Butterflys

Laughing at a Life That Feels Funny

My name is Hana, I'm not human, I'm just a spirit trapped in the human world. I don't know why, when I opened my eyes I knew I was in this place. At first I thought that I was also human, but after I looked in the mirror, how surprised I was to see “ no mirror image at all!!”.

“ Hey...are you making a prologue???”, asked Revan who saw Hana's strange behavior.

“ Do you want to die!”.

“ Ha...”. Revan sighed. “ I've told you not to deal with ghosts, let alone ghosts that are not sane, I think his life has always upset people”.

“ I heard what you said”.

“ Who cares”, said Revan leaving Hana still dumbfounded.

 

“ How about me!! I ride what there”, my question that made his step stopped and then turned towards Hana.

“ Are you human?”, he asked, Hana shook her head. “ Then who are you?”.

“ Ghost”.

“ Should I tell you how you got there?”. Hana was silent for a moment to think and then she smiled a little. “ Sorry”.

“ Aishhh.....that's why I called you a dumb ghost, now you understand??”. Hearing Revan's words, Hana just put her lips together.

“ Now I can go?”. Hana nodded her head.

“ Sorry to trouble you”, I said.

“ Is always troublesome’, said Revan passed away.

“ Haaa..he really, his words were always piercing, why could he be my lucky man, this is really unbelievable, I want....I have to be patient, patient, really have to be patient!!!”.

From the top of the school attic, Hana sees Revan and his friends heading for the bus that will take them to the match venue. They seem very happy with this match even though it is only a match practice but because it is a very strong school, this opportunity makes them more excited. Especially with Revan, the experiment was.....” Why is his expression so different when faced with me!!!! can't it be any sweeter talking to me!!Oh, haaaa!!!! Revan!!!!! you really are such a bitch!!!!!. Ha... I sighed at last everything I wanted to say I said. “ Lucky I'm a ghost, whatever I do no one knows, yes.

“ Did he go crazy, he thought I didn't hear him”, Revan said to himself after hearing Hana's screams earlier.

“ Van....have you gone crazy talking to yourself?”, said Aldo.

“ Do I look like that?”, asked Revan , Aldo nodded. “ Haa....really driving me crazy”.

“ I think it is so”, timpal Aldo agreed to his words.

The bus that took them arrived at their destination, they went out one by one and were greeted by one of the committee members who were waiting for them. Revan was really amazed by this school, really very big and nice. “ I still can't believe that crazy ghost is a school here”.

“ You don't believe me?”, said Hana who suddenly appeared beside Revan.

“ You are really a ghost, appear suddenly, talk arbitrarily, wah...... and I have to believe you that a student Hana here, amazing”.

“ I am indeed amazing”.

“ I'm not praising you”.

“ But....”.

“ But what?”.

“ Somehow when I entered this place, I felt.....I don't know what this feeling is, really can't be said, there is such a feeling......I hate this place”.

“ Why is it like that? aren't you looking forward to today, the day that we can enter this place to find out about your sister”.

“ That's right I'm looking forward to it” said Hana. “ Hemmm...maybe this is just my feeling, we forget it”.

“ What is true?”. I also nodded. “ Alright, I have to join my friends, you go around”.

“ Oke”, I said. “ Oh yes the match what time?”, my question.

“ Around two” hours, Revan replied. “ What are you coming?”.

“ I'll come”.

“ Okay, alright, I have to go”.

“ May win”.

“ Sure”, said Revan smiled then left me.

“ Haaa...”. once again I sighed. What is this feeling? I really don't like it, it feels so stifling and painful. What really happened to me and this school? I hate the shadow on my head reappearing, it's really very painful for me.

“ Han”. Hearing my name being called spontaneously I turned my head towards that voice. “ Flowers, is that artinyakan???”, he said.

“ Right, isn't flowers very liked by many people”.

It turns out that the sound comes from the students here who are learning the language, yes.my name can be interpreted as flowers when viewed from Japanese. I really like my name when it means flowers, it's true that it says not flowers are very liked by everyone, yes.at least I want to be like that, liked by many people.

“ Wait....,why?? it seems that these words are not foreign to me, where have I heard them? Haa...already I have to find Rena”.

I went around looking for Rena in every corner of the class, it was a bit difficult to find Rena in this crowded place, maybe Rena had activities because of this event or maybe she did not come to school? hopefully not, this is the only chance I have of meeting him. “ Day...”. I looked back as the man walked past me. I was stunned for a moment to see it, a feeling I could not express. “ Dia....why...seems like I know him?”. I ran after him before he was far away. “ Sports building?”, murmured. I woke up and saw my watch, almost at two, I rushed in and looked for Revan's whereabouts. “ Ahhh. I waved my hand at Revan, hoping he would see me. I immediately smiled seeing Revan's reaction that shook his head when I saw him.

 

“ Revan!!! spirit!!!”. Sometimes there's luck if I'm a ghost, I can do anything, no one can forbid me, no one sees me cynically, let alone talk about me, haaa......Why did I suddenly become proud??. “ Ahhh....Willed!!!”, I shouted as soon as I saw the man on the field.

 

“ JIN!!!!”, shout them. “ SPIRIT OF JIN!!!

“ Jin”, I muttered repeating his name. “ Ahhhhh..”, my moans are in pain. My head began to hurt again, flashing past shadows in my head. “ Dia...he who? why is he...he's like that guy, Jin???. I came out of that place because I couldn't stand the pain I felt when I saw Jin. For a while I did not care about Revan who was competing and it was unthinkable at the end Revan panicked because he did not see me in that place.

“ Revan”, call someone and he turned to look at the person who called him. “ Hi, your name is Revankan?”. Revan nodded his head. “ My name is Jin”, he introduced himself.

“ Hi, thank you for the match today”, I said.

“ Ha...you guys are really a great team”.

“ Ah no we lost today”.

“ It's just about engineering, you guys are really great”.

“ Thank you, you guys are also great, this match is really very fun”.

“ Fun???”.

“ Yes, very fun, I really enjoyed this match”.

“ I really like your reaction to this match, you really are a great player”.

“ I'm not as great as it” said Revan.

“ You're too low". Revan just smiled "O yeah it looks like you're looking for someone, is that right?”.

“ Yes, Hana...”. Suddenly Revan was silent. “ Ahh no, just look around”.

“ Oh.. I was really surprised to hear it”.

“ Sorry???”, sela Revan questions Jin's statement.

“ Ah no, please look around the event here”.

“ Oke”, he said and Jin also paid back to his team. “ Strange, the reaction is really strange once heard the name Hana, ah. really, Hana also attended school here, of course she knows about Hana and, especially about Rena, why don't I ask the people here where Rena” is.

After thinking like that Revan also asked about Rena to the students here.

“ Rena?”.

“ Iy”.

“ I saw him go to sana”, he pointed to a building. “ Looks like he's with someone, ahh...Maika, she's with Maika”.

“ Maika???”.

“ Iy”.

“ Ohhh...thank you very much ya”, he said passed go”.

“ Uh, but...who are you??”, he asked but Revan did not pry his question.

After a long time circling around looking for Rena despite having been told the existence of Rena before, still Revan is difficult to find it because it is not his own school, but instead of getting Rena, Revan even saw Hana.

“ Han”, shouted Revan from the top of the building, Hana spontaneously saw Revan, but without realizing Revan turned out Hana was not alone there, those who heard Revan's screams looked at him full of confusion.

“ Revan, it's Rena”, cried Hana. Revan runs away from the place and finds out that it's Rena, thinking she's in trouble for suddenly yelling Hana's name. A surprised Hana sees Revan leaving and catches up with him before losing track. “ Revan”, call me and he stops. “ Why go???”, how do you wonder.

“ How do I not go, they see me after I call your name”, I replied and Hana nodded her head as if she understood with Revan's words. “ Do you understand what I mean?”.

“ Of course I understand, seeing their reaction earlier, there is a chance they will look for you”.

“ Wahhh...you are really smart today”, chirps that make Hana a little upset. “ It doesn't matter to me, which is the problem now why you disappeared suddenly from the match and I didn't find you anywhere”.

“ Maaf’, I said. “ Somehow I felt uncomfortable in that place, suddenly the shadows of my past suddenly appeared when I saw that person..”.

“ That guy???”.

“ Jin”.

“ Jin???”. Hana nodded her head. “ How do you know about Jin?”.

“ You sure?”. Hana nodded her head. “ I think Jin has something to do with you”.

“ Why are you so sure?”, I ask.

“ The thing is when I accidentally mentioned your name in front of him, his reaction was completely unexpected”, he replied. “ Isn't this getting interesting?”.

“ What my life is that interesting, my life is really weird”.

“ Just realized”, he said. “ Forget it....”. Revan suddenly fell silent.

“ What is it?”, I asked, he pointed in the direction he meant. “ That's not Rena and the woman, why are they suddenly there?”.

“ Rena and Maik”.

“ Haaa...?? how do you know?”.

“ Ssssttttt...”. They listened to the conversation between Rena and Maika, how surprised Revan and Hana were to hear what they were talking about. “ Han”.

FLASBACK...

“ Han”. Hana looked at him as his name was called.

“ Maika ”, she said.

“ From where?”, ask Maika. “ From earlier sought, do not look”, he said.

“ From library”, replied Hana.

“ Haaa..pretty student base, play in the library mulu”.

“ Whaan sih Mai”.

“ View tuh..see tuh..si exemplary student kita”, babble someone. They whispered and looked at Hana.

“ Heiiiii!!”, cried Maika. “ What did you just say!!”.

“ By the way!!! besides why it's angry, it's her boyfriend!!!’.

“ Watch your mouth!!!”. Maika also planned to come to the man, but was immediately prevented by Hana. “ Go Mai”.

“ Can't do that Han, their mouth was too late when talking, can't be donein only, they are more rampant later”.

“ Then.... what can design the problem?”.

Maika was silent for a moment and sighed. “ Then.... what with silence can slip into trouble too? at least you defended yourself Han”.

“ Go...., as long as I have the best friend in the world, everything will be fine, right?”.

“ Haaa..., you are this...most can”.

“ Already do not be upset anymore”.

“ Iy”, he said. “ Oh yes Han, are you the same basketball player?”. Hana nodded too. “ Are you sure?”.

“ Indeed why?”.

“ No, just...ngerasa something is not right with him”.

“ He is good Kok Mai, besides do not worry so, all must be okay”.

“ Yes..., his name is also the instinct of a friend, I want the best for my friend”.

“ Yes, but he is good, he also often nolongin, trust deh”.

“ As long as Hana is happy, that's all that matters, but be careful also”.

“ Beres bos”.

 FLASBACK....

 

“ Hana...”, said Revan patting me on the shoulder. I looked at her, and Revan seemed confused by my reaction.

“ Revan.

“ If he's your best friend, why do the two of them seem to not get along?”.

“ I also don't understand why they like that”.

“ Actually what you know”, he asked to glance at Hana and Hana was looking at him sharply.

“ I know you it sucks”.

“ Thank you”.

“ No problem”, reply. “ Oh yes, you remind me, I used to say that there was someone other than Rena in my memory, he was a man, remember?”, I asked, Revan nodded his head. “ I think that guy is my girlfriend”.

“ Haaaa??”.

“ You mocking me??”. Revan smiles at Hana's funny reaction. “ Revan!!!”.

“ Okay okay, sorry”, he said. “ Now say, do you remember about him?”.

“ Day....”. I also try to remember it. “ One I remember the most, he.

“ Jin”. Suddenly the name was spoken from Revan's lips and made me flabbergasted to hear it. “ I think it's Jin”.

“ Why are you sure?”.

“ Just concluded our conversation, first you say that if you feel that there is something strange we meet Jin, both memories suddenly arise when you see him”. I nodded with his statement. “ Then that makes me more sure, when I accidentally mentioned your name in front of him, his reaction was really unexpected, isn't that a very reasonable reason?”.

“ I don't know what to do, it's really driving me crazy, why it's all so complicated like this”.

“ Calm down, isn't everything getting interesting”. I glanced at him too. “ You are really, is this a game for you”, I said annoyed.

“ Come on Han”.

“ Sometimes I hate with reality”.

“ What?? what do you mean?”.

“ In fact I realized that I was the same as Sira, it was appropriate that I felt what she felt, I desperately asked you to help her because I did not want her to feel alone, she said, am I not a pathetic creature?”.

 

“ Hana...what are you talking about?”

“ I also bullied the same as Sira, I am not a student who talks a lot, always sitting in the library and I...can say I pride the school, maybe they do not like me because it”.

“ What's wrong with that? it is not you who live life and do not hurt them”.

“ Should there be a strong reason to bully someone? even trivial reasons can be a strong reason for them”.

“ Now I'm wondering, do you have two personalities or is this really your personality?”.

“ What do you mean?”.

“ Hearing your story in the past and seeing you now isn't your nature very inversely proportional, what happened exactly?”.

“ Because actually I don't want to disappoint people who have been nice to me”.

“ What should be like that?”.

“ They are not my biological parents and Rena is not my biological sister, do you understand what I mean?”.

“ Hannah....”.

“ I have no other choice”. My eyes started to look glass too. For a while, Revan and I didn't talk and just looked at each other.

“ Revan!!!”. Revan looked over as his name was called. “ From earlier sought, hp is also not active, we have been awaited, others have been on nungguin”.

“ Do I have to go back?”.

“ Yes iyalah”, he said, Revan nodded his head. They rushed out as quickly as possible, while outside Revan stopped his steps. “ Aldo”.

“ What's up?”.

“ 10 minutes”.

“ What??”.

“ Wait for me 10 more minutes”.

“ But, Revan...”.

Sure enough in 10 minutes Revan has returned and joined the group. “ Where to?”, ask Aldo astonished.

 

“ Anyway I have returned”, he replied without answering Aldo's question at all.

“ Weird base”, Aldo grumbled