Boyfriend Lies

Four Eyes

Instead of going back to duty, I'm following the whim of a shitty guy. Sitting face to face at the cooperative, where he used to rest during school.

The heart does not stop beating fast. A close encounter made me miss our memories of that time. Of course, deep down there are a million questions to ask. Good questions about health, diet, daily life, to the difficulty while in the hospital.

His face did not look fresh. Many times the difficulty of swallowing saliva, until the mineral bottle was left half the contents. It is certain that his condition is not okay.

"okay ...." He began to open the conversation after clearing his throat a few times. "Where do we start?"

"Whatever," I replied quickly. I've made up my heart not to run away. As for the topic I want to discuss, I leave it to him. Too much to talk about, so confused determine the top priority.

"Where did I start."

Well, right, he himself invites a confused break. Especially me. As a result of not wanting to buy time, I gave him great input. "Let me reason, why that time was lame."

"Break," error.

"Hm ...." Whatever. Break the cake, break the cake. To me the point is equally livability.

"No, it really means. You didn't listen to the chat from brother."

I started to look lazy. It had been an initiative to ask, but he was not open either.

"Mean it if brother chat it—"

"If you really want to improve your relationship, please re-clear!"

Given such decisiveness, he immediately nodded in agreement. "OKAY. Brother obviously let it be more legitimate."

He took a deep breath, before finally giving me an explanation. "Not a day, two days you think about break. Long before you came to the boarding house, brother already wanted to invite you to break."

Ah, there's been a long time since it turned out. I think just yesterday he was thinking about a breakup.

"Not because there is playing with girls or no taste. Brother paused because you .. were too harmed."

Quite the opposite, right? I wanted to interrupt, but I still held it. He has to talk everything.

"Let's think about this, Ra! During LDR, you always miss a lot of your brother. Can't tell you all the time. Until you have nothing to wait for. You who used to be spoiled turned into a versatile. I never asked for anything, never asked for anything. In that sense, you have sacrificed a lot. Try now brother asks, is there a relationship like this? Is there a relationship that harms the other side?"

"A-there," I replied with trembling lips.

"Ada?"

"Hm ...." I'm nodding. "We're proved." A single tear fell along with the speech.

"But, Ra ... you're too kind, too active, and you feel like you're failing to make yourself happy. Sister—"

"Try, deh, the mind set is replaced," as I. The one who was pensively begging me spoke more. "Not feel guilty. Don't make people's relationships a benchmark because we're different from them." My breath was restrained, along with a stifling chest.

"For God's sake, I'm happy with you. Brother is not there for me, no problem. Brother can't set the time, let me give up. I can take my time, hold my miss, and samperin brother if you are not very strong. I never feel a loss. I can be a part of my brother's fight."

I wiped my tears before continuing. "Pas yesterday asked for a break. Honestly, I was surprised that I couldn't say anything. I keep thinking, where is my fault? I'm less what? I thought about everything, but found no answer. I feel like I've given my best."

He was silent for a moment because his eyes were glazed over.

"Everything I love you for" pointed me in his face. "It's hard to say, thank you for always being there. Thank you always, dear. Thanks for waiting for brother. Thank you for coming to Kos-an. Is it hard to say that, brother? I don't need anything. I just want you to hold on, though. Is that so hard? Why even break me with the same tired words of this relationship? Which side is it?"

"So, I'm wrong to say, honey," she said with trembling lips. "Not intentionally speaking."

"Why even think of a break, anyway? Every day, Dara thinks of ways to make her brother comfortable. Why do you even think of hope?"

"Aren't you just afraid you're lonely."

I nodded, sighed, then spoke again. "Aren't you thinking that this is a test for our relationship?"

"Once, there was a thought there."

"Why not survive?" Throwing the question he did not answer, instead looking down deeply.

"Sister" I said after managing to not cry anymore. "If this phase, we lose. What about the other phases?"

"Udah. Don't drive. Don't talk about it anymore."

Unfortunately, I wanted to prolong the problem. "We don't fit, do we?"

"No ... no .. no!" Her mask. "We match. Still fits. Sorry, yes. Hm?"

"No need to apologize. I'm the wrong—"

"What's wrong, brother?" Sure you won't apologize?

"Bad wrong. The wrong sister. Brother thinks strange. Brother don't watch the words. My brother made his own decision. Brother made you sad."

"That's all?" The adek call so you, what's the story?

"Hm ...." He even thinks hard. "Otherwise, sweetie?"

I exhaled.

"O-okay .. okay .. okay." Started to panic. "Sister is sorry. For yesterday's mistake, brother apologized. Like you said, you should say thank you very much. Brother ... big brother promised not to make strange decisions again. Uda, huh? Don't sulk anymore, huh?" He who looks expectantly makes me anxious.

"Darling?" he wanted to hear the answer right now. "Connect, huh?"

"Why is it better? Don't you want to break until you finish prakerin?"

"That was yesterday, Ra. Gosh darn. Now different. Now nyesel. Not strong should be separated for a long time. Promise is better, huh?"

"No, ah!" I'm shaking.

"Cock, no? We, right, have discussed everything."

"There's still nothing that hasn't been discussed." I can't possibly miss a single thing.

"OK, massage. Want to talk about it, especially?" His face turned tense.

"Sister feeling. Still same or—"

"Yes!! Always same. Always love Dara." He shouted while patting the chest.

"Surely still the same? Then why is the call so you? Didn't you call me adek?"

He's bleeding heavily. "So from now on, you call Adek. Yesterday again sprain, so call you."

"Well, why be a sprained sister?" Wonder, huh!

"Yes, how have you tried? I didn't reply to a chat, didn't answer the phone. How would you like to explain everything?"

"Yes, effort, dong. Is that time to give it up?" Basic, mental beans!

"Employment, dear. So hard work brother to nanya Kak Soraya."

"Sir Soraya?" My eyes narrowed.

"Yes. I've run out of ways to persuade you to talk. As a result, ask Soraya's sister."

"Keep he answer what?" Never mind, there are things the same as the gift at that time.

"Soraya's sister told you to abstain."

"Huh?"

"If the good way can not make Dara talk, it means having to lure her emotions to want to talk. I see, he said."

"Oh, pantesan ...." I get it now. "Pantesan from yesterday was loud. I'm trying to fight boxing."

"He-he-he." He grinned the horse. "Depress, dear. Don't know what else to do, so practice all the advice."

"Hah, Brother Soraya shouldn't be following along. Let brother be more desperate to think of a way."

"But made my brother desperate?"

"Yes, Iah! Brother also had the heart to make Dara upset yesterday."

"Cie .. upset." He's even a pleasure. Like I was saying the wrong thing just now. "Udah mending better, yuk! Let's not be equally upset anymore."

"But sister has to promise Dara first."

"What promise?"

"Promise not to hide anything from Dara."

"okay." She smiles. "Silver promise will not reveal any problems from Adek."

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