
"I want to die too" he said softly.
"You must not die, the son whom God has entrusted is innocent. Adi also desperately wants to live with the two of you, but God won't allow it." Dev paused his speech. "Adi loves you so much, just like I used to love Mey so much. He's willing to give up everything he has for you and his future son. Appreciate his love so great." said Dev again.
"I have to how?" he said still in a bitter cry.
"Continue your life, this is just Erita's test. Not always the sky is cloudy and dark blocking the sun, there will be light after the rain. You don't have to worry what the future is like, God has arranged everything well, even after this, there will be a good life for you." Dev tries to cheer her up, because he knows exactly what it feels like to lose. The difference is that he was alone, no one comforted even gave advice to calm the heart.
"I can't afford this with a pregnant condition without a husband. And I hear they're all busy looking for a father for my son, to be honest I don't want to." Erita.
"If you don't want to just say it. You can stay at Adi's house, with the money she's prepared for you. He set it all up like he knew he was leaving you." Dev smiled gently.
"You're right, I'm surprised by his attitude." Erita closed her eyes, she was neutralizing a heart that was always turbulent and throbbing pain when remembering Adi.
"I'll visit you later if you've stayed there. And if you see a doctor, you call me, I'm willing to be your pretend husband. If the doctor asks I'll answer like a real father, you don't have to worry." Dev gave her some spirit.
Erita turned her head, her puffy face looked solemn, her round eyes looking at Dev unblinkingly.
Long time, then she laughed.
"Why are you laughing, I'm serious!" Dev stared at Erita's astonishment, he was not joking.
"I'm imagining you pretending to be my husband, it's hard to imagine how your face would look like in a show." Erita laughed again.
"You underestimated me?" Dev becomes very upset, as long as they become Dev's neighbors never see Erita laughing.
"No, that's not what I mean, just I was imagining it, and I think it's funny." she's still laughing.
"As far as you are concerned, my intention is to help." Dev stepped up from his seat.
"Even he laughed." the man walked over grumbling, making Erita even more head-sharp.
News of Erita's pregnancy is impossible to cover, the girl is really helpless with the reality that befell her. Until that day, Erita's father came with a very sad heart, he also could not scold his son, because it was clear if Erita was innocent. Although parents and Davit stated that they would be fully responsible, they would not be calm if a girl was pregnant without a husband.
"Erita, I suggest you marry your niece-in-law, son, I can't bear to leave you alone without a clear status." I spoke seriously.
"I don't want Dad, let me go through this on my own. Anyway I already have enough shelter and savings for me to live with this kid." Erita looked down at her flat stomach.
"You need a husband after all." I keep giving advice.
"I'll think about it." Erita could not argue, but also he did not want to accept.
The days passed, Erita had already started to enter work. This time he worked to replace Adi as promised David, he was no longer busy in the kitchen, he just watched and directed his employees to work. Those tired days he lived alone, even though there was Aji who always helped him still when the complaints of pregnant women came he felt alone.
Twice he daydreamed if Adi was still there and indulged himself with his naughty speech and touch, also the fruits he bought in large quantities so that Erita did not lack anything to eat. It was just a delusion, out of nowhere the man was now, was it among the clouds, was it among the stars, and could he see how much Erita was missing him, remembering him, wanting to be with him? If he was still around, of course he would always stick with Erita, he was happy to hug her for a long time.
"Hello!" Erita answered.
"It's the third month, isn't it? Your schedule checks for pregnancy." The voice of the neighbor across there.
"You memorized it once." Erita grumbled a little, he was busy reminiscing about his former lover.
"Of course, I'm his father." Dev asked her to joke.
"Alright, don't let you not mean it in front of the doctor. I don't want to be embarrassed because your acting is ugly!" Erita reminded.
"Yes" she replied briefly, turning off her phone and heading to the cafe to pick up Erita.
Sure enough that only thirty minutes had the man come, in his military uniform he came down and approached Erita. She is thoroughly immersed in acting as a good husband and father-to-be.
"Don't get too deep into your acting, later you get entangled in the love of the location" said Erita is not awkward anymore, they have been used to chatting personal things, teasing each other and talking to each other.
"You think you're still pretty, and soon you'll look fat like a cardboard washing machine" Dev said, pointing to a roadside electronics store.
"You're also very ugly, don't feel yourself handsome." Erita was very upset, her red lips pursed.
"I don't feel good-looking. Ah I suspect you often admire me, glancing at my handsome face." Dev teased her with great confidence.
"I'm so lazy to even look at your face." Erita threw away her face unwilling to look at Dev who was smiling seductively at her.
"Haha... I'm not sure." Dev still teases her.
For a moment they were silent with their thoughts, until they arrived at a Dev clinic to stop and invite Erita into it.
The Thirty-Five-year-old doctor greeted him kindly, took him to the examination room and asked Erita to lie down.
"Are there any complaints from Erita's mother?" ask the doctor, this is the second time Erita checked, but in the last month he came alone.
"Still nauseous in the morning Doc." he replied quietly, Dev patiently accompanied him, standing very close beside Erita.
"This is your husband?" ask the doctor that it is very friendly.
"Yes, I'm her husband." replied Dev confidently with a sweet smile.
"Ah, apparently a soldier. You have to be a strong wife, ready to stay for a long time." the doctor licked again.
"Surely, Doctor, that's why my wife sometimes has to go alone, including when checking here" he replied.