Challenging Love

Mourning

Eldira calmed himself down in the garden while the suitcase and all his clothes were already in the car, he could be confused whether to go to his mother's house, or find a new place.

"if I go to my mother's house, your kasian will be shocked, and Eldira is not ready for all the questions" said Eldira.

dira's phone vibrates.

"ra, home. Don't worry I'm leaving, I just want to see you happy, even if you're not together anymore, if you get this message because I've left home" rasha's chat message.

Eldira intends to reply but tick one.

"hallo wati, where are you?" ask Eldira to call his house assistant.

"Father went ma'am, his face was very sad, you said sorry for not being able to make mom happy" said wati.

Tumben bang rasya talks like that to the assistant, inner eldira.

"hallo ma'am, you left an hour ago just after mom left the house, mom came back, mom, how do you?" tanya wati dashed the reverie of eldira.

"yes, I'm going home" Eldira answered and hung up.

Eldira still did not understand why Rasha should be sad, was this not his will to leave the house.

Eldira rushed back home, which was certainly true this time without any race in the house.

***

Afternoon before Eldira down to the bottom floor, see the sofa in the family room. used to be dira and rasha like to eat snacks while telling stories if the holiday, now the sofa is empty. The house is also empty.

Not yet divorced, but there is a sense of loneliness in Eldira's heart.

"it could be that this time bang rasya again happy with his new woman why should I be sad" inner eldira.

"mom, what dinner are you going to?" ask wati.

"fried rice alone wati" Eldira replied while sitting on the sofa.

"well ma'am" replied the wati then left her master and headed for the kitchen.

Eldira stared at the wall clock, at 5 p.m. The message he sent to rasya ticked one.

"it looks like bang rasya, not activating his phone, exactly the same when still dating continue to marahan, what this means bang rasya benar2 with other women," Eldira cried.

I don't know what he wants, not even a day rasya went from the house his heart was already tormented.

"i have to be strong for my son, I have to get used to it without a bang rasha" said Dira taking a dry tissue on her cheek.

There's a red town on the table by the couch. Eldira.

"for you ra, I once promised to give you a pendant necklace, sorry I can only give it now marked rasha" Eldira smiled reading the message.

The look of the beautiful pendant necklace, if only bang rasya did not silence eldira after returning from surabaya, surely the relationship would not be this bad.

As a woman Eldira just wants to be fought not silenced. As if rasya benar2 wants to let go. Seeing such racial attitude that made Eldira not strong. Eldira felt unappreciated.

the doorbell rang, he moved and walked out of the house. His busyness was slow, his mother-in-law was seen.

"dira" mom crying hugging eldira.

Eldira was confused, it must be Rasha who told mama to come to persuade eldira to drop the lawsuit. Eldira could not bear to see his mother-in-law crying and suffocating.

"mama entered first ma" dira slightly carried in his in-laws.

Occupying the living room sofa, mama still sobbing no sound. Maybe my mom is confused where to start.

"mama drink used to take a minute" before she moved mama pulled Eldira's hand.

"why ma?" dira looked at mama.

"ra.." mama's voice shook.

Eldira sat back down and gently stroked his mother-in-law's shoulders.

"followed my mother to the house" said the mother later.

"sorry ma, dira" had not yet finished speaking, his mother rasha cut off the speech of eldira.

"to the slag also ndakpapa ra, follow mama huh?" mama said again, her eyes were swollen.

Dira could not bear to see his father-in-law, although his relationship and rasha ended does not mean his relationship with his mother-in-law ended, after all his son was his grandson.

"wait a minute to grab the bag" he went inside to pick up the bag and left his mother-in-law.

"wati, I have to go" Eldira approached wati before leaving.

"well ma'am" replied wati.

**

Eldira drove the car, because his mother came without a vehicle. I don't know what was up, Eldira did not dare to ask. It's just that Eldira is confused exactly what is told bang rasya to make mama shocked and down. Is your heart hurt more than it is because of this separation.

Not long after Eldira arrived at his father-in-law's house. Already many people there, Eldira more confused, all dressed in black, or dot2 do not let go of his mind.

After parking the car Eldira took mama nonik. Everyone looked at eldira.

"ma, what's going on?" ask eldira whispering.

when I got home, I looked at Eldira.

"you who are patient, ra, rasya car hit the gas station ra, burning" said one of the brothers representing mama.

Eldira's body is squeezed, if you have to part is not like this, Eldira's chest is tight and unconscious.

As long as Eldira was unconscious the ambulance came with the body.

The family agreed to bury rasya immediately before the day was really dark even without eldira, after all, eldira was pregnant, it is not good if you have to go to the tomb.

***

The clock is 20:00 p.m., Eldira awakens.

"ra.. You're sober" Eldira's mom is next to him.

"mama, ma eldira nightmare ma" Eldira replied in tears.

"dira dreams bang rasya mishap ma" said Eldira again hugged his mother.

"so mama tonik to ma'am's house, continue to bring dira, Alhamdulillah only dream ma" dira more and more tightly embraced his mother.

a few seconds later he released his mother's embrace and smiled with relief, but when he saw his surroundings he was confused again.

"this where is ma?" ask dira.

"the house of mama nonik ra" answered the mother in tears.

"ma this isn't right ma, bang rasya where ma?" tanya returned to crying.

"he was buried" answered my mother

Eldira cried as it happened, his mother also sobbed.

After a bit of calm Eldira came out to meet some guests who said condolences.

Eldira looked at agatha with sincerity.

"ra, I'm so sorry for all this time ra, rasya a very loyal husband, please forgive me ra" said Agatha again.

"luckily I have had time to apologize to rasha and rasha has forgiven me, even praying for my marriage, now I apologize to you ra" said Agatha again.

Hearing the honest words of agatha eldira startled, rasha had already left for sure which agatha said was also honest.

"bang rasya faithful said you?" ask Eldira as if in doubt.

"you are very lucky, believe me, he is a dream husband, I am interested because of his loyalty to you, and until the end of his life he is still loyal to you" said Agatha again.

Eldira did not look at Agatha again but looked down and cried again.

Apart from agatha there was gilska and also her husband, eldira did not see nando, even though it was his father who went nando.

"patience ra" hugged gilska this time Eldira did not refuse, after all actually Eldira there is no problem with gilksa.

"i told rasya ra, don't give up but she gave up" said husband Gilska made eldira look at him.

"what do you mean?" tanya dira is powerless.

"rasya wants to let you go because you see happier with delon, rasya says anything will be done as long as he can see his loved ones happy, he regrets always making you hurt, ra, but trust me only you he loves, pray for him ra" said reza again make Eldira sobbing.

Recalling the fond memories of the rasha of Eldira's heart sliced, all just a misunderstanding but all the regrets were useless anymore, brother had already gone inner eldira.