Confidence(new)

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After their fight that night, Dara became more silent. Nanta turned his head towards the side where his lover was sitting. They are currently on their way to the airport. Nanta himself asked to take his lover to the airport.

"Later after arriving at the hotel directly contact me!"

Dara smiled at Nanta. Indeed Nanta does not like Andara who is silent like this. Nanta clasped his lover's hand and kissed her. Dara likes Nanta's attention like this. Dara likes all of Nanta's mature attitude and all of the affection he gives her. But that made him greedy! He doesn't want to have another woman besides himself.

The fear of loss makes him forget that it is not only the trust that is needed in a relationship but sincerity. Dara is too scared if Nanta finds another woman who will replace him.

These days he is always moody, even when taking the report card, he does not look cheerful as usual. Getting not bad grades, it's been good for you. Saka who was sensitive to Dara's attitude also asked. Andara's answer also made him become silent.

Saka believes Nanta has not made a choice. However, however, Saka can only be supportive and cannot interfere too much in their relationship.

A few days ago Dara asked Saka to find out the owner of the lipstick she found in her lover's room. Dara's not stupid, there's no way that's Nanta's Uminya lipstick. Because not only lipstick but also there are other makeup tools that you believe belong to a young woman. Nanta is a simple figure. Guess it wasn't, if it belonged to another woman.

Dara is disappointed that Nanta is hiding something from her. Therefore, he chose to find out rather than continue to fight without clarity.

"Saka and the others will leave when?"

"Tomorrow or the day after! Dara first let the spit out of work can enjoy the holidays," explained Andara to the handsome man beside her.

"Yes, I want to join but there are so many tasks and car rental business that I live with Bimo again need my presence. Sorry!"

"No papa, Dara knows. Next time we can go on vacation when you're not busy!" Dara rubbed the back of her lover's hand.

The blue eyes were curled along with a beautiful smile on the lips of the girl. It was like being hypnotized, wanting to be with the girl for longer. But college and work cannot be left behind.

"Okey, fine right there. I'm waiting for you to come home. And can't be naughty!" his big hand flicked the nose of his lover.

"Yes, Dara is a good boy" he praised himself for making them laugh.

After arriving at the airport there is already Ma'am Tia who is waiting with two large suitcases. Smiling noticed the two lovebirds who were holding hands smiling towards him.

"Udah! make me miss my girlfriend!" I complained about Tia with a joke.

"I should have taken Ibran on vacation!" dara Balas.

"Ye, we're going to work, after that I also go straight home not so take a vacation right!" Obviously Tia again.

"It should be Tia join nemenin Andara," complained Nanta because he thought he would feel calm if there is a Mbak Tia there.

"Can't take long, like I've said, I still have to take care of a lot of files, my job is not just menejerin nih son!" point Tia's mother to Dara who is still attached to her lover.

"Yes, he's leaving. You must take care of your health, and keep telling me!" nanta's message is staring at his lover's blue bead.

They embraced each other and Dara passed away from before Nanta. I don't know why Nanta is very heavy to let go of Andara this time. He can only pray that God will always take care of you wherever he is.

After that Nanta walked with a step heavier than his usual step. His heart was racing, along with the further his steps the faster his heart beat.

The reflex turned again looking for Andara in the waiting room. Clingukan is looking for the whereabouts of his lover. Running here and there, but no more. Nanta saw the plane he knew was the airline that brought Andara to Bali, and he was too late the plane had already flown.

Staring softly towards the runway. His heart rate is also stabilizing. He didn't understand why, but there was a tightness surrounding him.

Nanta went back to his car. Headed straight to the campus, ignoring the bad taste in his heart.

Every day struggling with duty, Nanta drove his car to his place of business with Bimo. They heard music with a pink fourtwnty-fana.

As with Bimo, Nanta also really enjoyed the song. Andara's shadow appeared in his mind. Since earlier Andara has not contacted him, but said mbak Tia Dara immediately slept so until the hotel, They can guess if Dara must have not slept last night again.

Lately they know if you have problems with sleep. And eat, Nanta or Saka sometimes who send food to the apartment or make sure directly if the girl has eaten.

Because of daydreaming, Nanta's car almost hit the car in front of him. Nanta didn't notice that there was a red light ahead.

"Well, if you want to die, don't take dong!" bimo protests shocked.

"Sorry Bim, I'm thinking of you."

"Udah, it's also back. You are used to working out of town. Very dech Lo parno!" Bimo hapal the nature of Nanta which if related to Andara, his friend would definitely be excessive.

"Bim, I don't feel good. I think something is wrong. But I don't know what?"

"Lo's got it wrong with Andara!" Ceplos Bimo cuek saturately stared at the traffic jam in front of him.

Nanta felt insinuated, he glanced resentfully at Bimo, but it was true that he was hiding something from Andara. But, this is different! I think there's something wrong with all this. I don't know what, that must have been a stifling feeling.

The conversation in the traffic jam did not continue, they were silent all the way until they reached the car rental place.

"Gue yesterday there was a big project, Lo must see!" Bimo enthusiastically invited Nanta to his room.

After the time changed for the night, Nanta went back to the apartment. Along the way he still with the music playing the same song, mortal pink. Sometimes his lips follow the song, sometimes glancing towards the side chair.

Nanta missed that girl. I don't know why his cell phone belly can be called.

Nanta until the apartment is greeted by the aroma of cooking. The hijab-wearing woman was serving food at the dinner table.

"Well, what are you cooking?"

"Many, there is chicken opor, corn parchment, sambal and this is the cracker my mother stopped by here with this." pointed Nadia at the crackers on the table.

"Mother dropped by Daddy?" Nanta put his bag on the chair, he walked towards the sink to wash his hands.

"Yes, em Mother also brought a lot of cookies. Umi said, you often ask to make cookies to be taken to Jakarta every time you go home, in Bandung. So Mommy also brought you cookies." Nadia eagerly shows the cookies brought by her mother.

They think that if Nanta really likes cookies, because even in this apartment, there are always jars like cookies.

"Oh, until 'in thanks to Mother. Actually I don't really like it. It's cookies in Dara's supply jar if you play here."

Nadia who had been smiling widely, now turned sad. It turns out he doesn't even know Nanta's favorite thing except for coffee.

Her heart throbbed as Nanta spoke Dara's name from her lips. Not once, but now she is her husband.

"Oh, let's eat!" nadia ignored her feelings.

"Yes, I'm a really big laper!" Nanta will take the rice but Nadia's hand has reached the plate first.

Nadia is trying to be a good wife for her husband. Nanta knows that, but Nanta still can't see Nadia more than a friend. His feelings are still intact belonging to Andara.

"So we're taking Dara to the airport?" Nadia tried to open the conversation because she was uncomfortable with the situation that was too awkward.

"Yes, he was up until noon today."

"Em, I've never seen Andara's parents, are they busy people?" Nadia was curious because Nanta was always there for Dara, even who took the report card and Nanta.

"Yes, they're busy!" Nanta replied with a smile towards Nadia.

The talk about Andara's parents he never talked to Andara again. So it's pretty weird when they talk about this.

"Whose parents live in the area?"

"I forgot!" Nanta showed an unconvinced look.

During this time Dara always avoids the topic about her parents. Dara did mention her home address, but she forgot because it was so long ago.

"You know what the hell, cook deketin his son continues but not permission first to his parents." ledek Nadia intended to joke but it turns out Nanta took it seriously.

The atmosphere was silent again. Since they officially became husband and wife, it was very rare to be able to chat because Nanta always avoided it.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend!" Nadia spoke softly while looking at the face of the man in front of her.

"No, you really are. I should've met his parents a long time ago!" Nanta's reply made Nadia sad.

It seems that Nanta has not considered her as a wife, besides sleeping separately, they also have quite a distance despite one roof.

"You want to add more?"

"I'm not full." Nanta immediately took his plate to the sink, immediately washing it as usual. Nadia also straightened out the food on the table.

Nanta talked about taking a shower first and praying isya so that means Nadia does not enter the room first. Because the room in Ananta's apartment there is only one room that is very spacious. They share space, but to sleep, Nanta will sleep on the sofa in front of the TV.

There is a message from Andara, Nanta is in a hurry to open the message he has been waiting for all day.

*princess Joana

Sister sorry to reply to a message, Dara overslept.em Dara kangen sister, wait Andara come home yes 😉*

A short message that managed to carve a sweet smile on the lips of the man.