Brotherhood Idaman

The Part 36

[ Al ‘Isyq ]

After the mall they spent the night in the hospital mosque. What an unimaginable feeling. Despite her anger, her husband still held the quran in the corner but no longer reprimanded her who was quite overwhelmed with two children.

The next morning, an infusion hose was attached to Azqila who was still unconscious shortly after giving birth. They are now in front of the ICCU.

Laiqa looked at her husband who was talking to ustadz Salman from the reflected door glass without looking at them.

And came the parents of Ka Azqila from Bandung. They were very panicked, and said they deliberately canceled a work meeting to get here.

Laiqa handed Baby Faiza over to that large tall ummahat figure. His motherly face said thank you many times until it ended with the chant do’a from Syamil for the recovery of his son.

***

Laiqa still only saw the scenery outside the car glass and felt completely wrong with whatever he was doing at this time.

Syamil breathed. They're headed for a boutique. Then Syamil entered it without taking Laiqa. He then returned to the car quickly and gave a dark purple paper bag with a robe model abaya dark gray complete with khimar Long matching. Model material that is anti tangle and studded swaroski on the neck was successful in making Laiqa more mute.

She saw that her husband had also changed into a dark gray robe that was the same color as hers.

They continue their journey. Then he circled his car to a mosque with many cars and a row of sandals on the outside of his terrace.

Laiqa only looked at her question mark as they completely stopped there.

“I have a schedule to be a Qori (Reader of Al Qur’an) in this review. Want to come or wait in the car?” tanyanya cold. Laiqa swiftly opened the car door, following him while looking down.

The sun is hiding today, the drizzle and cloudy clouds are making Laiqa even sadder. I don't know, he was just sad to be treated this cold.

***

The atmosphere was very crowded, Laiqa separated from her husband. He chose to sit near a large pole in front of the area where women wudhu. Lalang passed by busy choosing which place is the most comfortable, there will be new ablution and there are also finished ablution and some smile at him.

He saw a paper bag in his hand. Look at that abaya that looks so expensive. Squeezing the fabric but it turns out the fabric is very light, cold and not at all tangled even though he squeezed many times.

“Ya Rabb.. why can I speak so harshly with a brother like this”

Laiqa drowned her face in the cloth she was holding. Feeling upset with herself, because she still felt unable to appreciate her husband. I can't love him completely.

“Vote Al-Mujadilah reading by Sheikh Shamil El Fath Lc Hafidzahullah, now he is taking studies at the Islamic University of Madinah, begged the audience not to speak.” sayup voice Mc echoed in Laiqa's ear.

“Audzubillahiminasyaitonirojim..bismillahirahmanirahim..”.

يٰٓاَيُّهَا الَّذِيْنَ اٰمَنُوْٓا اِذَا قِيْلَ لَكُمْ تَفَسَّحُوْا فِى الْمَجٰلِسِ فَافْسَحُوْا يَفْسَحِ اللّٰهُ لَكُمْۚ وَاِذَا قِيْلَ انْشُزُوْا فَانْشُزُوْا يَرْفَعِ اللّٰهُ الَّذِيْنَ اٰمَنُوْا مِنْكُمْۙ وَالَّذِيْنَ اُوْتُوا الْعِلْمَ دَرَجٰتٍۗ وَاللّٰهُ بِمَا تَعْمَلُوْنَ خَبِيْرٌ - ١١

Meaning:

The simple sound made Laiqa curious. Now he has changed clothes with a dark gray abaya, and sat watching Al Mujadilah's letter at the opening of the event that made him want to know the study of what this is. The only letter in every verse is the lafadz of Allah. And the letter did tell me about Adab demanding knowledge.

In front of the audience and herself was her husband and an akhwat in the corner who read her exegesis.

Seeing it was like someone was whispering it.

“Look at your husband..What is less than him? What makes you punish yourself Laiqa.what makes you not think this marriage alone is enough for you.”.

But she kept her head down, looking at whatever was on her phone even though the voice of her husband who was reading al qur’an without looking very clearly heard. View an Instagram status story. A hand is infused, and a sentence invokes a prayer next to it. Account owner @ahsanabdulaziz. He looked at the next story with a feeling of anxiety.

“Shodaqollah adzim.”

Laiqa immediately turned off the phone. Both his hands were shaking. Her husband rose from his seat and took his place on the right side of the front of the audience.

He saw the famous ustadz who climbed the stage, sitting in front of a table complete with water, mic and food. Where her husband was sitting.

He just realized today's study in an ex banner, with the title When Marriage Is Not as Beautiful as the Shadow.

“Astagfirullah.”

The study slapped him so much that a question from a reporter on a paper that opened a heavily bearded ustadz and wore a turban on his head was increasingly slapping him.

The Ustadz read the question “I have been married for 10 years ustadz, Alhamdulillah ..but my mind always remembers my ex-boyfriend ustadz, I fear Allah is doomed with the sin I committed, do I need to be in ruqiyah ustadz..? Jazakumullah Khoir” Some of the audience boisterous and there are also laughing at the reaction of ustadz who seemed to smile amusedly reading the question.

But not with Laiqa, this question and the gaze of her husband who found her existence was very trigger, because the case was almost exactly the same.

“Jama’ah.. there is a disease His name is ‘Isyq.” said ustadz.

Syamil looked down and then he left his position. Laiqa continued to look at him with her eyes. The Brotherhood was seen sitting on the terrace of the mosque looking at the rain.

Laiqa wanted to shed her tears, while the ustadz kept reminding herself indirectly with Al ‘Isyq. The disease he is suffering from now.

“Al ‘Isyq” says ustadz it again while touching the chest where the heart is.

“That's mad love sickness. What's name..? Kasmaran ! A very deep love in his heart. He wouldn't have married that person if he didn't. Even when she married another man it was still what she thought of the man she used to be. Her husband is better and more perfect. And this happened."

 

POV Author

do not want the author of Syamil mpuk-puk, want virtual hug. but unfortunately doi is not mahram. Figured to see the Brotherhood baik2 again. Yes Allah is still good how it does not melt, patience is no opponent.