Brotherhood Idaman
The Part 56
[Meeting Halimah ]
Inside the mosque,
Syamil seemed to have just prayed, sobbing in his heart he prayed.
"Allahumma la ya’ti bil hasanati illa anta, wa la yadfa'u sayyi-ati illa anta, wa la haula wa la quwwata illa billah."
“Yes Allah, no one brings good except You who bring it .. There is no one who takes away evil except You who do it away.."
Shamil sobbed in the arms of his own two hands that buried his entire face.
" No strength and effort except by your strength, O God.."
He read the do'a shahih that he had read when he studied a science called Fiqh Dzikr, a prayer that he should read when he felt anxious, sad and uncomfortable when he knew a bad news.
"Wa la hawla wala quwata ila Billah." He said that many times.
"Astagfirullah .." he shrieked as he kept his head down.
How can Syamil become resentful of his own wife, how can the taste evaporate lost somewhere. It's like losing himself.
The long journey was in sight, but his life partner actually made his heart like this. How to fall in love again with the same person.
He continued to recite the surah he had memorized out of his head with tears that continued to flow in silence.
Memuroja'ah sheet. Until it doesn't feel like it's starting to twilight.
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Meanwhile in the wing of the mosque, a deserted terrace. Laiqa held his Quran reciting it in a sad tone.
It was almost 3 juz finished he read until his stomach hurt.
He buried his face on his brown Qur'an, smelled the scent of paper he liked, and then looked up at the sky dominated by white paint and carved Islamic ornaments.
Sighs long until someone slaps his shoulder.
"God willing!!! Laiqa?"
"Halima??" Laiqa was in disbelief, seeing her best friend with a wide veil, a veil that was neatly attached to her silver hijab. That's right she and her husband ustadz Irham.
"Afwan for a minute ..bi?"
Ustadz Irham nodded "i wait inside ya."
Halimah smiled at Laiqa, but when Laiqa returned her smile her tears still fell.
“Astagfirullahal enzyme.” Laiqa immediately wiped her tears.
“Anti why ?”
Laiqa shook her head while looking straight at Halimah. Halimah also knew that Laiqa was not okay.
“Kaifa haluk..” ask Laiqa weakly.
“Alhamdulillah Khoir..It's been a long time since I've seen each other, how about anti-news? Where's the husband anti?”
Hearing the name called, Laiqa immediately hugged Halima with a voiceless cry that made her entire body tremble violently.
“Ana pregnant “
Halima saw Laiqa in wonder, “ Barakallah or beautiful..why cry? What to grieve?. Anti-pregnant, but do you already have a husband, then?”
Laiqa nodded and fell silent turning her face away from seeing Halimah's face. He could at least lie to his closest friend. But he's not ready if Halimah knows everything.
“Anti-where husband?”
“Again hafalin hadist.”
Halimah frowned at the strangeness of her best friend. Even if you are memorizing a hadith, why should you also be far apart like this. They are the same memorizers.
“You're at odds?”
Laiqa shook her head while smiling doubtfully.
“Ana may be on talak soon”
“Astagfirstulahaladzim.Who is anti this?”
“She is so good, does not match ana.” Laiqa bit both halves of her own lips.
“What's the problem? Let's not do this, very worrying ana!”
Laiqa looked at her best friend who was now holding her hand tightly. Until finally the tears just spilled.
Halima sighed, then hugged Laiqa tightly.
“Is this a matter of principle? Or a trivial problem.?” ask Halimah.
“This is a matter of his pride.lusa yesterday ana forgot, he caught ana delirious in his sleep ana. And unconsciously he mentioned the name of that person. Presents that, perhaps in ana's dream, ana is being the wife of the person ‘itu’. He feels very disappointed.”
“The guy? Ahsan?”
Laiqa closed his eyes while nodding.
“Astagfirullahaladzim, anti still fanatic same him?”
“Wawlahi nope!.tadi when to the gynecologist we met Ahsan yan just recovered from his coma, but ana felt ordinary.”
“koma?”
“Ya story Length.”
Halima looked at her pale friend. It must have been very heavy for him.
“Then this anti-brain child.His son husband anti right?”
Laiqa nodded for sure.
“Alhamdulillah ana a little relieved to hear it, but why is the husband anti unhappy?”
Laiqa lowered her head. “ana, completely mindfully letting go of everything for her. How could Ana be this sad because of how warm her attitude was before all this happened. Ana is very happy to conceive a child from him, someone with good advice, intelligent thinking and perfect face, all tactical ways make this wrong heart fall, he said, being very loving to him.”
“Halimah. but she always thought, everything in your mind while serving her, is about that person. He felt ana glimpsed the similarity of the person to him, he felt ana always imagined that she was Ahsan.”
“What should ana do?”
“tease husband anti back” whispered Halimah.
“ it won't work.”
“wait three days, before that just follow all his wishes.”
“anti is beautiful, smart, patient, 3 days only. See how God works granting anti-reason for 3 days. He is a religious person, he certainly will not be strong anti always sad and try his best alone.”
“What ana should also be cool?”
Halimah nodded. “As a form of respect, anti should not be able to say much. But keep giving small attention and do not wear physical touch”
Adzan Maghrib arrived.
"Already adzan yuk salat.." invite Halimah.
Laiqa immediately nodded and immediately cleaned up the items slowly.
Other pilgrims began to arrive. The two of them walked slowly towards the ablution. Laiqa remained more silent, while Halimah continued to try to speak to keep Laiqa entertained.
After queuing wudhu they entered the main room of the magnificent mosque. The predominance of many calligraphy carvings and Islamic ornaments is white with a soft red carpet.
A mic from the direction of the pulpit finally rang.
"Assalamualaikum. jama'ah who is blessed by God.today we have the arrival of one of the hafidzullah who is on study holiday from Medina, which is also the ananda of our late friend, the inshaAllah will be the priest of the maghrib prayer today.for ananda Shamil is welcome."
Laiqa stared at it slightly surprised.
She still remembered that the priesthood was not on her husband's list today.
From a distance, Laiqa saw Syamil looking stunned and a little in disbelief. He even had time to shake his head with a respectful smile while clutching the hand sign of rejection subtly.
But the dkm seemed to force him, even allowing him to go to the pulpit.
Syamil finally nodded. He took his bag to the pulpit and opened it. He picked up a suit, and put on it, the suit he was wearing while filling out at a bookshop.
Then wear a silver spare glove that Laiqa always prepares in the bag.
Iqomat.
Then Shamil looked around, and said slowly.
"His shaf was straightened and tightened.."
Sweeping his entire eyes to the second floor, and in the end their eyes met.
Syamil looked at Laiqa stunned at how beautiful the smile of the woman was for him. He said back
"The shafts are straightened and tightened.."
The Maghrib prayer began with a loud takbir.
