
The sun is right over your head. After deciding to walk again, I have not found a bright spot to be able to return home.
Grandma Rampi, the shop owner's grandmother who helped me earlier suggested to keep walking. I can't look back no matter what. Although he asked me to spend the night at his place, but my desire to go home soon forced him to let me continue the journey.
"Don't look back, no matter what happens." said Grandma Rampi, who I can bear with a nod of the head. He gave me provisions to take with me during the journey.
"Here, eat if you're hungry" said Grandma Rampi as she handed the package to me. Honestly, I was traumatized by the parcels I received from people I didn't know. I was afraid that what I brought was the same as what I received from the old lady earlier. However, to keep Nek Rampi's feelings, so that he did not take offense, I finally decided to just accept it.
"Jeen... Jeennaaa.." Someone's voice called me to stop me.
"Jen, I'm here." Back, the voice came back. When I wanted to look back, I suddenly remembered Grandma Rampi's message not to look back no matter what. But that voice?
"Aaakkhh." I continued on. I don't mind that voice anymore. I want to go home, that's my only goal. I don't want things to happen that I don't want to happen to me here.
Half-running, I followed my footsteps who would somehow take me where.
"Jen.. help me." the voice appeared again. This time it really sounded clearer.
"W-who?" I looked to the right and left. But I really don't dare look back.
"Jena, it's me. Help me, Jen." this time I recognized the voice.
"T-dance. You where?"
There's no answer.
"I'm here, Jen." Suddenly the voice came up again as I was just a few steps away.
"What kind of friend would leave his best friend here." the voice forced me to stop. I took a deep breath and threw it away violently.
"Hahaha. Not a friend, but the heart to leave his best friend alone." again, this time made my stance waver.
"Dance... Where are you?" this time I called him.
"I'm sorry if I can't save you. But you also do not forget, if all this happened because of you. If only you and Lukman hadn't .." I didn't go on. I realized what I had done. The ban I agreed to is now broken.
"Hihihihi .." The sound of laughter echoing so loudly rang out in my ears. As if he was making fun of my stupidity.
"Hiiiihi..."
A shadow appeared over my head. I fell among the thickets that suddenly became lush by themselves. In fact, before all that, the bush I passed was not as high and as lush now. Even I still easily walked and passed through the forest. But now everything is bleak. The huge trees surrounded by shrubs that were almost the same height as mine, made it difficult for me to look ahead.
"Tari, why are you doing this to me? What's wrong?" I cursed and cursed. I'm already desperate. And now I'm getting lost. Let alone continuing the journey. I have to walk wherever I don't know.
"Jen, stay here. Accompany me." again, the voice echoed around me. But he never saw her.
"No. I don't want to." I replied firmly. I'm standing. As much as I can, I try to continue the journey. Armed with confidence, I hope the direction I am heading this time is right.
Apparently interference doesn't just get here. That figure followed me. I ran, though fell several times because I tripped over a tall reed.
"Hihihihihi." The sound of laughter echoed. But not showing its form.
"Fuckin' hell. These days are also disturbing." I swear while continuing to run. I force my shoes that have begun to tear because to run continuously. No matter what your feet are starting to feel tired. I finally stumbled and fell again. This time I felt my body slipping. My hands are trying to pull whatever is around me to keep my body from falling in. But it feels free. My body is rolling, I don't know where to go. I was still awake, until a violent impact hit my back.
"Abkkhh..."
And that's where I stopped. A hard object was holding my back. My head feels dizzy, my whole body feels dead. My legs can't be moved, only a little whimper.
"Where else is this."