Challenging Love

baldness

This morning Rasya decided to take time off work, he chose to isolate himself without Eldira and without gilska, what gilska said last night made him think, mengantaskan gilska and himself united as ever, so that he could not do, continuing a dream that had been planned before, it was difficult to lie to his heart that his love was still very great for gilska, but destroying Eldira's hopes was not his desire. Eldira does not deserve to be hurt especially hope is also very big, both of Rasya's cellphones he deliberately turned off.

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(don't pick up my phone bang) Eldira's short message was not answered by rasya, this morning Rasya's phone was still connected but not lifted and this time Eldira tried to call his phone can not be contacted impressed like turned off, or indeed there is no battery.

Because a little panicked Eldira stopped by the house of Aunt Nonik, to immediately find out why her lover did not answer his phone, he said, especially last night Rasya did not comply with his wishes to the house of Aunt Nonik even though Rasya said Gilska desperate to come home.

"morning Aunt" said Eldira gently kissing Aunt Nonik's hand a sign of greeting.

"Dear old man, how did you say you wanted to stop by, want to go to the office? let's have breakfast together.

"Eldira has breakfast Auntie, bang Rasya there?" ask Eldira.

"Rasya is out of town, are you not saying goodbye? this morning he left, he said suddenly!" aunt Nonik's answer made Eldira's heart feel sliced.

"Out of town without contacting me" Eldira's inner eyes slightly reddened trying to hold back tears, Eldira thought about what he meant to rasya, and whether the relationship needed to be revisited, what was lacking during this time of his concern for Rasya, and whether it was his wrong relationship with Rasya, and whether Rasya went with gilska, Eldira was very upset.

"Aunty was here last night?" search Eldira.

"here?? meaning??" Aunt Nonik is a little confused.

"yes guest maybe?" Eldira was still trying to cross his mind.

"no, no guests at all, why ?" Aunt Nonik was still confused by Eldira's question.

"yes, Aunt Dira said yes?" Eldira felt that there was nothing more to ask Aunt Nonik.

"Lho.hurry up, you be careful" replied Aunt Nonik and Eldira immediately left the house of her future husband

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On the way to Eldira's office finally could not resist the crying, what kind of relationship he thought, the person he loved so much now even Eldira did not know whether Rasya also loved him. While Delon loved Eldira so much, should Eldira cradle what he had to decide to walk forward with Rasya, or return with Delon who always put him first. Rasya's attitude was very contrary to Delon's attitude, while Eldira's heart was very hopeful of Rasya. Still trying to squeeze it several times the phone rasha still can not be contacted, and the most feared what if Rasya went with gilska. Still as much as he did while driving his car Eldira pulled over and stopped for a moment, his hands covered his head in the car with a little scream still sob. " Am I too stupid? am I in a hurry to make a decision, why is it sick, God???" said it. All he had in mind was the wedding plan with Rasya and also the future with Rasya, but even only briefly Rasya's cellphone could not be reached his chest became tight, he said, because Eldira was unsure of what Rasya was feeling, Eldira was not sure how Rasya felt about him the same, let alone Rasya still being able to meet his former lover blatantly.

Still with the stuffing Eldira continued his journey but this time Eldira decided to turn back to the house, where maybe he came to the office in a puffy state, especially his mind was still confused.

"why did you come home?" my mother said when she saw her daughter coming home.

"is someone missing?" continued mama, Eldira quickly hugged her mother, trying to hide her tears.

"hugs of Dira huh ma?" she said slowly, the mother nodded and hugged her beloved daughter for almost ten minutes, and Eldira let go of her mother's embrace.

"why you?" asked Mama while rubbing Dira's hair slowly.

"why are you talking, baby!! mama's son must be the best" mother's words made Eldira a little excited.

"Dira is just confused! whether choosing Bang Rasya is the best decision for Dira or not, according to mama how bang Rasya ma?" ask Dira.

"if the mama is up to Dira aja, want to choose whoever is most important Dira happy, but Dira whose name is the couple Depends on each other's soul mate if for example as long as Dira plans God's good intentions launched, but Dira, that means that it's a match, instead of planning as well as any if not the match will certainly have obstacles, if Dira is the same Rasya which?" tanya mama makes Dira sigh long so that mama does not suspect.

"not know ma, Dira until now still adapt to the attitude of bang Rasya, but mama pray smoothly ma!" he said he hugged his mother again.

"definitely dear, if Dira has a problem think calmly, the point is that something God prepared for you will still be yours but something that is not for you, he will stay away from you dear" dira hugged his mother.

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The clock was eight o'clock at night, Eldira was still pensive in the room. Rasya's phone was active from an hour ago, while there was an online caption, but unfortunately Eldira's short message was ignored. His heart reverberated his tears that had been dry now wet again. Eldira tried to dial Rasya's number there was a statement ringing but did not pick up his phone call, repeatedly Eldira called still not picked up. "do you want bang? don't-don't gilska with him" muttered Eldira softly only heard by the wall of his room.

"Hallo my little girl how are you?" a long, unheard voice made Eldira look up.

"sister!!!!" he screamed and ran to hug his beloved sister. While hugging the brother whirled the body of his favorite sister.

"don't you tell Dira that you want to go home?" she said crying, so missing.

"the name is not a surprise if you say you want to go home!" brother Adam smiled at Eldira's forehead .

"okay, the surprise worked" Eldira said.

"why cry!! heard from your mom you want to get married? what has Kaka done for you?" brother Adam dropped his body on Eldira's bed.

"goru, Eldira gatau so what marriage?" slowly Eldira followed his brother to the bed.

"Lo...how is this, you broke up with Delon? why Ra? there is a problem what, story aja, brother already working in Indonesia now, the filing of the move brother has been approved!"

"wah this Brati is not a vacation, Brati's real brother lives in Indonesia now!" the face of Eldira who was sad so sumringah.

"how was the story? why break up with Delon?" brother Adam glared a little.

"later ajalah Dira story, now meet Dira street aja yuk kak?" said Dira while pulling Adam's hand

"don't you change your clothes?" adam looked at his sister in pajamas.

"change dong! brother permission first to mama, change clothes Dira out!" Dira pushed her brother out the door.

At least the presence of a cousin whose closeness exceeds his own brother is able to comfort the heart of Eldira who is injured, Kaka Adam is the son of Eldira's first brother who has been taken care of by Eldira's mother.