Brother-in-law Looked at my Aurat

Badly Appeared

I asked to be escorted to Mas Raka's grave after Reno's apartment. I was shocked to see Reno in her room with another woman. The more doubt I have on Reno. He's not a man worthy of standing by me.

Tonight, the quiet atmosphere of the cemetery I don't care about. The night breeze brought the scent of Cambodian flowers to my nose.

Sitting at the side of Mas Raka's grave, I cried.

"Mas, no one can replace you in my heart. It's hard for me to open my heart to others. I'm disappointed in Reno, Mas. I won't accept him to be my life partner."

I spoke as if there was Mas Raka in front of me. Pouring out all my grievances while stroking Mas Raka's tombstone.

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"Bak why cry? You should be happy, can you walk again?" naya asked, catching up with me to my room because she saw me crying.

"Say everyone's house, if there's a Reno, don't let in. I don't want to see him again." I'm still sobbing.

"Did you fight with Reno?"

"No, Nay. Disappointed, Reno has not changed. He still drinks alcohol and plays women." I threw myself into the bed.

"Tuh, right! Ma'am, I'd rather be Reno's sister than Zian's sister, now Mbak's got the stone." Naya is sitting in my bed.

"Mbak is sad again, please don't make your heart even more chaotic." I covered my face with two hands.

"Yes already, may Mbak soon wake up, and .. open your heart to Brother Zian. That was Mas Raka's last request." Naya nodded heavily. Then get out of my room.

Open your heart to Brother Zian?

Instantly my head pulsates, dizzy.

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"Faiza! Faiza! Let me talk!"

Reno's voice shouted from the front of the gate.

I warned Mr. Karman my gardener not to open the door for Reno.

For an hour, Reno was still screaming. I blocked his number, but he used another number to send me a message.

[Faiza! I'm sorry, I promise I won't get drunk and won't bring another woman to my apartment]

I ignored a message from Reno by turning off my phone. If he really wanted to propose to me, he should have kept his actions from hurting me.

"If you can't accept Reno, say good to her, son. So that Reno doesn't keep hoping for you" Mama advised me. He came to the room because he heard Reno shouting in front of the gate.

"Yes, Ma." I answered listlessly.

"Let papa help you talk" continued Papa who came to the room.

I'm nodding. "Anyone who talks to Reno. Fai won't see her again."

I covered my head with a pillow.

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The next day, Papa comes to Reno's house. I waited for Papa's arrival at home restlessly.

After Papa came home from Reno, I flocked Papa with many questions. Papa said, Reno regrets what he did. And I feel sad, because I can't accept it.

I don't know what Papa talked about with Reno, since then, Reno has never contacted me again.

I'm a little relieved. I wish I could live in peace in the future.

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"Ouch!"

After that, my big toe was injured. There was itching in my thumbs and soles, then spread all over my legs and calves.

I thought it was just an ordinary itch, but as soon as I scratched, it was a direct wound. The longer it goes up the thigh. Within three days, the itching reached the chest.

Papa took me to the doctor. After checking, the doctor said only the usual allergies. For a while, I was not allowed to eat eggs, instant noodles and seafood.

I followed the doctor's advice and instructions. Unfortunately, my hives are getting worse. It hurts too. Especially when the hives get to my neck and cheeks. I screamed, my face was like an alien.

Strange hives, all the doctors I visited detected these hives because of allergies. Allergic, but how can it be so bad?

I also had a few days in the hospital, absolutely no results, even worse.

I was so panicked and sad, my whole body was scaly like a fish. No exception to my face.

Expensive care for my skin and face is useless. My glowy face is broken. I'm sure everyone who saw it would be disgusted.

The more days, I prefer to be alone, dumbass, sometimes crying all day in the room. Complaining because of the itching in my body never stopped. Horrified to see my face that is now ugly. Don't want to get out of the room, don't want to eat with my family.

I locked the room, would only open it if Mama brought food, or when Papa and Naya came with me to strengthen by comforting me.

They always give me support so that I do not despair and believe I will recover from this unusual skin disease.

My mother-in-law came to see me. I don't want to see him and won't let my mother-in-law in my room. I was so impolite to Mas Raka's mother. However, the shame is so great, I don't want my face to be a spectacle.

As the day progressed, I became more frustrated and desperate. I spent five months in my room. You can imagine, usually a day I just stay at home feeling better. Now five months of no hangout makes me feel like the luckiest and unhappiest human being in the world.

When looking out the window, there was a long rope on the garden table beside the house. Bad thoughts, what if I snare that rope to the neck?

I imagine my body stiffened from suicide. Then what good would it be if I died silly?

I shudder. While scratching the itchy parts of my body. At any moment, my two hands were busy scratching until it ached. This disease is torturing me.

"Hey ... What else did you think?" asked Naya to surprise me. His face was suddenly out the window.

"What, anyway?!" sewot me while scratching my legs, arms, up to my face.

"Any more daydreaming, huh? Open the door to his room, dong! I want to get in. Than Mbak bengong alone, fear of tambet."

My cheerful sister asked to open the door of the room. I opened it too. Naya then entered my room.

"Mbak, the pain that Mbak suffered, could be the doom because Mbak is arrogant, often said harshly that hurt others. Try to start closing the aurat, also do not be selfish. Speak softly.” Naya knows. Hearing his words, I felt like I was the worst human being. It is said to be the punishment of all.

"Nay, Ma'am doesn't need to be advised if the edges are wrong."

Naya laughed a little. He took the powder for hives, helped sprinkle the powder onto my arm and rubbed my arm without any disgust.

"Sir, it could be like that. Try Ma'am sincerely apologizing to Sister Zian ...."

"Cock bring Zian's sister?" I glared at Naya. "Don't he have bad intentions and then send a witchy witch to get me hives!"

I was angry when my mind concluded so.

"Astagfirullah .. don't suudzon dong. With hives like this should be self-introspection. Who knows, this is because Mbak does not want to fulfill Mas Raka's last request."

Naya's scaring me.

"you mean? I'm supposed to accept Brother Zian, is that it? Ohhey!" I shake my hand.

“Iya, who knows if Mbak married Kak Zian, Mbak's disease can be cured.” Naya's eyes glanced.

“What does it have to do try? Dah, lah ... do not associate this disease with marriage!”

Seriate