
"Fai, man is the wrong place and forgets. Humans also have advantages and disadvantages. Ever since I sent you that letter, I know you're mad and hate me. I remind the good. I was also surprised at that time, why his wife Raka was so stubborn. Especially after the departure of Raka, you are getting fierce. I tried to understand and be patient because you were stressed after Raka died. I, forgive you .. provided that you have completely changed and not repeated the same mistake. Make the events that have passed that a lesson to be better in the future."
Brother Zian forgave me, by giving away his encouragement as well.
"Thank you, Brother." I cupped two hands in front of my chest. There is a sense of relief running through my heart. Brother Zian forgave me. Alhamdulillahot.
"Together, Fai. I know, Raka's choice can't be wrong. You're a good woman, just maybe a little spoiled and stubborn." Brother Zian cupped his two hands in front of his chest.
"Thank you again, brother. Sorry I'm scratching all the time." While scratching I looked up, at the tall tree whose fruit was thick, there was a red one and there was a black one.
"Yes, at home let the oil be given. Grandma has oil, it's been used for generations, if there are neighbors who get hives, scabs, usually ask Grandma."
"O yeah? what oil is that, brother?" I turned to look at Brother Zian's face.
"Not knowing either. The oil Grandma added real coconut oil. So it can't be finished. Maybe people in the past, take the oil from what plants, I do not understand too. I think there's a root, Fai. Usually effective in treating hives."
"Yes, Fai Cobain's later, who knows if he can be cured." I looked up again.
"Why, Fai. You want to do a juwet?" ask Brother Zian.
"Jewett? I just saw the fruit this time, brother. Because I live in the city, so I don't know fruit juwet."
"Oh, if I've been making juwet since childhood a snack. I'll climb first, yeah." Brother Zian got up and walked up to the tall tree. Then, deftly, he went up.
"A lot of red ants, Fai." Brother Zian waved his hand at his arm.
"No need if there are a lot of ants, brother," I said as I continued to look up. Brother Zian took one twig that had many fruits. The fruit is black.
"It's okay." Brother Zian rushed down. Up below in a small run towards me, handing over the juwet.
He himself then walked away from me, wagging his hands to his chest, to his back, to his hair driving away the red ants that were walking on his body parts.
"Oh, ouch!" Brother Zian jumped up and down, his hands were busy driving away the red ants.
I held back a laugh at Brother Zian's behavior. But, my laughter then came out as well. The laughter that has not graced my days since the death of Mas Raka.
Brother Zian looked at me, he laughed as he said, "It's for you I've got the ant, Fai ...."
"Who told Big Brother to take juwet!" I can't stop my laughter. Grandma looked at us and smiled.
A feeling of relief and peace further graced my heart. I forgot to scratch my itch. The burden that squeezed me seemed to disappear, my sadness was also momentarily forgotten. Why do I feel peaceful and happy here?
Brother Zian kept shaking hands on his body. I laughed until my stomach hurt.
"Move, brother, don't be there." I held my stomach, controlled the laughter to subside out of pity to see Brother Zian.
He then walked towards me. "Yes, nih .. The ants are naughty."
"Nr ...."
"Hm?"
Brother Zian looked up, his brown bead of eyes running down my face.
"That's, the ants are still in her hair." I pointed at Brother Zian's hair.
"Oh." He rubbed his hair. The red ant walked towards his ear.
"Sister, the ants are moving into your right ear. Watch in the ears!"
Brother Zian's hand turned to the ear. The ant quickly walked to Brother Zian's forehead. Brother Zian rubbed his entire face. The ant was so shrewd, it did not fall despite being touched by Brother Zian's hand.
"Here I help you get the ants, brother." I'm stepping forward. Will take the ant that walks on Brother Zian's cheek. The ant walked down right as I extended my hand.
Red ants reached the lips of Brother Zian, my fingers managed to retrieve it. Of course, my hand touched her lips. For a moment our eyes met, then we both smiled.
"This is the bad ant" I said, throwing the ant away. At the same time expel groggy is close to Brother Zian.
I took one of the juwets, ate it after sitting on the grass.
"It feels sweet, there is a little bit of asem and sepetnya. But, the more dominant the sweetness, the tolerable." I reviewed the juwets I ate.
"You likey?" ask Brother Zian.
She's looking. I also looked at him while nodding. "I like Brother."
"meaning? You like it, don't you?" ask Zian again.
"Like Brother." I frowned because Brother Zian laughed softly after hearing my answer.
"Like, Brother. You should have said that, give me a pause or a comma. If the answer likes brother .. I can-can ge-er." Brother Zian is still laughing. He was joking apparently.
I returned to take one juwet, the sentence Brother Zian made my face heat up. "I think I like the same ones who take the juice?" I asked quietly, embarrassed as well because Brother Zian laughed faintly at my words.
"Guyon, Fai. I'm happy because you like to eat juwet, uh how's Reno. When did you get married?" Brother Zian immediately changed the subject.
Why is Brother Zian still asking about Reno, did Naya not tell Brother Zian that I was not related to Reno anymore?
I didn't answer, my mood turned bad when it came to Reno.
"Sorry, Fai. Just now I was just kidding, don't take heart. Sorry if my dress is outrageous. I know, you and Reno have been friends for a long time. Reno must love you so much. You must love Reno too. You like each other and love each other. Don't forget to invite me if you want to go to the guarantee, yes ...."
Brother Zian apologized again. Maybe I was angry because of the guy.
So, Brother Zian doesn't know that I don't accept Reno?
"Me and Reno have nothing to do, brother." I'm shaking.
"Oh. Sorry, Fai. I don't know. I thought you and Reno were planning a wedding."
"No, Brother. I'm afraid of being cheated on when Reno marries, now he's still changing partners."
Brother Zian took a deep breath, as if he was relieved. "Thankfully, may you later find a partner who can take care of you, make you happy, loyal, and godly." Brother Zian looked towards the sky.
"Now that my body is sick, my face is ugly too. Who wants to be with me, men must be disgusted to see me."
I lowered my head, holding a fruit, not eating it.
"Who says no man wants to be with you? There's a fuck, Fai ...."
We looked at each other for a moment. Want to ask who wants to be with me? Shame, fear of being thought to be fishing for a conversation.
"Sister, we're home, yuk. Poor Mr. Adam alone."
Brother Zian nodded. "OKAY. Grandma, let's go home ...."
Grandma looks. "Yes, come ...."
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Grandma's preparing lunch for Mr. Adam. After that he said warm the oil for hives so that it can be immediately applied to my body.
I waited in the living room. Brother Zian took a bath, and prayed Zuhur. Out of his room, Zian was still wearing a cocoa shirt and a sarong and black skullcap. Brother Zian's face looks clean and radiant. He sat down to talk to Adam.
I have trouble controlling my eyes. As Brother Zian spoke, I looked towards him. The man was so polite, kind, and handsome. There must be a lot of women who crave it in this area. But, why is Brother Zian still single?
I smiled as Brother Zian laughed crisply at Mr. Adam's story.
Looking at Brother Zian, it felt like there was no boss. His face was set with eagle eyes covered with thick eyebrows, his nose pointed, the shape of his jaw was firm, his face was very male. Plus his body shape is good because he is hardworking.
I immediately lowered my head as Brother Zian suddenly looked at me. Didn't want to be caught if I .. started admiring him.
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