Challenging Love

Challenging Love
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Right in front of the rasha room, as if his guts were shrinking. Still worried about his confused mind. After taking a deep breath 2 dira pushed the door of the room.


"krekk.." Think of it like it sounds.


Rasya who files the spelled file is shocked by the arrival of Eldira. His smile expanded, His heart was relieved his wife had finally returned to him.


"assalamualaikum" said eldira.


"waalaikum salam ra" rasya's eyes glazed2 immediately stood up and tried to approach Eldira.


"come in" Eldira's words made rasha stop her steps.


eldira told someone to enter rasha's room with a break.


Rasya did not expect Eldira to bring delon with him. One week Eldira left and at this time there was a delon beside him, rasya retreated back to the seat, back to the drop of his body.


"sorry ra I guess, we can all finish well2" rasya tried to regulate his breathing.


There were emotions in his heart, the unwillingness to look at him with his ex, but rasha wanted to hold back those emotions, rasha did not want to be more and more bad-minded about him.


"yes indeed, I will settle everything, I will file a farewell lawsuit" Rasha was shocked to not think the words came out of her mouth, the wife who was previously obedient and loved him very much, he said, you can make decisions this harsh.


But what should rasya do, begging that eldira forgive him. It doesn't feel possible. Rasya was eager to suppress his ego. Rasha has been disappointing. Maybe it's time to get her happiness.


"well Ra, whatever you want, sorry for all my mistakes" answered rasha helplessly.


Hearing rasya's reply somehow Eldira felt angry. Why easily accept farewell. Didn't her husband beg2 a week ago to keep them together. Then why now rasya's mind changed, what because there is a delon.


"i'll stay home, I don't want you to know about our problems" Eldira spoke to Rasya.


"iya ra, later I will sleep in the guest room, so you are more comfortable" answered rasya.


Again2 rasya make his own decision, why not ask where he is from and for a week where.


"ok me home, let's delon between me" eldira left rasya, after expressing her intentions.


The door of the rasya room closed again because Eldira had already left.


Rasya grasped the frame of their wedding photo. Her crying was unstoppable, her house of arms had been destroyed even before her son was born.


"why ra? I already love you so much, we can be happy ra, if only there was a chance, I would not make you cry again, But if you are with others you are happier, I will let go. I don't want to make you hurt any more". Rasya.


***


While in the car Eldira thought hard.


"ra? Seriously, you're going to split up?" ask delon.


"you hear, bang rasha doesn't want to defend the household" there's a bulir2 dripping from Eldira's eyes.


"talk good2 ra" although still in love, delon does not want to be the third person.


"i've asked her to separate, and she's willingly moving into the guest room, maybe she's looking forward to this breakup, or maybe her love is still for gilska, I'm so stupid!"


"you should have met Rasya without me" said delon.


"oh if I'm with another man, he's angry, he can't take it, oh my husband's petty huh?" eldira was sobbing more and more, her chest tight.


Her name is the woman he asked her who was crying that was eldira, eldira wanted rasya to apologize again but her heart also still hurts to remember the statement of rasya.


"i'll drive you home, don't get your emotions! Think of your son, he needs a father figure"


"already delon, my life has been a mess, no matter how long I can stay at home with this condition"


"must be strong ra, try to simplify again, if rasya still loves you and you are also the same, talk good2, gilska is unlikely to come back to rasya" said delon there is a point.


Gilska is already happy with reza, what might still harbor a sense of rasya.


"delon, I'd better go home by myself"


"i'll take you ra, you're not okay2"


"there's something I have to take care of, thank you for driving me to bang rasya's office" Eldira left unconcerned with delon's words.


Dira waved his hand at a taxi in front of him. And get inside when the taxi stops.


"let me get to this address sir!" dira said he showed me his home address.


"well" replied the driver.


Eldira cried again as the car was running. Still not expecting after a week of calming down and after being convinced of the breakup. Rasya did not oppose his decision. Eldira should have been easier to separate but somehow his heart hurt more.


"why until now you couldn't keep me as your wife bang, why don't you fight like you used to fight for gilska, even make love behind my back with her" her inner self pangs.


***


While rasya seemed powerless to remember the words of Eldira, rasya intended to go home. And seeing the situation who knows Eldira wants to change his mind, and forgive him, for the sake of his marriage rasya intend honestly so that agata does not threaten him. But why did his honesty ruin his life.


"rasya, there's an informant telling me that you're fighting with him?" tanya agata appears in 2nd place.


"can you knock on the door before entering someone's room"


"someone who's gonna be my husband"


Rasya did not care about agata's words, rasya picked up his suitcase and walked out of the room leaving agata.


"shit!!! you're ignoring me rasya?" agata is upset.


***


Arriving at home Eldira greeted wati.


"mom, where have you been? Dad was very sad as long as mom was not home" wati made dira ask2.


"wati help me put in a suitcase yes, there are some new clothes for you" said Eldira as if he had been on vacation.


"ah thank you mom, but don't forget to buy the father by 2 too right?"


"of course wati" said dira.


Wati took out two kopee of eldira's clothes and immediately took her up to Eldira's room.


Until in the room of the wati still some enter the clothes2 eldira into the closet.


"is it sad that I'm not home?" ask eldira to wati.


"iya ma'am, even rarely eat, every sati bargain eat, he replied praying that mom would go home soon, yes wati, is the mother not saying goodbye?" wati folded some clothes.


"did my mama go to the wati house?"


"no ma'am, no one's here looking for mom or dad"


"as long as I'm gone father's home the night?"


"just two days ago I returned to work, previously at home continued, locked myself as if there was a heavy problem, this mom had her clothes tidied up, I'm sorry!"


"yes, thank you" replied Eldira.


Hearing the reply of wati somehow Eldira's heart was a little relieved. Rasya did not take advantage of the moment of his departure, then why was rasya assented the decision of separation.


"should I ask what your reason is for assuring our farewell bang?" inner eldira.


Eldira went to the bathroom and refreshed himself, either let alone what will be discussed later when rasya came home.