Challenging Love

meeting Rasya

The day changed gilksa drove Reza to the airport, according to Reza's plan to return to Surabaya take care of surat2 and apply for gilksa.

"Where is this, I go back alone and you're the one I'm applying for won't come home?" Reza looks lazy.

"there's a thing I have to finish, and about your request for me to continue with the TV coverage employment contract, I've got an answer za, I've been thinking about it very Mature and my decision please don't argue!" gilksa took a deep breath.

"gilksa!! it's a good show for us, come on I'll try to be a good priest for you for our son?" reza's words surprised gilksa.

"i mean your son will definitely be my son, right?"

Somehow gilksa was happy to hear the words of Reza, to be a good priest hopefully Reza can open his heart, hope gilksa.

"you can't keep talking!" gilksa folded both his hands in annoyance.

"okay darling what your decision is, well I will try to accept even if it does not match my wishes!!" this time Reza invited gilksa to answer.

"i'll cancel??" gilksa's reply made Reza glare.

"gilksa pliss??" Reza tried to make Gilksa change his mind.

"Reza okay the answer is clear I will cancel!!! cancel the contract cancellation I have submitted!!" this time Gilska held back her smile.

"so you accept the offer!" Reza assures her hearing, Gilksa laughs and Reza hugs her tightly.

"jeez, baby, okay!! I'm so happy we can be covered famous we will be happy forever" Reza laughed very happily but there is a word2 that gilksa tried to digest.

"wait... happily ever after?? what do you mean, you've fallen in love with me!!" this time Gilksa tried to pinch Reza's stomach.

"oh no, sory hmm don't you misunderstand me?? okay better I leave you take care of yourself next week you know we are married, I will prepare everything in 3 days so that om and Aunt you come to our wedding??" Reza held onto both of Gilksa's shoulders and stared fixedly.

"get ready, you also take care of yourself, and thank you for everything, thank you for always being there for me" After saying goodbye, Reza walked up and started to enter the airport.

There is a little sad to have to part with Reza, Reza who used to be jutek, cold, ferocious now his nature is changed.2. maybe if someone feels comfortable and meets the right person can indeed change or I don't know, inner gilska.

***

While in other places rasya waiting for the arrival of gilksa was even ready for the airport since 10 am. There was an emergency he felt. If Gilksa accepts it then how do I tell Eldira that he will leave her..

Whatever it is Rasya does not want to lose a second chance to fight for his love. I'm not married should I have the right to determine the direction of my life, Inner Rasya.

The bell rang Rasya immediately opened it, as he expected gilska standing there. Gilska who usually came directly hugged her with warmth was no longer there.

"come in I'm waiting for you!" Rasya allowed gilska to sit down.

"sorry, you heard yesterday that I'm getting married next week, I have to talk to you about something important that I have to say I've decided all night, but not here, we can go to the cafe ahead!" gilska stood at the door.

Rasya was a little surprised by what Gilska said, as if there was no more gap for him no more chance to fight for him.

"okay, ayoo!" rasha was forced to go out to follow what Gilska had said.

Walking hand in hand without a sound, the disappointed Rasya was unable to ask anything to gilska, the words gilksa about the wedding plan had been very painful for him.

***

Please sit down, rasya please gilksa when he gets to be cafe near his apartment.

Gilska put his bag on his desk and smiled sweetly at his former lover, maybe now Rasya is still there in his heart and the love for Rasya is also still great, but for gilska all is only the past, but for Gilska all the past, which should be buried.

"maybe there's something you want to say first?" ask gilska.

"do you still love me?" rasha asked seriously.

"you yourself didn't say a loveless marriage meant nothing, and now?" Rasya sought answers to his questions.

"Reza makes me feel good around him, he loves me so much, you can feel it yesterday when you meet him, but maybe what makes me sure is that I've started to fall in love with him" gilska waved his hand calling the waiters and ordering drinks for him and Rasya

Rasya still can't accept what gilska said.

"gilska, marriage for good!!" rasya was very upset to see Gilska who did not care about his feelings.

"if I chose you what would you do right now? tell everyone, break off your engagement? cancel your wedding preparations that may have been over 50%? disappointing your mom and dad? ruin your family's friendship and Eldira's? what are you gonna do?" challenge gilska.

"i can do everything for you, I will fight for this little chance, I don't want to lose you again gilksa, I'm sorry when you came to Indonesia I didn't immediately decide Eldira, I'm sorry, please!!! cancel your wedding gilska?" Rasya.

"all too late, there will be many people who will be disappointed, maybe if at that time just cancel the engagement with Eldira I can accept but now another story, you've involved the family, you've involved the family, especially now that you have also prepared for the wedding, it is too late Rasya, time has passed and the opportunity is no longer there!"

"once, give me a chance once again gilska, I promise I will keep my fight, this torments me gilska so much?? pliss !!"

"The reason I have to get married is to understand?"gilska was uncomfortable

"okay what makes you have to get married so soon, because I'm getting married!! to avenge me or what???" Rasya tries to understand gilska despite the pain.

"i have to get married because I'm pregnant!" gilska's reply made Rasya look at him sharply.

"pregnant!!! ohh... that man can already make you pregnant, I don't think you're that easy" Gilska's statement further hurt Rasya.

Rasya feels he is no different from other men, which is not meaningful enough for Gilska. No other woman even though Eldira has ever slept with her, only her gilska one2 women have ever slept with her but gilska ??? betraying her by sleeping with another man. Rasya was very angry.

"for that I met you yes, I've been thinking all night and it would be a selfishness if I didn't tell you" Gilksa replied with tears, his fingers trembling slightly.

"okay I will scold you gilksa, for your answer is enough for me to judge what you are like!" Rasya stood up and tidied up his suit, not even touching the drinks presented, Rasya began to step away from gilksa.

"you're the father of the child I bear?" gilksa tried to catch his breath and went back to crying, not expecting the word to come out of his mouth.

Rasya stopped his steps and turned back to look at Gilksa who was holding back the tears even though a circle of tears had dripped and wet his cheeks.

"gilksa..did I not mishear, gilska !!" Rasya tried to hug gilksa who was still sitting in the corner of the sofa.

Gilksa was only speechless to see Rasya who looked confused.

"why didn't you tell me the same? we're going through this together, yeah, I promise, you're canceling your wedding?" Rasya let go of his embrace and clasped both hands of gilksa.

Gilksa just shook his head still making no sound.

"gilksa you can't be selfish!! I also have the right to make my son happy, gilksa I'm sorry I let you through your problems alone, now there is me, you cancel your marriage?"

Rasya feels very guilty about accusing gilksa and letting his loved ones go through their difficult times in his absence but is different from gilksa..

Given the gilksa considering Reza who was beside him through sadness, especially Reza so far makes him comfortable and feel calm, gilska also does not want to damage the happiness of other women especially before her betrayal produces seeds that contain it.

"sorry Rasya I am the one who has the right to decide, I will stay married, if indeed you want me to give a second chance, fine!! stop bringing up our past, let me be happy with my future help us agree yes!!!" gilksa answered with a stern answer.

"but gilksa!!"

"please Rasya, please!! I've started to love Reza, please!! he's the one I want to marry, not you!" gilska convinced Rasya.

"but he is not his father gilksa our son would be happy if born with complete parents!" Rasya is still trying to defend gilska and does not want to let go of gilska.

"quite yes, I think everything is clear, if you still want to see me happy please, respect my decision otherwise I make sure my love for you will turn into hate, excuse me!!" gilska stood up and left Rasya.

Rasya lowered his head and held his head which arrived2 felt dizzy. He's right2 losing gilska imagining gilska getting married must be very painful. Her tears trickled from imagining that if she did not disappoint Gilska, if the baby was born, she could call him father, Rasya clenched his hands. Time will not be able to be replayed.