Brotherhood Idaman
The Part 57
[Awaits You to Return ]
" Allahumma inni 'abduka ibn 'abdika ibn amatika naashiyatii biyadika, maadli fiyya hukmuka, 'adlun fiyya qhodlouka, asaluka bikullismi huwa laka, sammaita bihi nafsaka, au 'allamtahu ahadam min khoqhika, au anzaltahu fii kitaabika, awis taktsarta bihi fii 'ilmil ghoibi ;indakam an taj'alal quraana rabii'a qolbii, wa nuura shodrii, wajalaa huznii, wa dzahaab hammii."
Laiqa was still pensive with do’a that Syamil read when he finished praying Magrib. She sat on the edge of the magnificent mosque stairs looking at the shoes her husband was wearing and refused to see anyone passing by. He hasn't come back yet. Halimah has left first.
" O God, I am Your servant, the Son of Your servant, the Son of Your servant, My soul is in Your hands, Your judgment is with me, Your judgment is just with me, I ask You with all the names that are Yours, the names that you attached yourself to name Yourself, or that You taught someone among Your servants, or that which You have revealed in Your Book, or that You have specialized for Yourself in the occult at Your side,
that thou mayest make the Qur'an the cool of my heart, the light of my chest, the remover of my sorrow and the withering away of my unrest."
A prayer that is very rarely read after prayer. He knew do’a it was a prayer that was said by Prophet Muhammad when he was troubled.
Laiqa sighed, perhaps at this time more precisely it was a form of resignation from the self of Shamil who had promised God to love him.
And that's not love anymore.
Because he knows, in the heart there is 1 space, and if the disappointment is continuously inserted into it, then the disappointment will finish the love.
He was stunned when Syamil came to grab the shoes on the corner shelf of the stairs and looked at him. The Brotherhood went down the stairs to the last staircase while topping his shoes and wearing them on the last rung.
Laiqa went down slowly while enduring the pain she felt in her stomach that had not been filled with food since three o'clock this afternoon.
“Not home?” syamil asked as the bottom of Laiqa's black robe had been seen in the tail of her eyes. Laiqa stood in front of him and replied yes.
Syamil sighed then stood up quickly, saw Laiqa for a moment then clasped his hands quickly to follow him slowly.
Laiqa.
Syamil looked at him in wonder.
“Allow me salim..seusai solat” said Laiqa, her beautiful face was exposed to the spotlight of colorful lights that will change color alternately, this is a typical icon of this magnificent mosque. That face became very beautiful.
Syamil nodded briefly.
Laiqa then kissed the back of the burly hand, the fragrance of perfume and the cold of the night mixed into one gush into his heart.
The Brotherhood tried to release the hand that kept it stuck in Laiqa's nose. He seemed to swallow but then looked down.
He hated that pretty face.
“Release” Syamil said while closing eyes.
“Afwan..” said Laiqa as he released her.
“Not good to see many people”
Laiqa nodded and smiled.
Syamil threw his face away, holding his hand again.
“Syukron for the smile that was” Syamil said then with a very stiff fast tone.
“Sniff?”
“Before praying magrib”
Laiqa smiled knot. “Sorry I. Just want to make you excited again”.
“Why apologize?”
Laiqa.
“What looks so pathetic?”
Laiqa bit his lips.
“The ancients were very easy to practice the Qur’an, because faith first fell into his heart than the Qur’an. While people today are very easy to memorize, but it is very difficult to practice”
Laiqa noticed there were glasses in Syamil's eyes as they stopped in front of their car just as Syamil's words stopped.
“Pray a lot for your stupid imam” Syamil said then enter the car.
The car continued to ride in silence.
Syamil looked at his watch. Showing at 7 p.m.
“Have eaten?” tanyakanya. And Laiqa shook her head. Then quickly Syamil took out a large loaf of bread and Ultra milk from his dashboard drawer.
“Do not like this again, eat” he said without seeing Laiqa.
“Do you not eat too?”
Syamil.
Laiqa began to eat the food slowly after reciting the prayer.
“Why not go home first?” Ask Syamil.
“I.. fear,” said Laiqa. Then continue the sentence in the heart. I'm so afraid you're just testing me, I'm just afraid you feel like I don't respect you.
“Sorry.”
Syamil breathed. They stopped because the traffic was long enough.
“Go home and make food at home. After this do not come again”
“Good..Do you intend to leave again? Is there another agenda?”
Syamil.
“Can I know what it is?” ask Laiqa carefully.
“Only muroja’ah in a place that no one”
“Muroja’ah be with me.” said Laiqa doubtful.
Syamil buried his face while hugging the steering wheel of the car.
“Not a good idea” said.
“How about this is your baby's wish, our baby?” Laiqa looked reassuringly slowly.
Syamil.
“My stomach is sick, this baby must be crying because it was rejected by his own father”
Hearing that, Syamil sat up straight.
“What theory is that? Where has there ever been a theory of crying embryos? It's just a made-up word”
“Alright I'll go home.. You can't concentrate when you see me. Because the good and bad can never be united.” said Laiqa then look the other way. This car will not move for another half hour. The streets are very crowded tonight.
Syamil looked at Laiqa on the left side of the rearview mirror of his car. The woman seemed to drink very quickly until the water in the bottle was all gone.
Syamil then lowered his head, and began to read the sentence Isti’adzah. And without waiting he memuroja’ah letter that should not be no bismillah word when starting to read it.
“0 ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ `atum minallahi wa rasaklihi 'hattum minal-mushyrikin “
Laiqa immediately looked at Syamil, he knew very well the right letter for the condition of the two of them.
Stupidof hers? Did you know that you are the true ideal Brotherhood, you are the smartest I have ever met. Thank goodness Laiqa in heart.
It is said that whoever recites verses 128 and 129 in At Taubah 7 times every time he finishes the Fardhu prayer, with the permission of Allah, If he is a weak man, he is a weak man, then it will be strong. If he is a despicable man, he will be a noble man. If he's a loser, he'll get help soon.
"Verily there has come to you an apostle of your own people, heavy with your suffering, eager (security and salvation) for you, very merciful and merciful towards the believers. If they turn away (from faith) then say “Enough Allah is to me; there is no God but Him. Only to Him do I rely, and He is the Lord of the Great Throne." (QS. At Taubah: 128-129).
Abu Daud has narrated from Yazid ibn Muhammad ibn Abdur Razza ibn Umar (one who is a shiqah again a worship expert), from Mudrik ibn Sad who said that Yazid a shaykh who was a shiqah had narrated from Yunus ibn Maisarah from Umm Darda, from Abu Darda who said:
"Whoever pronounces the following sentence in the morning and evening seven times, surely Allah will give him the sufficiency of what troubles his¬," namely:
Allah is sufficient for me; there is no God but Him. Only to Him do I rely, and He is the Lord of the Great Throne.
Ibn Asakir in the biography of Abdur Razzaq has narrated it from Umar through the history of Abu Zarah Ad-Dimasyqi, from Abdur Razzaq, from Abu Sad Mudrik ibn Abu Sad Al-Fazzari, from the, from Yunus ibn Maisarah ibn Hulais, from Umm Darda. He had heard Abu Darda say that no servant ever uttered:
Allah is sufficient for me; there is no God but Him. Only to Him do I rely, and He is the Lord of the Great Throne. Seven times —either he justifies it or lies— unless Allah gives him the sufficiency of what troubles his¬.
The traffic jam was still not over, the sight of such a serious handsome face was deep.
“hilton ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ a lam ya` ⁇ ⁇ Qablihim qumihyumi qumi nadikan wa 'adiw wa ⁇ umi wa qaumi ibraima wa aseni madyana wal-mu`tafikat, atat-hum rusuluhum bil-bayyinat, fa ma kanallahu liyaylimahum wa laking kannah anfusahum yaylimokenn” said Syamil has now arrived at verse 70 without seeing the mushaf at all.
“ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ile ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ mu `na wal-muhelium ba'uhumi ba'u, ⁇ uheliyu, ya`murna bil-ma'rikifi wa yan-hauna 'anil-mungkari wa yuqipainnaza wa yu`kornaz-zakarta wa yuti'ainallha wa rasaklah, ul`ika sayar-amuhumullah, innallha 'azizun ⁇ akimDan the faithful, and the faithful, men and women, some of whom are helpers to others. They command (make) the makruf, and prevent the mendungkar, perform prayers, perform zakat, and obey Allah and His Messenger. They will be given mercy by Allah. Indeed, Allah is Almighty, Almighty, Wise. “ said Laiqa memuroja’ah verse 71nya make Syamil suddenly look at him.
⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ” ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ 'adall what-mu`mini wal-mu1 taantihal-an-hru khalidina fiha wa masakina satayyibatan fi jannanti 'adn, wa riwonum minallahi akbar, izlika huwal-fauzul-'aimAllah promises to the believers men and women, (will get) heaven flowing beneath the rivers, they will abide therein forever, and (get) a good place in heaven ‘Adn. And the desire of God is greater. That's a great victory.” Now Syamil who recited while continuing to see the face of his wife
They continue to’ah memuroja alternately like what they often do when doing Honeymoon.
The shadows as they honeymoon were automatically drawn again clearly.
And when verse 78 they recite it together,
⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ” ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ alam ya'lamu annallha ya'lamu sirrahum wa najwhum wa annallha 'allmul-guyukumb. Do they not know that Allah knows their secrets and their whispers, and that Allah knows all that is supernatural?”
Syamil felt that vibration again. He now even felt unable to not kiss his wife's lips. But he covered all of that and continued to puroja'ah until it ran out.
Laiqa was still unaware that several times her husband was watching her carefully while they were muroja'ah.
Until the last verse that makes them a little breathless because of the fast tempo.
Laiqa lowered her head while unknowingly Syamil continued to look at her.
Until finally their eyes met, and were broken by the sound of the jam sign horn was over. The car drove, while continuing to recite the last two verses of the letter at Taubah until home. Syamil felt her chest pounding as they were about to open the door of the room.
Laiqa also felt that Syamil looked stiffer than usual.
They also entered the room.
