
"Don't be angry, Faizara ...," said Kak Zian slowly. Her warm breath blows to my cheek. My romap fur is goosebumps. My heart raced fast. My blood flow is heating up.
Brother Zian who is right behind my body, his position is still like hugging me from behind. For a moment I was stuck and had trouble swallowing.
"Waaaa .. I'm looking for Mbak, it turns out again with Kak Zian. E cieeee, what are you guys doing? Sorry to interrupt." Naya turned out to look for me all the way to the rooftop.
I corrected my standing position after Brother Zian took off his grip. He seemed to be misbehaving because there was Naya.
"What the hell, Nay? I just wanted to fall ...."
"So I caught Faizara's body" Zian continued, scratching his hair.
"Yes, Brother. I'm the one apologizing for bothering you, please continue." Naya smiled meaningfully, she then turned around.
"Wait, Nay!" I ran towards Naya. "Let's help me clean up my clothes." Kugandeng Naya's arm. Trying to normalize my heartbeat.
"Well, why would you come down, and then Brother Zian was left alone?" Naya still looked at Brother Zian.
"Please, Deck Naya. It's okay" said Zian.
"Already, come!" The sooner I pull Naya's arm. Get down to the second floor, and enter Mas Raka's room. My heartbreak is still not normal, huh! Brother Zian is hugging! He likes to take chances in narrow-mindedness!
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I put my clothes one by one in my suitcase. It feels like seeing Mas Raka's clothes in the closet is still neatly arranged. Mama-in-law said, the clothes that are still good will be revealed.
I took one of Mas Raka's clothes and hugged her in the chest. It was as if hugging my husband, with tears in his eyes.
Naya stroked my shoulder.
"Don't be sad ...."
"I'm still like a dream left behind by Mas Raka forever." As I pleased, my tears fell on Mas Raka's shirt that I embraced and kissed.
"Sir, Brother Zian is so attentive to Mbak. Are you sure you'd prefer Reno over Zian?" ask Naya. Doubt my choice.
"I'm sad again, why talk about Brother Zian? I still chose Reno, Nay." I stick to my selfishness.
Naya helped put in some of my accessories.
"Sister Zian, he is trying to fulfill Mas Raka's last wish to keep Mbak. Ma'am who does not want to, it is very unfortunate" complained Naya.
"My decision is unanimous and inviolable, Nay."
Naya always looks disappointed to hear my words that still do not waver even though Naya reminds that Mas Raka asked Kak Zian to marry me.
"I'm the same brother Zian ...." Naya said listlessly.
"I have no pity on him, I feel sorry for myself and will seek my own happiness. So, let's talk about this topic."
Naya just sighed heavily.
Finished putting the clothes in the suitcase, I got off. The lingering in Mas's room made me even more sad.
Both of my parents were waiting in the middle room. There's my mother-in-law, Brother Zian, and Aris. It is time for me to say goodbye.
"I'm saying goodbye, Ma." My voice vibrates.
I shook hands with Mama-in-law, she hugged me while crying.
"Yes, come here whenever you want, son. You're still my son."
We both cried.
"Yes, Ma. Thank you for your attention and loving me."
"Together, Son."
I broke the hug. Wiping tears on my mother-in-law's cheek, she did the same. I shed tears on both my cheeks.
"Dek, Brother .. I say goodbye," I turned to Aris and Brother Zian while cupping two hands in front of the chest. I still have good manners, even though I'm sorry for Brother Zian, I still say goodbye to him.
We also pampered. Mama-in-law, Aris, and Brother Zian drove us to the terrace.
I brought my own car. Mama, Papa, and Naya are in the other car behind my car.
While crying, my car drove out of the gate of Mas Raka's house, directly at high speed as my race room was very crowded.
The sound of the impact was very loud and the intense pain in my legs made me instantly aware. The front of my car was hit by a bus!
No concentration of driving, plus blurry eyes with tears, out of the gate, I was able to bring the car with no braking, sliding fast, and I was too lazy, did not look left right so that the bus that was speeding up also did not have time to brake and hit the front of my car.
I'm yelling. Shocked and scared. Moreover, my car came out in smoke. My leg was pinched, unable to move. The pain is incredible.
The voices of many people, came to see. I heard Mama's scream, Papa's voice calling my name, as well as Naya's voice saying Istigfar.
The dented car door opened. Brother Zian looked up and stretched out his two hands. With a quick movement, he pulled me out of the car. Naya follows, followed by Papa and Mama.
Spontaneously, I looped my two hands to the neck of Brother Zian who ran towards Papa's car. My head is clinging to, unbearable pain in the legs.
"Hold, Fai. We're going to the hospital!"
Brother Zian looked at my face. There was concern from the two eagle eyes ....
In the middle seat, Brother Zian held my two legs, blood that kept coming out of my calf and my feet dirtying the white pants of Brother Zian.
My head leaned on Naya, she said Istigfar many times and continued to calm me down.
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"So I'll be handicapped for life, Doc? I won't be able to walk anymore?" I cried when I found out my left leg was broken. What other trials are these.
Heavy trials that persist make my soul unstable.
"Calm down, don't think negatively, rest assured your legs will recover." The doctor put on a bandage, wrapped around the sore wound.
I hold Mama's hand. Papa rubbed my head, giving me spirit. Brother Zian also accompanied in the ER.
When I was moved to the hospital room, I kept crying. Imagine a lifetime of just sitting in a wheelchair ....
Reno came, she greeted my parents, then rushed to me.
“How are you doing, Darling?” Reno asked worriedly.
“My left leg is broken, Ren. It will heal long, if it heals, chances are I will limp. Do you want to have a limp wife later?” My crying broke again.
Reno held my hand and kissed her. “As whatever your circumstances, I will accept, Faiza ...”
Reno kissed my hand again. Longtime. I know he meant what he said.
I saw Brother Zian retreat slowly, then came out. Since then, Brother Zian has not returned to the hospital.
A week in the hospital, I was allowed to go home and will be treated at home. When Mama-in-law and Aris came to visit, Brother Zian did not come. Because, said the mother-in-law, Brother Zian has returned to his grandmother's house.
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"Sir, I think Brother Zian is upset, or heartbroken" Naya said as I sat alone on a wheelchair on the side porch. Look at the roses that are blooming.
Sad, now I can't go anywhere anymore. Add the chorus because Naya came and talked about Brother Zian.
"What does this have to do with me? He wants to be upset and sad, it's none of my business. You don't see my condition is like this, even talking about Brother Zian." I'm sewot.
"Hm, so, huh? But ... Brother Zian is worried about having something to do with Mbak deh, try to see the status of his WA, Kak Zian rarely updates the status, yesterday he made this status." Naya showed her phone in front of me. I read it.
💔I'm home. May you be healthy and always happy.
As soon as fill in the status of WA Kak Zian. Like it's on me....
"Game!" I got rid of Naya's phone. For what the hell, he made WA status so? Just look for attention on me! Huh!
Seriate