Brotherhood Idaman

The Part 40

Expecting Your Sorry

It's been more than 24 hours it feels like her husband continues to silence her. Until tonight after dinner.

“Umi nanyain brother was fitting to eat malem kak.. he said brother where? Tumben does not eat malem together.”

Syamil stopped typing it on the keyboard of the macbook pro. “Terus.?”

“I said sister again much work.”

Syamil lowered his head and typed back. Amanah filling out a study on the Qur’ani family tomorrow makes it have to reassemble the material so as not to be chaotic and widen everywhere. But actually because, tonight he wants to be very busy until he forgets his desire to hook his wife right when Laiqa changed clothes with a white dress that is very far from the knee. The hair that was left untouched and the arms that did not have any cloth to cover it made him so eager with the ink. Even if he is angry, he is a normal guy. Moreover, the glasses that have changed with softlense, making the newspaper more cute.

“You got coffee?”

Laiqa offers a cup of warm latte coffee. But Syamil remained silent.

“I put it here yes.”

Laiqa placed a cup of coffee next to his book. Eve perfume that soft successfully made Syamil washed away and silent for a moment. He then said the astagfirullah in his heart and continued typing again.

No thanks said. He just told Laiqa to go to bed so as not to disturb him again. Akhwat went to his bed. Eve perfume re-emergence makes Syamil swallow spit, must be very comfortable if they embrace each other caress with a fresh taste that accompanies the perfume. All the headaches he felt would quickly disappear. But that's not gonna happen. Too many wounds were watering the ego tree in his heart.

***

But it turned out to be futile.

Syamil closed himself. He then looked at his phone to make sure that there was no more Ahsan contact there. There is also no ig or facebook account in the search field because Laiqa had blocked it yesterday.

There are no photos that he keeps. He decided to completely forget the Brotherhood. He had wept all night asking for forgiveness in his silence to Allah for all the wrongs he had done. She gave all her ways to God, and she decided to obey her husband.

But the thing that at that time she missed from her husband was no longer able to easily get as before. Shamil became very cold, firm and terrible. She still remembers very well when she was heading here Syamil ordered her harshly so that she would attend the study that tomorrow invited her and her husband. And sentence “Don't be shy!” made his heart hurt a little.

He decided to go to sleep, but Syamil's question yesterday in the car when they had a fight made his chest tight again. Questions about, the,

“Laiqa, you said your vision of mission is to run on this road of dawah with me. But what made you choose another path that I wasn't on?”

But Laiqa felt her husband's feelings must be even more crowded considering he felt Laiqa never considered him as someone who meant the most.

Even though Laiqa had closed her eyes, Laiqa was tormented by her constantly changing feelings. When her husband was kind, she thought about his feelings for Ahsan. But when her husband is like this, she just wants to be noticed again by her husband.

Remembering all the events that he had passed with Syamil. The moment when the Brotherhood spoke aloud. The moment when they muroja’ah Together, then fell asleep while hugging. The moment when they walked down the beach saw the sunset. Tell each other and laugh. And the moment when her husband managed to make her reach the peak of unparalleled pleasure many times in the same night. Perhaps she did not consider her husband to be meaningful at all, while there were too many wonderful memories they had shared so far.

But the feeling of worry was present again when he thought of the distress of his best friend, Ka Azqila, who is still hospitalized..

What should he do?, the woman who kept her eyes closed was thinking hard what decision he should take. Save someone's life but it has to do with his past, or save the heart that matters most, the diamonds he has, namely his husband and his marriage..