Brotherhood Idaman

The Part 55

"MasyaAllah Assalamualaikum." said Ustadz Salman to Syamil who also smiled friendly and stiff.

Laiqa just lowered his head, he was very scared.

"Wa'alaykumsalam.is this the schedule of Ahsan's return?"

Ustadz Salman nodded with gratitude.

"Alhamdulillah jazakallah Khair for the antum prayer." said Ahsan calmly.

And strangely the voice that used to make Laiqa's feelings always unreasonable now seemed to sound ordinary in his heart.

There's no vibration whatsoever.

"Alhamdulillah ana was also happy to hear it. happened to ana will go to the obstetrician, unexpectedly meet antum all here ..hopefully antum health is getting better.."

"Aamiya.. Afwan.. jazakallah.may the antum business also be facilitated by Allah.." said Ahsan with a smile that was accidentally seen by Laiqa. And that was how he was. It was still the same Ahsan. The level can make Laiqa amazed, while feeling even more guilty.

"Aamiin.." said Syamil sounding bitter. And slightly stretched his arm.

"Afwan we first ustadz.. Assalamualaikum." said Ustadz Salman polite while gluing his hands together.

"Wa'alaykumsalam's chat..Awan.."

Syamil was silent for a moment, while Laiqa continued to stare at his face.

He looked at Laiqa and saw the clock.

"The time of the appointment with Hana's doctor has arrived. Can you walk faster?"

Laiqa nodded, "inshaAllah.."

He kept seeing Syamil's face. That love has been replaced by him. Seeing this cold attitude continuously made him really sad.

And always expectantly wait for that warm attitude to return.

****

"Barakallah yes sir. insyaAllah retreated again so father!" Doctor Hana Sumringah.

From his eyes that were not covered with a veil it was clearly drawn. Doctor Hana is the only veiled doctor in Jakarta. And his abilities are already beyond doubt in the obgyn specialist.

Laiqa was so happy he let out tears while continuing to smile. She hoped that happiness would spread to her husband.

But Syamil just smiled just like a formality and nodded like a person who is not comfortable with this situation.

"Sir? How is that expression?" Ask Dr. Hana.

Laiqa looked at him while continuing to smile.

"Emm.no doc. I'm glad I'm just thinking"

"What do you think, sir?"

"Is the pregnancy not a problem if you are on a long-haul plane?"

"Next insyaAllah I give uterine strengthening drugs sir.and I recommend stomach support to keep it safe if there will be shocks"

Syamil sighed then nodded. He seemed to be scratching his un-itchy chin.

"If judging from the indications, nausea when looking at vegetables seems like his son will be a man yes sir.certainly handsome insyaAllah like his father"

Syamil rounded his eyes and smiled flatly.

He then swallowed his saliva and asked Hana's doctor to immediately give a prescription so that they could finish the consultation.

"Aamiin Jazakillah Khair dok for his prayers.may the doctor also always be healthy "

"If later I umrah can ya play to your place. A very inspiring young couple.."

Syamil blushed while nodding small. While Laiqa pampit while hugging doctor Hana tightly.

"Main doc.I will wait for the doctor .." said Laiqa with a smile and glass in his eyes.

****

Along the way home Laiqa continued to stare at the ultrasound photo of her uterus which was still not visible anything other than a small spot that she said was a fetal embryo.

She smiled but her tears kept flowing.

Syamil breathed.

"Male." he said later.

Laiqa immediately looked at him carefully.

"I'm afraid she, will be similar to Ahsan"

Hearing that Laiqa was completely in disbelief. He felt this was too much.

"Astagfirulah.."

Laiqa held onto her chest regulating the erratic breathing.

"Didn't you see that. How much blood was there that night?"

"Don't you see how I let go of everything just for you?"

"What do you mean say that's what?!" Tanya Laiqa hysterical. Syamil stopped his car on the side of the road. Then down. He then stuck his forehead on the wheel.

"Istighfar that.."

Those tears kept dripping down Laiqa's cheek. And now it is dripping also from the eyes of Syamil.

Syamil rubbed his face.

Then he looked at Laiqa.

"I just thought how stupid I was at that time." said Syamil lirih.

Laiqa continued to stare at Syamil within. And there she discovered the pain of her husband that made Syamil this.

"It should be that if you're not done with the past don't accept my proposal!!!" His screams then gasps.

Laiqa was very frightened. His body shook and was cold for a moment. She held her breath seeing the scene for the first time her husband shouted in front of her.

Now Syamil continues to bow while saying astagfirullah many times.

He drove his car back 2 minutes later. Towards a grand mosque. The rough parking movement did not change Laiqa's position. He continued to stand in his heart and cry silently in his pale face.

Syamil then put two hundred thousand bills on the dashboard.

"Follow me or take the grabcar home" he said coldly and opened the door and closed it quickly. He moved his foot towards the inside of the mosque.

Laiqa closes the doors of cars that are automatically locked. He held his knee. And feel very weak.

"Oh Allah, I really hurt him.."