Brotherhood Idaman

The Part 21

Should I Get Married Now?_2

After Istikharah several times, the clue finally came and made it to this stage. In the house of his brother who is simple but shady with trees, and silent because it is in the corner. Spacious pages and extensive terraces are often used pekan studies or just a small bebel based on the quran for SD children.

In a house where he would carry out a ta'aruf procession.

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi

wabarakatuh on the occasion of today Insyaallah we will begin the process of ta'aruf between Ahsan and Laiqa ukhti." Said his brother, as an intermediary.

He looked at the woman in front of him, who was still always looking down.

"How is Ahsan ready? " ask his brother.

Laiqa could catch that the man was nervous .

It is clearly visible from his movements.

Laiqa smiled, trying to melt the atmosphere .

That thin smile from Laiqa, the glare of her gentle eyes, and her attitude of trying to continue to look polite made Ahsan forget what she wanted to say to respond to her brother's sentence .

"Well if everything is ready we will begin this process by reading ta'awudz in order to avoid the temptation of syaiton ."

" Audzubillahiminasyaitonirojim bismillahbornohmanirohim "

Seen by his sister-in-law, with a 3-year-old boy looking at the nasyid on the phone, his older brother Ahsan and Laiqa said it together.

"In advance maybe Ahsan can tell the vision of the marriage mission to be achieved and later realized ,"

Ahsan nodded, he was seen gulping.. Laiqa who caught it from the corner of her eyes immediately lowered her head and set her heart rate that was not due to beat fast.

I don't know why that shadow that wasn't supposed to appear flashed across his head . He felt very happy even though he had only reached the ta'aruf stage. She imagined she had become his wife. How lucky ... God should not have been like that, that's why he began to reorganize his feelings and straighten out his intentions for sure.

"I take refuge in Allah from the temptations of the damned Satan by reciting the name of Allah, the Most Merciful, the Most Merciful ..."

The Brotherhood seemed to give a pause to begin.

"Short as already anti see in cv roughly like that "

"Ahsan sighed more precisely set her breath that started not

erratically. Opposite him Laiqa seemed to nod while smiling in response to understanding what Ahsan meant.

And the motto of ana's life is to fulfill God's right, obey not be questioned, God willing, God will take care of our affairs

Maybe enough"

***

"Well if anyone wants to ask please" said his brother.

" For now there may be no ustadz." said Laiqa.

"After seeing the cv from the office there may be something you want to ask, please if you want to ask"

Ahsan again looks to swallow and then looks to set what he will talk about.

"In the anti ana cv see that the vision of the anti mission is to make children anti hafidz quran right ?"

Laiqa nodded steadily. "insya Allah.."

"Then ana saw that this near future project that anti would do was to take a scholarship in Medina while taking sanad?"

Laiqa nodded.

"What will be done if before going to Medina anti have been pregnant and anti know for themselves that ana also has some big projects that in the near future is unlikely to be abandoned. For example, the service in Aceh there for one year, then also the thesis. Then it feels impossible if .. ana joined the anti in Medina. As stated anti in the cv that anti want to have mahram when anti-lead there, so that anti can avoid slander. But can this difference, which looks so small, be set aside to meet the true anti-marriage vision mission ?

Because ana sees we have a lot in common. For example, both like to read, like young children, anti has also memorized 30 juz as well as ana. What about anti?. However, if anti decides ready to marry, then anti ready with all the consequences of marriage. Ana believes anti already knows very well how the role of a wife to her husband, what to do when he will go far, and what should a woman who already has a mahram, and what should be like, related to traveling away from the husband even though it's for reasons of studying..."

" God willing will remain to Medina"

Timpal Laiqa fast.

Ahsan who had been looking down from that moment now looked at Laiqa's face carefully, waiting for word after word that the girl would say .

Laiqa closed her eyes while speaking

"To demand knowledge to Medina is not only the ideals of ana, but it is also the ideals of father ana. To know that Ana's father is a health volunteer in Palestine, he has been in Palestine since childhood until now. He very much hoped to meet with ana in Medina when ana studied, for several reasons that made him unable to return to Indonesia . If this wedding is held, automatic kabul will be done online because the father is not likely to come to Indonesia.

"Perhaps if the antum objected, the antum could choose not to continue this Ta'aruf ."

Ahsan looked at her brother.

At this stage, everyone who will get married will experience it, when they must eliminate all selfishness in themselves, trying to succumb. Then who ? Is the ego inside you stronger than everything else..?