Brother-in-law Looked at my Aurat

Not Hallucinations

"Mas, I am happy to live with you" I told Mas Raka. Mas Raka's face was pure white, he was wearing white clothes and gloves.

"Sama, I'm very happy too. I won't leave you guys" he said softly. So soothing.

My three children came to hug Mas Raka.

"Papa, Papa, did I buy this toy?" show my smallest son.

"Papa, look, I drew Papa and Mama." My second son showed me his work in the picture book. He made a picture of my face and Mas Raka's face that was both smiling.

"Papa, I was ranked one in school." My biggest son said proud.

Mas Raka sat crouching, his hands alternately touching the faces of our three children who were all male. He praised my three children and took them in his arms.

I smiled happily. I feel my life is perfect. There was no longer any sadness of gathering with Mas Raka and the children. I feel so missed them. It was as if I had just come from a long trip

Our house is like a palace with tall golden pillars. This is our dream house, a house above the clouds ....

"Papa go first, yeah. Take care of your mama" she told the children.

"Mas just said not to leave us? Why did you change your mind?" ask me not to accept.

"I have to go, my dear." After saying so he ran, in an instant disappearing among the white clouds.

Me and the kids went after Mas Raka.

"Rakaaaaass! Don't leave me and the kids!" I screamed while opening my eyes.

"The patient is dead."

"Alhamdulillah."

"Mr ...."

I don't get it, confused because this isn't my magnificent home in the clouds. Loud faces surrounded where I lay.

There's Papa, Mama, Naya, and Brother Zian. There was Mas Raka also standing beside this bed. For a moment, before he walked out the door.

"Mas! I want to go with Mas Raka! I'm going home!"

I took the doctor's hand to check my blood pressure. I pulled the infusion hose to make everyone panic.

"Mas Raka!"

I want to thrash around, unfortunately my body feels very sick.

"Quiet, easy, huh? Ma'am is awake. Don't move much yet." The doctor and nurse calmed me down.

"I want to go with Mas Raka, Doc!" I'm fiery. "I don't want to leave the kids. Where is Mas Raka? He was just here!"

"Who's Mas Raka, huh?" The doctor asked astonished.

"Himma Faiza, Doc. Raka is dead ...." Papa answered the doctor's question with teary eyes.

"Mas Raka is alive, Pa. He's alive, we live on the clouds, we live with our three children!" I explained to everyone.

“Nak, Raka is dead,” said Mama slowly.

Brother Zian looked stunned, those two brown-eyed beads were looking at me pity.

Doctor shakes. "The patient is still hallucinating."

"I'm not hallucinating! Raka is alive!"

"Sir, we're in the hospital." Naya told me about a place I don't like. Anyway I want to go home, I won't stay here! Let me go, I want to catch up with Mas Raka!"

"Yes Allah ...." Mama sobbed to look at me like a fidelity.

The days after, I daydreamed a lot, looking up at the ceiling where I was being treated. When spoken to by anyone who looks after me, I choose silence because I can't wait to go home on the clouds.

I will scream when I catch a glimpse of Mas Raka inside this room. So on, that the doctor gave me a sedative so I could rest.

Like tonight. Mas Raka waved her hand near the door, she wanted me to come along. I'll wake up, but ....

“Mas, don't go!”

"Sir, I'm Zian ...." The closer to walking to the edge of the bed, Mas Raka's face changed into Kak Zian's face. I hate all this.

I closed my face and cried.

"You need anything? Mama's still coming home to take Papa who's not well. Naya, he's coming home too. Usually if your family comes home, Bi Darsih your boatman stays, but he said he came home because he married his son. So, tonight, we're just alone ...."

"Why does Brother Zian keep waiting for me? I don't feel right here, I want to go home!" I stared at the gentle man who was looking at me.

"Hey, that's why you need to be healthy fast. In order to get home soon, yes ...."

"I want to go home up there! Mas Raka's House! Not to another house! My kids are waiting for me!" Kupelototti Kak Zian who said istigfar.

"Sir, he said I can't wait to apply, why change my mind now, hm? Now lie down, it's night. Rest."

Brother Zian is going to put on a blanket, but I pat it and throw it on the floor.

"Who wants to be proposed! I have a husband!" I firmly turned around, sleeping on my back to Brother Zian while crying.

"Before going to bed, take the medicine, yuk," persuaded Brother Zian. It must be a drug that the doctor said could calm me down and recover soon. It feels tired of taking medicine, so I just want to care for Zian who snobs attention to me.

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It's chilly. I hugged, hugged my own body. My teeth are clashing with each other. This room is quiet. Mas Raka sat down, his head resting on the side of the bed where I lay.

"Mas, I-I'm in-cold ...." Shaken his arm, Mas Raka never woke up. I stroked her hair and said, "Where's the blanket? I'm cold ....."

Only then did Mas Raka open her reddened eyes, looking extremely sleepy while yawning.

"You're cold, honey?"

"Yes, cover me."

She smiles. "So want me covered, you won't." Mas Raka got up, then shrouded from foot to chest while bending over.

Looking at her face closely, she was so handsome, her skin was white, her nose was pointed and .. her red lips made my passion as a wife suddenly come.

He finished covering me. When I was about to stand up, I immediately put two hands behind his neck and pulled him until his face was very close to me.

He looked surprised, until he swallowed his saliva many times, "Dec ...?"

Her breathing became more tickling, making me impatient to ....

"Eh, uh, Dek ... What do you want?" Mas Raka widened her two eyes as I moved my lips. Ask kissed.

"Why? Tumben Mas Raka won't kiss me?" I was a little surprised by his rejection.

"Okay, Dek .. so the medicine must be routinely you drink so that it is not like this." Mas Raka tried to take off my hand grip on the back of her neck.

"Kiss first ...," I said. Pulling firmly behind his neck until his forehead hit my forehead, his nose also hit my nose. Our breaths clashed on this quiet night, but Mas Raka was uncomfortable. He pulled his face.

"Conscious, Dek .. I'm Zian," he said, distancing his face after taking my hand off.

How embarrassed I was, that face instantly turned into the face of Brother Zian! I was disappointed and angry. I hit my own head which is now covered with hair.

"Why me?! Why do I always see Mas Raka but she's not real!" I was confused, like this is a hallucination?

"Now take the medicine." Brother Zian prepared the medicine that I should drink following a glass of water.

There was no other choice, I was so tormented by all this. I took a glass of water in Brother Zian's hand, then swallowed one pill in the palm of Brother Zian's hand while crying. Convincing myself, if my husband had died, and what I saw was just a hallucination.

"Good, you will definitely be healthy again, Dek," said Brother Zian after I finished the medicine.

I nodded, my mind calmed down and went back to sleep. Wake up when the door sounds open.

The clock on the wall was four in the morning. I thought it was Brother Zian who came from the dawn prayer at the hospital musala, but ....

"Reno?"

Reno did not answer. His face looked fierce with a grin. He's standing next to my bed.

"You're surprised I came? Not Zian? And you'll be more surprised when I ...." Reno took roughly one pillow that I wore on my head.

I wanted to ask what he meant, what happened afterwards made my eyes glare, I couldn't talk and breathe! Reno smothered my face with a pillow!

"Hmmmpph! Hmmmmm!"

What the fuck? Reno, don't joke! He's not trying to kill me, is he?

I thrashed because I couldn't breathe air.

"Quiet, Faiza .. You will rest in peace. And Zian, will feel sad because his future wife will soon be stiff following Raka!" whispered Reno in my ear.

Sadistic! So he wants to kill me! My legs and hands are still flailing. Unfortunately, there's not much I can do, the lump on my face is so strong, I can't breathe!

Brother Zian ... Mom, Papa, Naya ... Doctor, nurse, help me!

"Hhhhmmm!" I wish someone would come to my aid before I die at Reno's hands.

"When I apologized in the parking lot to Zian, he believed. He also didn't know that I made your car brake blong. Do you think I would be happy at Zian's house? Do I sincerely think he'll marry you? That's why I know that everywhere you go, break your car brakes at night in front of Zian's house!"

Reno is like a demon! He's already planned everything!

"Hmmm!"

I'm not hallucinating, it's real! Reno, my best friend, wants to kill me!

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