Butterflys

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Revan kept looking at his watch and then looking at the passersby, it seemed like he was waiting for someone.

Not long after that the person who was waiting came. The person she was waiting for was Maika, Hana's best friend. During the game the other day, Revan accidentally searches for Maika and asks for her phone number.

“ Sorry for waiting so long”, he said feeling guilty. “ The reason was suddenly having to do something”.

“ It's okay”, said Revan. “ Please sit”.

“ Thank you”, reply. “ Oh yes, the first time I met you I was really surprised you asked about Hana, how did you get to know Hana, because Hana never talked about you”.

“ We accidentally met when we met at a bookstore, it was also not long ago, maybe because that Hana never told anything”.

“ Haaa..that's Hana, always in the bookstore, it's worth”. “ Oh yes, one more if not mistakenly remember is not you who suddenly shouted calling Hana's name, at that time I was with someone”.

“ Ohh it...iya, you are absolutely right, I just reflexively call his name”.

“ To the extent that you remember it?”. Revan nodded his head. “ Haa.

“ What?”.

“ Ahh not”, she said quickly. “ Oh yes, exactly what do you want to ask me?”.

“ I don't know if this is worth asking or not, but I was very curious about this because of the accident when I first came to your school” said Revan. “ It's about Jin”.

“ Jin?”. Maika was a little surprised. “ Why?”.

“ When I mentioned Hana's name in front of Jin, she seemed to be very surprised, did they have a relationship?”.

“ Yes, can be said like that”.

“ They're dating?”.

“ Iy”.

“ It's just right, maybe he doesn't like it when I mention his girlfriend's name at that time”.

“ I don't think”.

“ Why?”.

“ I don't think he has any feelings of anger or jealousy, I don't think Jin likes Han” at all.

“ Why do you have such a conclusion?”.

“ Since I first heard Hana was dating him, I was really surprised, not that I wasn't happy Hana was happy, but I felt Jin wasn't the right person for her. On the other hand I feel Jin is playing with Hana's feelings, maybe my words sound like I want to monopolize Hana, but for God's sake, she said, as a friend I just want the best for Hana because I know what Hana looks like”.

“ But, shouldn't there be a reason to ban Hana close to Jin? if you have a good reason why not send it directly to him?”.

“ This is because there is a connection with his sister, Rena. I said this and that about Jin, but didn't mention Rena by name. I was afraid that this would ruin their relationship, I chose for Hana herself who saw reality”.

“ Earlier I'm sorry, it seems like I went too far asking”.

“ No, no problem, I'm just glad that someone cares about Hana”.

“ I was happy to meet him, yes.although he was a little chatty, sometimes his spirit was too late that makes me sometimes annoyed to see him, but I was happy to meet him”.

“ What's Hana like with you?”.

“ Yes, is Hana not like that?”. Maika shook her head. “ Really?”.

“ I think Hana who is with you is the real Hana because I have been to the orphanage where Hana used to live, she is very cheerful, full of enthusiasm and smiles...”.

“ I already know”.

“ Truly”, said Maika. “ I sometimes worry about Hana who is too trying for the person who has been good to her, she is afraid of disappointing the family who has taken care of her, even though it is good, but she forgets how to enjoy life, she is afraid to let down the family who has taken care of her, how Hana is, but I'm really glad that she's like that to you, thanks for meeting Han”.

“ I don't feel do any”.

“ Still, I feel you did a good thing”.

“Really".

“ Ah sorry, briefly ya”. For a moment their conversation came to a halt as Maika picked up her phone which read. “ I'm sorry Revan, I have to go”.

“ Okay it's okay”.

“ Next time we talk again, I'll call you, okay”.

“ Oke”.

Maika also left Revan and actually also left Hana who had been sitting between the two of them.

“ Already listen”, said Revan.

“ So, what exactly is Maika hiding from me? Jin and Rena, I'm getting clueless”.

“ Hana, how did you get to know Jin? regardless of you one school, how can you guys get close?”.

“ Everyone knows Jin, ah not actually I used to not know him too much, I know him because of Rena, then.....all just flow, I think this is all because of Rena”.

“ So it can be said that Rena is the one who brought you closer to Jin?”. Hana nodded too. “ Then Rena already know Jin, haaa..then why Maika said she said this and that to you about Jin, but did not mention the name Rena, is not this strange”.

“ Is it possible that Rena is hiding something from me”.

“ I think it is, but rather what game he is playing”.

“ Why are you saying like that, as if Rena is a bad person”.

“ I didn't mean like that”.

“ Then...”.

“ Haaa...sudah”, he said. “ I think this is the reason Maika didn't say anything to you”.

“ I'm sure he didn't do bad things to me”.

“ Not that what he did was also true”, said Revan who made Hana speechless. “ Already we do not have to fight like this, the thing that is not clear does not make us conclusions that make us quarrel”.

Hana just nodded her head at her words.

**** ****

I still think about Revan's words, Rena couldn't have done anything bad to me even though I wasn't her real sister, Rena always thought of me as her own sister. I think Revan was wrong, haaa.but as long as I knew him, whatever was taken out of his mouth was always right, although it was always painful, but that was the truth.

“ Hey Hana”, said someone who immediately sat beside Hana.

“ Viran”.

“ What's the matter?”.

“ What's wrong?’.

“ Might what? looks serious about”.

“ No”.

“ This must have something to do with Revan”.

“ Apaan anyway, why should Revan also”.

“ Tuhan”.

Hana also breathed. “ Revan said that if Rena did a bad thing to me, those words made me unhappy, I was sure that my sister couldn't possibly be like that”.

“ You are angry because of your sister or because Revan said it”.

“ What??”.

“ I think Revan is the one who is always outspoken when saying something and I think you know that well, I'm not saying that your sister is evil or actually she didn't do anything bad to you but the end of everything she did wasn't up to her expectations”.

“ I don't understand what you're saying”.

“ Don't deny Hana, you understand what I mean”.

“ Somehow I feel you two are the same”.

“ Somehow I feel you two are also the same”.

“ What???”.

“ Isn't that Revan”.

“ What??”.

“ That's Revan right?”.

“ Hooo..iya”.

“ With Irena again”, said Viran. “ I think Irena likes it”.

“I think Revan likes it too”.

“ I don't think”.

“ Revan is always nice to her, she always smiles when it's near Irena”.

“ Hana, are you jealous?”.

“ What? me? jealous? the correct aj”.

“ Haaa..ya..yes, my words about you guys are the same as proven true, I am more sure”.

“ You this”, said Hana who made Viran laugh seeing Hana's funny reaction.

“ Han”.

“ Hmmm”.

“ You once said that you are not a biological child in your family, how can you know it”.

“ Because I was adopted when I was 10 years old, they said that they often saw me when they came to the orphanage, when they saw me they immediately liked and wanted to adopt me when they already had Rena. The reason they adopted me was because so that Rena had an older sister who could love her, look after her, like a sister and also so that I could get a whole family”.

“ You directly want?”.

“ Not really, I had a chance to cry in my grandmother's arms, I loved my sisters very much, everything that was waiting for and especially grandmother. I'm afraid that I can't see them anymore, not only that I'm afraid I can't see him again”.

“ Dia?”.

“ She is a granddaughter of grandmother who sometimes comes there”, I said. “ The first time I saw him, he was very quiet, didn't want to talk to anyone, I slowly approached him, I think he thought I was a strange person always asking him to talk, but at least gradually he changed, as time went on we became familiar, but he had to go back to his parents' house and from then on I did not see him again and not how long I was adopted by my family now in”.

“ No”, I replied. “ Since getting out of the parlor, I have only been there twice, it is because of the long distance from our house. When I went there grandma said that she had come and asked me, but I was not there, she looked sad said grandma because she came to see me”.

“ Why don't you ask her address”.

“ Grandma said that she was living in Japan when I last came to visit her and I don't know if she's still there or has gone home”.

“ Wow complicated story”.

“ Maybe also he has forgotten me”.

“ She has a name?”.

“ Ezu, they call him like that”.

“ Ezu?”. Hana nodded too. “ That's all you know”. Hana nodded again.

“ Basic Hana suk”.

“ Apaan sih”.

“ Haaa...why can you remember Hana about such a thing, but about your memory as to why you could be like this, you don't remember at all”.

“ I also don't understand, the more I try to remember it in the end all I get is pain, my head hurts so much”.

“ I think it's a memory you don't want to remember because it hurts so much and the truth behind everything”.

“ Your words scare me, Viran”.

“ Sorry Hana”.

“ Actually getting here, I've been scared, whether I should know or not”.

“ I also want to know”.

“ About what?”.

“ I've lost, since the first time I saw you, I felt something was different with you”. Hana nodded too. “ I want to know about this one”.

“ Viran, you are really weird”.

“ Haaa...i'm serious Hannah”.

“ I do not care”, said Hana laughed and Viran also laughed.

For some reason what they say is always the same, whether I am denying something that is actually the truth. Didn't I ever see Jin and Rena together, and then what Maika said about Rena, why everything about Rena, what my death has to do with Rena.

“ Daydream again”.

“ Haaa...”.

“ How about we go out and before Revan finishes training we go back again”.

“ Oke”, said Hana agreed to request Viran. They left school for a while before Revan finished training. They go around looking around the city, in the middle of an accident they meet with Jin and Rena. Hana stopped her steps.

“ Why?”.

“ It, Jin and Rena”.

“ What are they doing?”, said Viran. “ Why they buy bunga”. Viran approached the two of them and heard their conversation.

“ Jin, we can't meet like this anymore”.

“ Why? why can't I meet you”.

“ I don't want people to misunderstand”.

“ Misunderstand what?”.

“ If anyone sees us they can misunderstand, they know you sister's boyfriend Hana”.

“ But, it is not my wish”, Jin said. “ I like you Rena, but why do you make our relationship like this just because of Hana, for her happiness you let go of me”.

“ I like you too, but I want my brother to be happy” too.

“ But not in this way, gradually everything falls apart, from Maika knows until ...”.

“ Stop!!!”, cried Rena. “ I have to go to hospital”.

“ I'm coming with you”.

“ Jin”.

“ I want to see it”, pinta Jin who made Rena can not do anything else. Viran and Hana followed them to the hospital. Not sure who they are visiting this hospital, Hana and Viran just follow them slowly so as not to be caught by them. Arriving in front of a room, Rena opened the door and said a word that made Hana and Viran surprised. “ Kak Hana”, he said entering when the door was not so closed Hana and Viran saw a figure who slept in bed.

“ Hana”, says Viran. Viran looked at Hana who was surprised to see what she saw today. “ You're still alive”.

“ So, I am still alive”, Hana said then saw Viran. “ I'm still alive”. Viran nodded.

“ This is what I mean, this is what I want to know, it turns out that my suspicions are proven that in fact you are still alive, Hana”.

Hana was just stunned to know all this.

“ Hana, we have to exit”. Hana nodded and followed Viran. Viran continued to look at Hana who was still in shock with the incident earlier. “ Hana’, call Viran. Viran was really worried about Hana not making the call. “ Ha...”. Suddenly Viran was surprised to hear a loud noise and in an instant the crowd started to gather. Viran also saw what happened and it turns out that someone was hit by a car. Hana next to Viran fell down and held her head.

“ Hana”, says Viran. “ You why?”. Hana only looked at Viran and suddenly her memories one by one appeared in her head.

FLASHBACK.........

“ Hana”, call Maika.

“ Maika”, said Hana. “ What's wrong with you”, asked Maika who saw Maika ngosan.

“ Something I want to tell you”.

“ About what?”. Maika looked at Hana then turned her face away. “ Maika, what is it?”.

“ Not so”, said Maika. “ I go first, teacher called me”.

“ Oke”, said Hana looking at the departing Maika. “ What's wrong with her, why is Maika so weird”.

“ Han”. Hana turns her back on it when someone calls her. She smiled when she found out who called her. “ Jin”, said Hana.

“ Today I can't go home with you, there's a sudden business”.

“ What is today training?”.

“ No, not about basketball”.

“ Ohhh”.

“ I'm sorry, I have to go”. Hana nodded her head. After Jin disappears from her sight, Hana returns to her class and picks up her bag and rushes home. In the middle of an accidental trip Hana sees Rena. Hana also ran towards Rena was, but Hana's steps stopped when she saw Jin there as well. “ Did they happen to meet?”, muttered Hana, but they looked very close and moreover Hana rarely saw Jin smiling when he was with her, but together with Rena, Jin looked very different.

Moreover, when Hana saw Jin clutching Hana's hand and walk together, making Hana even more clueless with everything that happened. It crossed his mind what Maika had told him about Jin, but why Rena had something to do with it too. What Maika is covering up what she knows because it has something to do with Rena. Why is everything getting so complicated.

Hana followed them both even with mixed feelings. I don't know what to do, somehow he has to behave.

Rena unintentionally looked back and was surprised to see Hana right behind her. “ Kak Hana”, he said and then released Jin's hand.

“ Hana”, said Jin who was also surprised to see Hana.

“ Brother Hana, Rena can explain this all”. Hana just shook her head and signaled Rena not to talk anymore. “ Brother Han”.

“ Hana listen to Rena”.

“ Why should I listen to you!!”, said Hana. “ What game are you guys playing to me”.

“ Brother, this is not what you think” is.

“ Sister should think what Rena looks like!!”.

“ Hana, if you don't want to listen to Rena, I'll say”.

“ Jin”, Rena said.

“ I never liked you”, Jin said. “ I liked Rena and it was long before I knew you”.

“ What??”.

“ I became your girlfriend because of Rena's desire, she wants to see you happy because she loves you very much, although at first I refused, but finally I did it because I did not want to make Rena sad. Rena cares about you a lot Han”.

“ Am I so pathetic for you, Rena”, said Hana. “ I'm not your big brother, but why are you doing this to me”.

“ Sister misunderstood, Rena is very fond of sister, Rena thinks in a way like this can make sister happy, but Rena does not know that it will be like this”, he said. “ Forgive Rena, kak”.

Hana shook her head not knowing what to do. “ Brother doesn't have to say what else”.

“ Kak”. Rena was blocking Hana from leaving. “ Rena apologise sis, don't be like this”, pinta Rena, Hana takes Rena's hand out of her hand and passes away. “ Kak”, exclaim Rena but Hana does not care.

Hana walks with an empty mind, on one side Rena is her sister, on one side Jin is her boyfriend even though in the end Hana knows that Jin never likes her. “ Why it's like this”, he murmured.

Hana continued walking without knowing the direction, her feet stepping aimlessly. Without realizing it, a car drove right towards him, without being able to avoid the car hitting Hana's body. Hannah was lying in the street with blood.

Hana was taken to the hospital, not long after Hana's family came.

“ Doctor what about my child?’, said Hana's mother panicked.

“ You his mother?”. Hana's mother nodded. “ For now patients are still critical”. Hearing those words made them limp, not least Rena. Rena felt guilty for making her sister like this.

“ Brother, do not leave Rena”, he said in tears.

FLASHBACKS OFF.........

“ Hana”, call Viran who saw Hana continue to adore her head. “ Are you okay?”, asked Viran, Hana nodded her head.

“ Viran, please don't say anything on Revan ”.

“ What? why Han”.

“ Please just do”.

“ Hana...”, said Viran. Viran breathed. “ Alright, I won't say anything.

“ Thank you Viran”.

Viran nodded his head.