
"If I'm to be honest, I still love you so much" he said softly, Dev looked down sad with eyes that began to blur, the sand he stepped on as if into one. "Sometimes I feel God is unfair because I can't have you, but going back to the provisions He has given, I'm only given the opportunity to take care of you, not have you." Dev looked at the woman who was on her back, looking at the shoulder he had once just embraced it while taking pictures. If she used to be a beautiful girl with adorable thin shoulders, different now she is a young mother figure that is beautiful and contains, of course because she once conceived and gave birth to a child, she said, son of Aldo her husband.
Reva still did not answer, to be honest there was still a sense of sadness when he heard the word that the man still loved him, but only haru, not to reply, not to reply, his eyes were not separated from the two people he loved, Aldo and Zahira.
"Reva, I once swore not to get married."
"You swore because you wanted to let go of me mas, if I wasn't angry and crying then you wouldn't have said it. If I can be honest, I feel guilty for what you said, and now I hope you don't remember the oath you made again. Promise me you'll be as happy as I was when you promised you'd be happy, try your heart to love her." Reva stared at the beach in front of them so that her face could be seen from the side.
Dev stared at half that face, his admiration still the same as before. "Do you ever forget my oath to you." Dev said very slowly.
"Of course, I want you to be happy too."
"If you say no sincerely then I'll break up my marriage." Dev stared expectantly, even imagining if Reva said no sincerely, he would definitely be delighted.
"I'm sincere, forget your vows, live happily with your wife." Reva turned her head for a moment, looking as if Dev was looking at her wounded.
Reva smiled slightly as if giving an explanation that she was completely sincere.
But different from Dev's side, the smile plowed so deeply that it weakened his entire joints and nerves. Destroying the beautiful vestiges of hope that every night he imagined with him, now that the separation was so real, he had to repeatedly lose the same person.
Lost when he was sentenced to be sick and could not be together.
Lost when telling the truth and broke off her engagement.
Lost when he saw Aldo and he stared at each other lovingly.
They lost it when they decided to get married.
Lost again when she said she loved her husband so much.
And now it's really a loss that will end everything.
Dev is about to get married, hoping that the woman he marries will slowly erase the shadow of the person before him.
"This is what it was like to be you back then, I asked you to give up and forget about me, I let you cry and left with a wounded heart. Is God retaliating against me?" Dev was already unable to hold back the tears, a drop of the clear grain fell down his cheek.
"No mas, I've never been hurt by you. There are no coincidences in this world, even the leaves that fall from the tree are already almighty provisions. As well as our meeting and separation, we meet to be made a lesson of a lifetime, and then through your hands I am met with mas Aldo as a lifelong friend. Don't regret what we've been through, it's all just a part of this charade of life."
"Sick is just a test! You're sick, but don't you know you should be grateful to know your pain, which means you still have time to prepare before you leave. Not necessarily healthy or sick, healthy people can die first, and sick people can stay in the world longer. Age doesn't matter, we still live in this world for a reason, you're still here because your job isn't done, I am still alive in this world because my work is not finished. But later if our task is done, God will call us in order. So what you have to worry about, we're just acting on promise before we're born, just enjoy the life that's left and do your best." Reva smiled again giving confidence.
His sissy gaze was still visible, breathing and trying sincerely, indeed he was thinking about the beautiful woman's words.
"Go, marry her properly, respect her and honor her as you once respected me as a special woman. It's beautiful and I never forget, you're a man who takes care of me." Reva turned her head slightly, as if explaining this was the last meeting to discuss all the past.
Dev was so happy to see that face turned his head that he could clearly see every stop of his ay face, his shady eyes, his nose tapered with lips that always looked seductive. But it made his breath less and more, really fantasizing about the wife of the person just makes his sin more piled up. Of course, Dev's eyes will continue to enjoy it for a moment until he realizes that it's time to leave.
"I'm getting married soon, I hope this is a happy start for all of us" replied Dev, regaining control of his feelings.
"I always pray for your happiness" the soft voice pierced the wind into the ear.
"Thank you."
There was a sound of the man moving, he stepped away from Reva who was back standing sideways unwilling to face him. The few steps stopped for a moment, his heart still seemed to be left behind and made him turn his head.
No coincidence indeed, Reva was also looking at her hijab swinging off the wind of the beach that made her like an angel. Yeah, like an angel.....
But beside him, Aldo was smiling with one hand hugging so tightly.
Dev returned his smile and passed away with the tightness in his chest still felt. His car turned around, he would go to see Reina and get married soon.
"It's over?" Aldo whispering.
Reva nodded and wrapped her two hands around Aldo's shoulders, her smile expanding with eyes staring lovingly.
"I thought you were going with him." Aldo joked but it was heart and worry.
"I can't get away from you anymore mas, just a day I'm not with you I'm nervous and miss" he said with affection.
"You're seducing me?" Aldo returned the embrace, wrapped his hands around his waist and fused their eyebrows together.
"That's a reality you've managed to create after a year of being with me." Reva still did not give up on her seduction.
"Stop baby, woo me at home. There's no lodging here and I'm afraid I can't help it, it would seem strange if our car was swaying in the middle of this vast sand."