Brother-in-law Looked at my Aurat

Whole Bliss

My cigarette sucks in making me cough. Keep coughing until my chest hurts.

Reno's out of the toilet.

"Faiza's? Why smoke too?" He walked quickly towards me.

"I want to calm down, Ren." I'm back to smoking that famous brand of cigarettes. My tears welled up and then came down unstoppable.

"Faiza .. ck!"

Reno's going to take a cigarette between my fingers, but I'm clapping her hands. Trying to suck it again.

"Fai, you're always stubborn." Reno shook her head, sitting next to me. He knew what my character was like a long time ago.

I'm still coughing.

"Hm, close your lips. Stick the tongue on the roof of the mouth so that the smoke blows upwards. And blow air out of the nose to get smoke out." Reno tells tutorial smoking cigarettes.

I followed what Reno said, until I could finally smoke a deep cigarette, and exhale smoke from my nose.

"So you're also going to keep smoking, my Faiza?" Reno wiped my tears. Cupped two of my cheeks with her palm.

"Yes. It's tasty. For a moment I forgot all my troubles, Ren."

Reno laughs. "Yes that. But, if one day there's a problem with your lungs, how?"

"I don't care!"

No matter how much, my life has been ruined.

Reno and I laughed. I don't know what to laugh at. We are not clear.

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Reno ordered food and she bought me a change of clothes at a clothing store near the apartment. After dinner. We sat down on the balcony of the apartment. The view of the city at night is clearly visible from here.

This is the fifth cigarette I smoked. Starting to get used to it, maybe in the future I will be addicted.

"Didn't it hurt, your body was tattooed like that?" Reno let her sweaty upper body without clothes through the strong night wind.

"sickness. But it hurts more heartbreak because of marriage. Why, Fai? You want to get a tattoo too?" Reno chuckles.

"Taker. Want to capture the name Mas Raka in my body. Hm .. Why have you never told me about being married? Ngenes!"

Tumben Reno is covering from me, if now he's also having problems.

Reno smiled, looking at me. Those two eyes .. quickly turned to look up at the sky there.

"Because I want him to always be happy, even if not with me. He also never knew how much I felt about him, even more than myself." Reno sighed heavily.

"Well, time's up?" Pushing shoulders.

I can't believe, Reno who used to change girls can seriously love one woman.

"Can I .. Sometimes I think I wouldn't be married, if it wasn't for her." Reno turned to look at me. So deep.

I breathed cigarette smoke into his face. "Buckin!"

"Seriously Faiza, but it's a pity that she's insensitive." Reno shrugged her two shoulders.

"If you don't tell that girl, yeah she doesn't know, Ren."

"Yes, but let me fall in love alone." Reno looked at me again.

"That's so hard of you." I feel sorry for Reno.

Reno and I couldn't sleep. Long enough chatting ngalor ngidul.

Reno, despite her life of treasure, she was overshadowed by the disharmony of her family.

Her mother went with another man since Reno and her sister were still in elementary school. Less successful what his father until his mother left the papa, I don't know. Wealth cannot buy happiness.

His father was so busy, like there was no time for his family. Reno also used to see his father who was also surrounded by beautiful women without anyone to marry since his mother died. It's like coming down to Reno, like changing partners.

Reno broken home products. So often he told me how lucky I am, to have a complete family that is very affectionate.

However, it was not as Reno thought. The proof, I went from my family, wanted to find my own peace after the death of Mas Raka, also a form of veiled rejection, so that.

"Ren, have fun .. come on!" I pulled his hand to stand up.

"Ready! In what room is it somewhere else, Faiza?" Reno stood up straight.

"Get out, yuk ...." Kugandeng. Reno agrees. He got ready, put on his shirt and we got out.

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"Yuuuhuuu ....!"

I laughed as Reno sped up with his red sports car. The nostalgia of our old habits, speeding the nights on the streets was empty.

"Laughter, Faiza .. throw away your problems! We are happy ....!"

I'm still laughing. Laughter that I don't know, because my heart is crying ....

Reno, always reliable, used to be very often he became a matchmaker when I had a crush on someone. And Reno, it always works out, I've dated my dream guy a few times. Before everything ran aground, and I chose to seriously marry Mas Raka which made me crazy.

From the deserted road, the car rejoined the main road which is still crowded smoothly.

"Where are we going, Ren?"

"Take it easy, Faiza .. we go to a place where we can be happy-happy ...."

The car continued to slide and stopped at a nightclub.

"Here?" I scrunched my forehead.

"Yes, Faiza .. is guaranteed to forget about problems and fatigue." Reno opened my seatbelt. My best friend's face was so close to mine, she smiled and lowered my cheek. "Let's go down, Faiza baby."

I returned Reno's smile. "Come ...."

We used to hang out a lot, but never to a dugem place like this.

We're inbound. The rhythm of the music was so loud, the smoke filled the smell.

I jiggled to the rhythm of the disco. My broken soul, finding solace, wishes for all the rest in my heart to come out as the sweat comes out of this body.

Reno was the same, he laughed loosely while smoking to the rhythm of music. Like there's no fatigue, keep taking me ajojing.

"What do you want to drink, Faiza?"

Tired of dancing. Reno took me to sit in the bar.

"White water" I said spontaneously making Reno laugh.

"It's not exciting to be here just drinking water!" he said aloud to compensate for the sound of the jedug lagg in this room.

"Jus is?" my many.

Reno's laughter again exploded making his tender bar shake its head.

"It's not cool that juice, Fai. Every once in a while drink amazing."

"It's up to you, huh."

Reno ordered a drink, I know it's an alcoholic drink. That's why I doubt it, because it's my first.

"Try a little, will not get drunk really, Fai,” said Reno when the drink in the small glass was in front of me.

I smell it. Then bring a glass to my lips.

“Come on! It's delicious, kok.” Reno assured my doubts.

I take a little sip. It was cold at first, but then the throat burned. “Pait!”

“Still more jamu hook, try sipping again. Let's toast!" Reno pulled out a glass to be pitted against my glass.

After that, I took a little back. There is a sensation of floating in the head. I blinked my eyes. Don't want to drink it anymore.

While Reno drank it up the toilet. He asked for his glass to be filled again and again.

“Ayolah, Fai .. we enjoy tonight.”

There are some men greeting Reno familiarly.

"Who, Bro?"

"My best friend" said Reno, smiling sweetly at me.

“Beauty. After here, must have been straight to bed together,” chirped guy with earrings next door. Laughter was heard from his friends.

Reno laughed. He drank a lot, also treat his friends until they were stoned.

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Reno is heavily drunk, she I embrace to get out of the club tonight, while I also feel dizzy and hot in the stomach despite drinking a little.

I'm driving, back to Reno's apartment.

"Faiza's end is back, torch, torch!" Inside the elevator, Reno spoke indistinctly, occasionally laughing and hiccups. There was no one else but us in this elevator.

I didn't respond to him. Want to quickly get to Reno's apartment room, want to sleep immediately.

“You're happy with me, honey, hhhmmm?”

Reno turned her head, the smell of alcohol so pungent from her mouth.

“Happy, Ren.”

Arrive at Reno's room. Reno and I fell onto the soft bed until it bounced slowly.

"I Love you, Faiza .. I love you pull!"

I laugh. You drunk people, not really talking.

"I'm dizzy, Ren. Go to sleep ...." Sleeping on his back next to Reno who was also originally in a recumbent position. However, he turned tilted towards me, his hand was on top of my stomach.

“Jawab, dear Faiza .. do you welcome my cin-ta? Hmmm ...”

Reno's face is typical drunk, haggard, both eyes red. Her lips singed a smile.

“Reno .. rest, I want to sleep on the sofa.” I'm gonna wake up, Reno prevent my arm fast until I get back on my back.

“Faizara Putri Pratiwi, my first and last love .. best friend so love, hahaha .. funny-funny, I love you as much as SD.”

Reno said stammeringly. Huh huh? What say? Loved me since SD. It's weird that Reno is drunk, so I can't believe his words. I would get back up, but Reno turned around and. Before I prevented it, Reno's head stuck to my chest.

“Duh, move, Ren!”

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