Boyfriend Lies

Expires

I've decided to order and eat myself in the cafeteria. Skipping the favorite rice field stalls and willingly queuing with others in front of the cow leg whipped noodle stalls. Especially today, I want to sip noodle soup which will be given sambal three to four tablespoons. Stomach problems we can feel later, but most importantly and foremost now, I have to eat spicy-spicy ones so that the stress in my head is gone by half.

While waiting, my phone suddenly shook, displaying a pop-up message from the WhatsApp app. Bagas is the suspect who sent the message.

From :Ab :Ab _______________________________

Food grab at the cooperative

His language style has changed. This morning he was still warm. Many send kebucinan emoticons. It is very different from now flat and impressed to rule. I did not want to expect much, especially because his ex was so determined to pull Kak Bagas home. Ah, instead of me bothering her who was thinking, I better miss Bu Esther's lunch.

From :Ab :Ab _______________________________

Awaiting yes. Brother wants to say something.

My breaths snorting. Inevitably I lifted my leg from this half-way line. Intention of the heart wants to eat spicy was diverted for a while. I need to meet him at the cooperative quickly. Hearing the topic he was about to discuss, thankfully that Kak Bagas had been able to decide his choice, and ensure a relationship with me.

So haunted by curiosity, I ran out of the cafeteria area, down the classroom aisle, and through the backyard. Just a few steps to the cooperative.

The rolling door that I could already see was clear, unexpectedly presenting a beautiful scene. So beautiful, I was stunned with a claustrophobic heart. Inside the store, behind the storefront, I saw the man who was the fake boyfriend hugging the ex. The title is a fake girlfriend, but seeing things this small my breath can be restrained. The sensation is like seeing a real girlfriend hugging another girl.

My eyes blinked a few times, a body that trembled as much as I could withhold it by clenching both hands. One second, two seconds, three seconds, I count them in my heart. Even up to the fifth second, the hug had not yet been let go. I, who was aware and understood the situation, took a step back slowly. My job here is done. I have more than enough to help him. It's time to get our relationship back to where it was.

While walking, my hand reached into the phone, opened the messaging app earlier, then typed a few words there.

^^^For : Abang ^^^^^

^^^Kak Bagas, thank you for 25 days full of sensation. Dara felt the time we lived really-just like riding a roller coaster. Dara also does not think that our goals can be achieved quickly. No need to wait a month, the former ranks have returned to their respective hugs! So, with this Dara declared herself to resign from the presence of her brother. Lasting continues the same Shafiranya, do not let him go for the second time.^^^

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After school, I did not leave my room. Choose to stretch yourself while staring at the ceiling of the room with an erratic feeling. Every now and then the water dripping at the end of my eyes, I rubbed slowly. There's nothing sicker than seeing Arfan cheating on you. I just found out today, after finding Kak Bagas hugged and hugged Shafira.

As if the wound wasn't enough for me to receive, Bagas also sent a reply to the message I sent earlier this afternoon. I've read it over and over again. Even when I took a taxi home, I did not stop reading it. I've read it many times, but it feels the same. My chest is even tighter. He was injured and did not know what to do.

"When Arfan shot Cecil, I wasn't completely destroyed" I murmured, wiping away tears.

Feeling like I wanted to be hurt more deeply, I re-read the contents of the message sent by him.

From :Ab :Ab _______________________________

Thanks to Dara too

I'm sorry too

The sudden knock on the door disturbed my hermit activity. A little lazy my head looked up slowly, found the figure of Bi Inah—the laundry and iron had already looked into the room.

"Mbak Dara, that's .. anu, in front of the guests."

I immediately moved, changing the position of the fall by sitting upright facing Bi Inah. "Who's coming?"

"Sorry, aunty doesn't know, who's obviously a guy, handsome, tall, white—"

"Better down now!"

Fervently fighting me down from the bed, looking at the mirror for a while to make sure the face is not messy.

"Udah was told to come in, right?" I made sure in passing.

I can't wait to meet guests, I get through two steps each. Stupidly in this wounded condition, I still expect the arrival of Kak Bagas. I was so eager to hear the explanation about Shafira and the contents of the message even though the meaning was clearly captured.

But it seemed, that hope was wiped out and shattered. The figure waiting for me in the front room was not Kak Bagas. He's Arfan, the one who was expelled by Mami, coming back.

My mood's falling apart. Inevitably, even though I felt disgusted, I still sat myself in the position facing him. "Gapain come here?" ogah-ogahan.

"You look at your condition."

Surprisingly, the speech was caught more as a mockery than a sense of pity and pity.

"Gue's fine!" My lie is not that he wants to have fun on top of this suffering.

"Ra, you're lying" he said. "Your eyes are fat, you must be crying."

"Yes, what do you care?" spray me for getting caught red-handed.

"Can you, Ra, be a little polite? You usually call me brother. Why is it different now? It must be Bagas, right?"

I gulped roundly before answering his question. "Don't take her!"

My eyes are squeaking. "What do you deserve to be respected?"

Ah, I only realized that Arfan was present at the right time. I can completely burn out the burning heart.

"Ra, give me a chance. Once, aja!" talk about not being on time and on target. "This is the first time I've ever made a fatal mistake, right?"

"Do you know wrong, why are you still lahalin?" I remember, Arfan had never told me the real reason.

"I'm tempted" he replied, which confused me. "Little things you never love me."

"Virginity?" guess what, even if I doubt.

"No," he argued. "Kiss."

Hearing that, I suddenly lost my mind and was unable to speak.

"Ra, I'm bosen. Three years together you just hold hands and hug, doang. I was curious, knowing how it felt, and it just so happened that Cecil was there. He wants, keep mau—"

"I disgust him," I said as flat as possible.

Arfan jerks. She must have been surprised because I've turned 360°. I'm no longer the Dara she used to know.

"If you nyari who can satisfy lust, mending back again to Cecil."

Arfan. He got off the sofa, walked while kneeling towards me. "Ra, please! I'm kapok. For God's sake will not be repeated again. After knowing it feels normal, I really don't want to."

"Go there," my tepis who was getting disgusted.

"Come, Ra. I'm willing to break up with him."

"Byeah! I, don't I ever tell you to make an end. Yes, bring it back again, aja. Who knows if he still wants to," my cerocos is so light in the mouth.

"Ra, please love me a chance. If you refuse me because you care about Bagas, it's free! Trust me the same. Free you defend Bagas. He will not come back with you. He's got Shafira. Only Shafira had her heart from the beginning to the end."

Hearing that, my heart was broken again. I who could not resist the tight vibration, ended up cupping both faces and crying as it was.

"By!" call him while holding both my shoulders.

"Let go" I refused in a muffled voice.

"Ra, reverse with me, huh? I'll do everything to make the mistake of yesterday."

"Geez!" my screams were interrupted by sobs. I am getting tired of hearing his voice. "How many times do I have to say? I don't want to reverse it. I don't want to be the same."

"Whom do you want to be with?" Arfan yelled back. "Bagas has Shafira."

"Yes, I don't care" I cried even more hysterically. Bi Inah who was on duty in the backyard also followed to the front room to see this excitement.

"Relieve, Dara! Someone else has it!"

"Lo should be aware! I said I didn't want to, still forced." The index finger was already pointing towards his face.

"I'm the only one you can andelin! I'm the only one who can be happy with you, Dara."

"Generic!" my snapping. It's time to end this. "Go from here!" My index finger has switched, leading to the open door.

"Ra?"

"Go from here," I repeat more steadily.

Arfan was speechless, seemingly taking a breath, then nodded to budge. "Okay, I'm leaving." The backpack he kept on the guest sofa, back he sidelined to both shoulders. Before walking, he still took a moment to look me in the face, and said, "May I ask you one question?"

"What?" I still have gas.

"If time can be repeated, who would you like to avoid? Me or Bagas?"

"Not both," I replied spontaneity, straight from the heart.

"Why kayak, is that it?"

"If you do not betray, Bagas is not necessarily present in my life."

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