
I saw Naya almost get here. She's alone, where's Aris? I ran back, stopping at the river boundary made of cement.
"Fai, that's the river inside!" Brother Zian ran over while slightly bowing. His two hands were on his stomach.
Standing by the river with murky water, I was confused. Should I cross the river?
"Come, back!"
"Get away the ugly, don't come any closer!" my snapping. Glared, grinning at Brother Zian.
"Yes, calm down .. calm down, we go home." Brother Zian stopped not far from me. He was afraid I would jump.
What's he saying, we're going home? Oh, it's not that easy, Ferguso! I'm not going home.
"Mbak, tired of playing romp. Come, back! Real crazy!" Naya nodded, she coughed.
I'm good at swimming, I'm looking at the river water, not rippling the river in.
"Fai, don't think of jumping!" Brother Zian is sensitive, he's afraid I'm jumping.
"Zian ugly, Zian ugly!" I'm tongue-raising.
"Yes, I'm ugly. You calm down, don't jump in there." Brother Zian his legs are also like preparing to run if I jump.
"Sister Zian is handsome is ugly, it's an ugly demon, so Ma'am kicked out, Mbak must fight, do not want to be bullied by demons." Naya will come near me.
I'm a little backwards, and I'm gonna jump.
"Aarrgghhhhh! Release him! Let me jump! Let it!"
Brother Zian clasped my body from behind.
"Gewww! Just let Fai jump, brother. She doesn't shower a week, let's take a shower. How come, Brother Zian strongly hugged his smelly sister-in-law?"
Asem! Naya is even getting stuck. He seemed reluctant to hold me. Is my acting crazy less perfect? Less convincing?
"I want to jump! I'm going to bathe.iii .. hihihi, clear water, I'm I'm taking a bath, clear water!" I pointed to the river. Chuckling. In fact, in the heart of the mangkel. Both of Brother Zian's burly arms coiled up to my stomach. My two hands are held tightly.
"Clear it's in the bathroom, Fai. Come on, go home. Bathe at home, yes, not in the dirty river," persuaded Brother Zian. Exactly coaxed the young boy who was again tantrums right in my right ear.
Ck! Brother Zian's chest stuck to my back, he kept holding it from behind. Brother Zian increasingly has a chance to hold on to the reason of chasing me.
I'm sticking hard on his stomach.
"Ouch!"
Brother Zian's grip slipped off. I'm gonna jump, and I'm gonna swim across. They will lose track. That's my plan.
I'm ready ....
"Fai, stop!"
Before my feet jumped, Brother Zian caught me again. This time he was holding my two legs. Then ... happ!
With ease lifting me up, I shouldered like a sack of rice.
"Deliver! Zian ugly! Off!" I beat his back.
"God! Kasian Mas Raka's. Kasian is also Zian. Ma'am Fai nusahin," grumbled Naya following wide steps Brother Zian.
"Please! I'm going after Mas Rakaaaa ...."
Aris came with a matic motor. "Raise Ma'am, Fai, Brother. Big brother drive me home on foot."
Aris down. Brother Zian dropped me off and sat in the motorbike. I keep hitting Brother Zian. His head, shoulders and chest.
Aris and Naya helped hold my arm.
"Sir, Brother Zian is sickly being thumped on, plis ... sober up! Accept the fact that Mas Raka is gone."
Naya preached to me.
"Mas Rakaaaaa!" My tears are flowing. My life feels chaotic without Mas Raka.
Naya's up behind me. Brother Zian held the wheel of the motor, then drove it.
Sitting in the middle, too close to the person I hate so much, wants to jump off the bike. But, this is too dangerous.
Arriving at Mas Raka's house. No longer want to be carried by Brother Zian, once down from the motorbike, I ran into the house laughing. Passing through the guests, all eyes were on me.
"Kasian yes, but still young and beautiful," said one mourner with a sad look.
"Yes, hopefully it can still be treated" said another guest.
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"Shower ya, son." Papa stroked my hair that started smelling musty and very itchy like there were cuttings.
Papa's face looked pale this afternoon, he was not feeling well, still took the time to come to see me after Naya told me to run away in the afternoon.
"Mandi, Ma'am. Let the demon disappear." Naya prepared a towel and a change of clothes for me.
"Yes, yes Mama's child's spirit, let's take a bath with Mama," asked Mama gently.
My body felt sticky, worried and afraid of itching, I finally resigned when Mama and Naya took me to the bathroom.
I can't refuse. Just shut up when Mama bathes me. Naya put shampoo in my hair.
"Sir, must be clean and beautiful, will definitely be happy after marrying Brother Zian. Hm, in fact, he's my dream guy. But, if Mas Raka is the one who sent for Kak Zian to marry Mbak, I would do it!"
Ngawur!
"Aarrrrhh! Brrrr!" I just sprayed Naya who spoke carelessly.
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"Son, if you want to go home come on. Maybe this room keeps you remembering Raka. To calm down, going home is okay. Your in-laws must have understood." Mama took me home.
Actually, in the deepest heart. I don't want to go anywhere. I always want to be in this room.
But, such deep sadness, not to mention being asked to marry Brother Zian made me still want to continue being a madman. And I had to leave this house. Not to my own home. Anywhere, as long as it can ease my sadness, it can also be far from my sister-in-law.
"Would you come with us?" ask Papa. Back to take me into his arms.
Grandma and Mama-in-law also went into the room to see my condition.
I just kept quiet. Not answering any questions.
"Perhaps, Nak Faizara won't come home, sir," said Mama-in-law in response to Papa's remarks. My mother-in-law sat near me. I know he loves me very much.
"Yes, just don't run around anymore, son," Papa said. "We'll be home this afternoon, tomorrow Papa and Mama will come again."
"Yes please, we will accompany Nak Faizara, there is Zian also who is ready to take care." My mother-in-law rubbed my back.
Whahuh? Huh! Brother Zian will take care of me? I'm sick of hearing that.
Papa and Mama came home to see me calm tonight. Naya also said that, in the days ahead, she will be busy to prepare to apply for college.
One o'clock in the morning. The mother-in-law sleeping in my room looked so good. I am determined to leave this house. I wish my family wasn't worried about me.
Just carrying money and a cell phone in my pocket, I slipped out of the room.
In the dimly lit living room, Brother Zian slept on a long sofa.
I stepped as slow as I could, arriving at the living room. The door was locked, but the key was hanging there. So I could easily open the front door and run to the courtyard.
My feet climbed up the gate shrewdly, as a child, although my woman did like to climb fruit trees in my yard. So, my feet got used to it and unhindered went up to the gate.
Finally, I got out of Mas Raka's house. Between relief and nyesek too. My husband's house, the most comfortable place like my own.
I'll call someone to pick me up while walking fast. Just hand reached into pants pocket to pick up a cell phone ....
"Faizara, where are you going?"
He again, him again? Zian is like a ghost. He's already behind me.
I ran, unfortunately no taxi passed.
KAK Zian is after me. This man can't give me freedom?
The chase happened again.
I entered a narrow, deserted road.
The sound of dogs barking surprised me. The road widened, left right like an empty building.
Up ahead, there were a few men, staggering towards me.
They drunk? Pimply.
"Hey .. look, it's a passing angel!" One of them realized my existence. If I turn around, it will be easy to meet Brother Zian.
"Let's go samperin!"
My heart was racing.
"Faizara, just turn around! They're drunk, there's no road ahead!" Brother Zian came after.
Pyaaaar!
One person broke the glass bottle, from the illuminating lamp, the shards of the bottle held were pointed at me.
"Something's in the way, let's take it ....!"
The five men in front though staggered, were now walking quickly towards me.
Brother Zian grabbed my hand. "Let's run!"
Dingy. Far away running, at the end of it Brother Zian managed to chase after me. They ran away together as drunk men got closer to us. Not out of sense, I took Brother Zian's hand to my mouth and bit him.
"Ouch! Ouch, Fai ..”.
When Brother Zian's hand came off, I ran, but instead of turning around, I went into one of the empty houses. Darkened. Body shaking. Honestly I was afraid, but I was looking for a way, until being able to penetrate to the back of the house overgrown with weeds made it difficult for me to step.
Up there, the full moon illuminates.
"Fay, Faizara!!!" Brother Zian called my name.
I swear, tired. When I reached into my pants, my phone was not there!
I swore, my phone must have fallen. My body was trembling, beginning to be terrified.
“Faizara! You where!” Kak Zian's voice was getting closer, as were the voices of drunken people who might also come after him with the sound of a drink bottle they smashed against the wall. It's hideous!
They could be anarchists.
I wake up, fumbling.
“Come, we find the angel, we enjoy his body and just hit the man who followed him!”
Enjoy body?
Those drunk men scared me so much ....
Seriate