Challenging Love

vacillation

After returning home Eldira Rasya rushed to Hendi's house, and fortunately Hendi was at home even though almost every day his sister was never home.

"you're in a hurry there's a problem?" ask hendi.

"gilska is now in my apartment!! I didn't want to see him alone" Rasya said, driving his car very quickly.

"What??? gilska!! is his memory restored?" asked Hendi curiously.

"i think so, he asked me to return, he also threatened to meet Eldira" Rasya looked worried.

"oh no!! don't mess with Eldira, once you hurt him deal with me you're Rasya!" This time Hendi's face became irritated.

"who hurt Eldira hen, I've chosen it to be my future, so I ask you to accompany me to meet Gilska, I don't want him to be reckless and do strange things" Rasya convinced Hendi.

"well Rasya I'll petrify you, but skali again lest you hurt Eldira" This time the tone is lower.

"you still love gilska?" hendi asked looking seriously at the friend beside him. Unfortunately Rasya just fixated and concentrated driving at a high rate.

"answere me Rasya??? still!!" this time Hendi screamed a little.

"i don't know Hendi, which I know I'm going to keep my commitment!" rasya's answer did not relieve Hendi.

"for what reason are you married to someone you don't love, there are still many people who love Eldira so much!!!" Hendi a little let loose talking.

Rasya reflexively stopped his car, because it was too sudden to make Hendi's head hit.

"ah!!! what are you doing Rasya?" Hendi held his head which was a little sore.

"what do you mean there are still a lot of people who love Eldira? you!!! you love her?" tanya Rasya held both of her best friend's shoulders with red eyes.

"yes. long time ago I loved her, but she never loved me, she loved you so much she loved you!!! I let him be happy instead of hurt, come on guys trust me, I won't destroy you, as long as you make Eldira happy!" Hendi could not control his feelings, Rasya released his hand from Hendi's shoulder.

He returned to driving the car, but this time there was no sound from the two of them, they were immersed in each other's thoughts.

***

"good night gilska!" rasha's voice makes Gilska turn his head unfortunately Rasya came with Hendi.

"why do you have to bring Hendi here Rasya?" ask gilska wonder.

"So I was with Hendi, because I thought I should be quick to see you I didn't have time to return him" Rasya replied.

" all right let's go up on Rasya we'll talk about it carefully and you Hendi how are you? but you can go home by yourself ?' ask gilska.

It has been almost an hour gilska waiting for Rasya he did not want the existence of Hendi to bother him.

"i'm good gilska, nice to see you again, but I'm going to sleep in Rasya's apartment today, oh yeah don't you come home tonight to your mama's house huh bro?" said Hendi sekennya.

"well me and Gilska will talk here, you go up first?" rasha. Hendi nodded and immediately left the two of them, at least Gilska could not go up to Rasya's room.

"you intentionally? you don't want us to be together?" tanya gilska back to sitting on the lobby sofa.

"i want to eat fried rice at the front cafe! you're with me, aren't you?" whining gilska.

"what do you want to say, I don't have much time?" rasha asked no matter what Gilska asked.

"Rasya since morning I haven't eaten, you know I have your magh!!" this time Rasya according to gilska, deliver gilska eat at the cafe in front of his apartment.

Gilska voraciously ordered his favorite salted fish fried rice with cow's eye eggs and shrimp crackers filled the contents of the plate.

"slow gilska!" Rasya.

"i haven't eaten fried rice like this Rasya in a long time, let me reminisce my stomach is so hungry" she said, filled with food in her mouth.

At least Rasya met him in a crowded place, safe for his relationship with Eldira, Rasya did not want the previous incident to repeat itself. He did not want to hurt Eldira.

"have you eaten?" ask gilska.

"last night I had dinner with my mother and my future wife!" rasya's reply made gilska stop eating her.

"mama Nonik, how are you?" tanya gilska made Rasya let out a long sigh.

"well, but he's got a new son-in-law now, not you!" Rasya tries to stop Gilska from giving up.

"Rash! you won't be able to lie to your heart, your love is just for me, why be stubborn!!" gilska tried to grab Rasya's hand. The man in front of him was silent.

"okay love me one reason what made you choose him over me?" ask gilska

"commitment!!! you know me well, I know yesterday I was wrong with you gilska! I'm sorry! but you know I'm sticking to the same commitment, I don't want to give hope that's no longer there for us gilska, since your mama told me to leave you everything is done" Rasya tries to convince gilska.

"that marriage requires commitment I know, I won't bother people's husbands, I'm not that bad, either, but before there is marriage shouldn't you choose the one you love who accompanies you for the rest of your life, the one you will trust gives birth to your children! we had that dream Rasya, and I'm ready to marry you" this time gilska cried, something Rasha hated so much, she never had the heart to make gilska cry.

"again I'm sorry gilska" Rasya thrusting tissue for gilska.

"i won't interfere with your marriage, but before you get married let me try to fight for my love!" gilska left Rasya without finishing the fried rice that he missed while in Indonesia, Rasya saw the back of the woman he loved had moved away.

"i want to embrace you gilska, marry you, but it's too late not only your heart, if you know my heart is also very sore" Rasya said in his heart.

***

"how's gilska?" hendi asked when he saw Rasya looked lethargic.

"already back, he said he wouldn't give up, hopefully not do something weird!" rasha said to her best friend.

"keep on now what do you want?" Hendi snorted annoyedly at Rasya's attitude.

"i anter you go home and whenever you want to stay here please, for a while I better stay at home mama!" this time Hendi nodded with Rasya's reply.

"okay I pull it off, you go back home!" Hendi walked away from Rasya.

"hey bro!! what does that mean, I'll take you home?" Rasya tried to follow Hendi's steps.

"no need, I want to find a girl you want to come, just disturb you! bye" Hendi's step faster makes Rasya unable to follow his steps, especially Rasya has not locked the door of his apartment.

Rasya went back to his room, he put his body on the mattress, his eyes looked at the ceiling, Gilska and Eldira made his head a little dizzy, on one side of the future on one side of the past, "can I let go of Eldira, how deep is his love for me?" ask in the heart.

Suddenly his dark room lit up, someone turned on the lights and entered the room, Rasya quickly sat down from his sleep.

"gilenka!! what are you here for? who told you to come in?" Rasya was shocked.

"wouldn't I not do something that would hurt you?" added Rasha.

"no Rasya, calm down I just saw Hendi out of the apartment alone without you, I'm sure you're still here, my feelings are right, at least keep me chatting" Gilska said to really make things difficult for Rasya.

"please go home, gilska!" pinta Rasya has no idea how to deal with her ex-boyfriend.

"alright, but you have to take me home!" whining gilska.

"yes let's go!" rasya's answer made Gilska very happy because she was happy that she was kissing her ex-lover's lips fast.

"gilenka!!! I told you to keep your attitude!" This time Rasya's tone was a little harsh.

"okay, sorry!" gilska said he didn't want to know.

The two walk towards the elevator, Rasya intends to drive gilska home.