them to move away.he threw a bag in front of them. Screaming while pointing at himself.

"Kill me, kill me. But end this, please end it."

With his trembling voice he told her to kill him instead of continuing to torment him. There is a sense of regret in the eyes of Andara's parents but because selfishness still dominates both. They shook their heads, and told Andara to go into her room.

Andara can no longer hold on. He shouted that he would leave the house that was like hell. With or without their permission. He entered his room, took all the clothes he needed into his suitcase and walked out past his parents. Obviously they forbade the only princess from leaving the house let alone the heavy rain out there.

Andara remains stupefied if they forbid she will cut off his arm. He had brought the broken glass from the urn that had been nudged into his suitcase. Andara's parents resigned. Andara walked over the fence of her house with tears mixed with rain.

He continued walking regardless of the few people who saw him strangely. It didn't matter, the rain silenced his voice, weakening his mind. But the rain also disguised his wounds. He felt that there was no point in living. He walked a little to the middle of the road. If he dies, it's all over, right?

Until he felt the rain did not wet his clothes but still rained. He did not focus until he found out that there were men smiling sweetly at him, while holding umbrellas that waded them from the rain.

He continued to step in the company of foreign men who remained silent no longer asked.

Until the rain subsided he also felt tired, his body weak and again his eyes did not want to stop crying.

He stopped as well as the man, he turned and looked at the man.

"Why do you care, why, why don't my parents?" he spoke a little screamed while continuing to cry.

the man did not answer and smiled and hugged her. He was surprised but he needed a hug. He needs to lean, the weight is heavy, he is not strong.

After the man calmed down enough to pull Andara's hand, they continued to walk slowly down the wet trail left behind by the rain.

Until they get to an apartment.

They're headed to the receptionist in the front lobe. Managing data for apartment rental.

Andara was a little scared but the grasp of the man's hand was so warm.

After getting permission and everything.

the man took the girl into the elevator. They were silent without anyone talking with their hands still attached.

After arriving and entering the man put the suitcase, which had been carried with his left hand, while the right hand took the girl.

"Stay here, tomorrow I'll be here again, but I promise you don't cry anymore" said the man, holding both shoulders.

"I'm Ananta, may I know your name?"

"Andara." replied the girl short.

"Okay, rest later there will be food between here," he said after wiping the top of the head and smiling Andara passed leaving Andara alone.

Flashback end

It was the first time they met. Andara looked at Nanta who was asleep next to her. Yes they slept clinging to the hospital bed. Nanta doesn't come home he'll accompany his girl tonight. Andara clasped Ananta's hands near her hands attached to her cheeks.

Thank you for being in my life Ananta.