Challenging Love

Day 1's

Eldira woke up earlier than usual, seen beside her husband was still asleep.

"bang, it's jam5 nie, buruan salat!" whispered Eldira while patting her husband's cheek gently.

"hmm... Will you just wait a second, huh?" Rasya wriggling stretched his muscles.

"have a shower!" now Eldira rushed into the bathroom.

As Eldira took a bath, Rasya yawned and tried to sit still with lazing2san because he thought yesterday was a very tiring day.

Rasya smiled, the sign of gratitude for her marriage yesterday went very smoothly.

***

In a different place, Gilska has been watering plants and enjoying the breeze of the morning air in front of his house.

"Mom, what are we cooking today" asked the housekeeper who was ready to bring a bag of groceries.

"father seems to be going to Surabaya, we cook a simple bi, make SOP chicken just the same perkedel potato gor why else love the same village cuisine, after all good there are vegetables?" answer gilska

"well ma'am, you guys, I'd like to buy kitchen spices already on your ashes, excuse me!" answer the 40-year-old assistant while moving to the market.

Gilksa recalls what Reza did last night to her, unlike how Reza usually treats her. What really happened made Reza more slender and not as gentle as the beginning of their marriage.

Though uncomfortable with Reza's treatment, she was, after all, a religiously and stately lawful husband, whatever they did last night wasn't wrong.

" hmm y'all I've flush it all, I'll take a shower before Reza wakes up!" gilska said as if to tell the plant.

***

Edlira finished the bath, and Rasya took a bath and performed his worship. Eldira opened the phone and changed his phone profile with a photo of their marriage. A few minutes passed Rasya finished his morning prayers and approached his wife.

"we have breakfast at 07.00 in the morning, this is still stgh6 jalan2 aja yuk first around the hotel?" bring Rasya.

"well my husband, let's wear running clothes?" ask Dira

"yes you want to go 2 pas tired after breakfast time, your mama must have been really not for breakfast sama2"

"okay Dira change clothes first huh?" Eldira went into the bathroom.

Rasya just shook his head, Dira helped him arrange some clothes. for all his luggage when the honeymoon even Dira had prepared a new home that they would occupy, they said, so after checking out the hotel directly stop by the residence take the luggage and go directly to the airport.

"ayookk is ready!" Eldira smiled spoiledly seeing her husband help with the outfit.

"Abang enter in this dirty clothes, it's the duty of the wife did not expect to help" Dira smiled shut her mouth

"here, the payoff is a hug!" Rasya pulls Eldira's hand and they embrace

"let's go 2 noon!" Eldira let go of her husband's embrace.

"well miss our daughter is leaving" Rasya eagerly began his day, let alone accompanied by his beloved wife.

They left the hotel and jogged around.

***

While Gilska had a morning shower just waiting for the assistant to come home from the market to cook.

"morning!" said Reza out of the room and shocked gilksa.

Gilksa did not answer Reza's words, just a little smile and sat on the sofa in the middle room.

Reza approaches him and the dudu is beside him

"gilksa I'm sorry! make it last night"

Gilska just fell silent still not answering Reza.

"i didn't mean to hurt you! I just feel like, like, gilska hmm" Reza seemed confused by what she was trying to say.

"you change, be honest if there is a problem, or maybe you are disappointed with me or this marriage makes you a burden but you better tell me!" this time Gilksa replied in a soft voice.

"okay, i! I better get ready for Surabaya, after we talk again!"

"this morning, your flight is noon, right? you're playing breakfast first?" ask gilksa

"honestly, I'm still a little angry when I see you! I want a few days away from you!" reza's answer made Gilksa cry.

"away from me, is this what I always feared? this is not what I want, I know za, In your eyes I am not a good woman2 because only you know I was pregnant even before we got married, I know I was dirty za, I know I'm dirty, and you're out of my life!! what am I supposed to do?" gilksa sobbed even harder, as if the burden he had been harboring had been removed.

"gilksa, I never thought of you like that, I just don't want to wish for more of this marriage, me!! do I know who the father of your baby is?? and I'm so angry, I feel like you lied to me!! I know how you love her?" Reza left Gilksa and went into the room.

Deg..dada gilksa skipped a beat, immediately the cry stopped.where does Reza know, so because of this his attitude changed or do2 Reza also began to love him. gilksa soon followed her husband into the room.

"za, I'm sorry you never wanted to know who her father was?" gilksa entered the room and approached Reza who was closing the suitcase.

"gilksa I need some time alone!"

"za, pliss can take a minute! I'll explain" gilksa pulled Reza's wrist.

"there's nothing you need to explain, I'll calm down these few days!" answer Reza

"please listen to me, after that it's up to you!" gilksa invited Reza to sit in the sofa of their room.

"the father of this child, it is not important to me now, if you are angry because you feel unappreciated or deceived or lied to, I'm sorry, what really happened was that I accepted the marriage offer from you not because you wanted to help me, or because you wanted to keep my good name" this time Reza arranged gilksa.

"i am marrying you, because of my foolish hope za, the hope that is currently shattered before my eyes! I know I don't deserve it, but since we've been married to me, this is a real marriage in prayer, I've always promised you... Can open my heart to me za, since we were married I have closed my mass because of me.., I have been presumptuous to love you za, even I dream of our marriage forever and will be happy, I am, but I know that women like me don't deserve your heart"

Gilska already does not care if Reza is more angry with him because of his unwillingness to love Reza, if indeed Reza wants to continue his life without her gilksa also no care, not all this time he has been accustomed to hurling.

"meaning?" tanya Reza tried to digest what Gilksa said

"i know, you're disappointed that marrying me turned out to be a burden, marrying someone you didn't want you to be tormented!! I'm sorry for that za!! especially now that you know that I love you, maybe even it's a ban on our marriage agreement, if you can't continue this marriage I'm sincere!"

gilksa stood up and took another suitcase to pack his shirt2, while Reza was still fixated on not making a sound.

Reza took a deep breath and walked over to Gilksa.

"wait where there's a deal you can't love me, which one is the deal?" ask Reza.

"nothing, but I know myself enough!" gilksa replied a little cynical because there was shame in expressing his feelings to Reza.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah!" reza said as he rubbed his face with both hands.

Gilska who heard Reza's words is now right2 crying

"gilska why are you crying?" Reza touched his cheek.

"no za, I should be able to accept all of this, you can already submit a split now! surely you are relieved to be free without me at this time" this time gilksa back sobbing.

"where are you packing your clothes? follow kesurabaya?" ask Reza.

"i'll go, I don't want to be a burden to you anymore"

This time Reza hugged gilksa very tightly, maybe Reza pity to see a pregnant woman who re-appeared inner gilska.

"listen, I'm sorry if my attitude makes you misunderstand, I said Alhamdulillah because I'm grateful you love me too gilksa!" reza's reply made gilksa let go of his embrace.

"what's za??" ask gilksa not to believe.

"i love you too, I'm angry because I'm too jealous and scared if you go back to that guy, I need time because I think I love the wrong guy" this time Reza was relieved to answer his wife's question

"za this is not a dream, I promise I will be a good wife za, I promise I will not betray you!" gilksa looked into her husband's eyes.

"we take care of this marriage, I Amend your prayers, our marriage is forever" Reza re-hugged gilksa and this time gilksa did not want to let go of her husband's embrace.

***

Finish jogging Eldira and rasya breakfast, Eldira and Rasya up faster than the rest of the family.

"mama papa hasn't woken up yet huh?" eldira took a sitting position

"try calling me, baby?" reply Rasya.

"We'll call mama first" Eldira pulled out her phone, not even dialing mom's phone number and her papa came.

Seen side and papa mama-in-law Eldira too

"good morning newlyweds, how's it going all day being a wife?" ledek mom.

"my dear mornings too, let's have breakfast?" Eldira invited his mother to take a meal.

Brother Adam smiles2 look at the behavior of mama and edlira.

"sad you're sitting here, Dira will get you your breakfast?" Eldira wanted to serve Rasya especially in front of his in-laws.

"exemplary wife!" Aunt nonik patted eldira overtime.

"thank you ma" replied Eldira shyly.

After taking the dishes everything gathers in one elongated table and breakfast together.

"Then will be a noon flight? don't forget by2 for us huh?" ask mama Eldira who this time no longer need to see her beautiful daughter will leave the house.

"get ready Dira same bang Rasya will bring by2 as much as possible" Eldira replied laughing.

"who woke up this morning?" ask mama to Rasya curious.

"Eldira ma, bangunin rasya for dawn prayers?" rasha was proud.

"hmm good at least if the good imitate his mother, keep you guys together huh?" this time she smiled at Rasya's reply.

"no ma, Rasya still prays alone, Eldira hindrance" answered Rasya

"well can't be the first night dong, yaudah patiently yes first" this time aunty nonik replied and they all smiled

"if there is a problem must be honest with each other yes, do not let the problem become big because it is not honest with each other!" papa Rasya gave encouragement to both of them.

the mood is more serious than ever.

"yes pa" answered Rasya.

They continued breakfast with another light chat2. A beautiful day with family togetherness.