Boyfriend Lies

Sucks Gossip

Which one said he wanted to slap Arfan? Speech Sonia Kak can not be held. Instead of going to Arfan's house, he asked me to go to Sweet Bowl.

I looked at his face that was drowning in a cell phone. Occasionally his frowning forehead with fingers dancing agilely on the screen. My breath is heavy. "I can trust him!" When viewed from the look on my face, it was obvious I was the most messed up tonight, but why am I also the one in line to take an ice cream order? Totally inexhaustible with the behavior of Brother Sonia.

My number was finally called. Not wanting to stand any longer, as fast as lightning I took the tray containing our order, then walked towards the table selected Sonia Brother. Even until I sat down in front of him, Sonia's vision did not switch from her phone screen. "Liatin what, anyway? Really serious?" I can't bear to question that.

"I.G Posts your school's Making Club."

"Huh?" My mouth opened while winking. What did Sonia read it for?

I took a bribe of ice cream, let it sit for a few seconds until it felt cold and smudged in the mouth.

"There are rumors about you!"

"Seriously?" I screamed because I heard it. Not wanting to be swallowed by curiosity, my hand grabbed Sonia's cell phone. My thumb picked out one post that contained a video clip this morning.

"Fan Bang Arfan who is not willing Bang Arfan happy." As soon as the sentence written in the statement column.

Mouth gaping. The mind feels empty for a moment. The round scene in the canteen was again seen in plain sight. I didn't expect my courage to stir up painful speculation. Why is it written here fan Arfan? I'm obviously her lover.

Video footage stopped and the screen spontaneously changed showing the three photos uploaded by the account. It was about this morning apparently. The first photo contains the Arfan shot to Cecilia, the second photo there is my face plastered in the middle of them, and the third photo again shows the faces of Cecilia and Arfan holding hands after I ran out of the cafeteria.

There is more crowded than seeing my lover declare love to other women, which is seeing the cruel perception of netizens who do not know the truth. The captions written are longer than the description on the video uploaded earlier. My lips tried to singly smile even though my eyes were already heating up and almost glazed.

"Congratulations for the most WAH couple of the year. Not surprisingly, yes, the new school year OSIS our love is a luxury surprise. The ship that from the first entry into SMK is said to be meong cucok finally sailed, gais! Not really, you guys? Yes, even though there was an ugly pebble that suddenly entered while angry.

Honestly Mimin sprain the same, tuh, girl! Udah, mah, new boy, take a distance again. He said that Bang Arfan was his ex! HA! Bang Arfan has always had a girl, but she is not the one and not from SMK Pharmaceutical Nation. Tomorrow Mimin will upload the results of Bang Arfan's clarification about, tuh, girl, yes! Yuk, we rame-rame out selfish fan let our couple last until graduation. Congratulations again to Cecilia and Bang Arfan."

I put the phone back on the table and pushed it in front of the owner. I dare not look directly into Sonia's eyes. My smile slowly faded. This kind of situation made me want to go back to drowning myself in the room. I don't want everyone to look at me with pity.

Unexpectedly, Sonia's sister who I thought was cute and annoying slowly clasped her hands on the table. He squeezed it slowly as if he was signaling our eyes to meet. I said, starting to dare to raise my face. Brother Sonia smiled, her eyes flashing softly accompanied by a nod. "Everything is gonna be okay." Her gentle and deep comfort rendered me powerless to hold back tears. My head nodded, agreeing that the storm must have passed.

"You're strong, you can, you're not wrong. The key is diem and let them talk as if they know everything" he said still strengthen me.

About silence, maybe I can do it, but to be strong and be able to face everything, I feel unsure of my own abilities. I was afraid to go through the day and grow up in a new school with a bad stamp.

"Now we go home, take a real break, keep getting up again to make it all go."

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For three days I locked myself in my room. My condition is getting worse. Already no appetite, swollen eyes and headaches. My problem is not that easy to be considered finished. Comments from various classes have filled the upload of Club Mading. Some even purposely dragged my Instagram ID. As a result, many new followers who blaspheme every moment I ever uploaded there. Not quite there yet, they also sent me a direct message. Hate speech was already scattered, so I chose to lock the account temporarily.

Unfortunately, it's not just Instagram that makes me uncomfortable. WhatsApp feels the same. Class groups are no longer used to discuss important tasks or information. They are now confident discussing the scandal that happened to me, without thinking about my feelings that are still incorporated into being an admin there.

The act of reading online messages suddenly stopped because my room door was opened slowly. I didn't react much when I found Sonia's sister coming. He knew this big matter so willingly accompanied me in the past three days. He also did not forget to bring me some bags of snacks purchased after going home from college.

"Tomorrow in, you know!" Remember because I promised to use the doctor's letter for three days. "Mami was surprised. Break up in love, really, until it's this bad the gala."

Both my parents were deliberately not informed of the details. They only know that I'm sick like this because Arfan decided suddenly. It's a big danger, if they find out that my case is this complicated.

"Okay, ah! The situation hasn't improved." I looked back at the phone showing the scathing comments in Arfan's clarifying video two days ago.

"That's what else?" he asked after sitting next to the bed.

I replayed the video that has been watched hundreds of times because Sonia's sister has not seen it. My phone was held tightly, his eyes glaring watching the man on the screen who was giving a lie-filled clarification.

"Hello, this is Arfan Wiguna. I intend to give clarification about Dara Dwiana who had hit the shooting event at that time. As per the rumors, we are close. It's been a while, yeah, it's probably been almost three years. Our breakup was long gone, long before I got close to Cecilia. He's a good guy, but I found twice as good as him, Cecilia. I hope that after this clarification is uploaded, you guys stop blasphemy both. Neither Dara nor Cecilia, neither of them were third. Thank you, please support me to keep my lover's love!"

"Anjai! How, he's changed drastically, anyway?" Brother Sonia commented accompanied by a gawking face.

I could only exhale heavily because I did not understand Arfan's sudden change of attitude. As I recall we were fine, it was a reason that made it difficult for me to accept reality.

"Bad, he is, he is." Brother Sonia's head shook indistinctly. "Fuck!" it looks like it's not enough. "Udah, now you have to be cured. Show your healthy face to everyone let them know that you can live without Arfan!"

"The truth is, I'm in trouble without him."

"Lebay, you!" Stab Sonia's sister on my shoulder hard. "Please! Don't sneeze! There are many guys in this world. Time to find another girlfriend. The world won't improve if you keep hiding. Brother, right, I told you that you were a victim, not wrong at all. Why are you the one who's embarrassed to make a smile, anyway?" His tone was shrill when speaking, maybe anxious with me who did not show mental development even though he had been locked up for three days.

"But, isn't it Big Brother who told me to make diem?" I remember what he said to me when he had ice cream that night.

"Yes, emang. Netizens if you already believe one side of the story, will not want to accept the defense of people. So, the key is diem, aja, but do not be self-hugging as well. Instead, you must prove it with an attitude that gossip is not true. You have to show everyone that you're not Arfan's fan."

"Where are you trying to prove it?" I'm dead-end, here! Need the intake of spirit nutrients and solutions in order to support yourself properly.

"Revenge, dong!"

"Yes, how is it?" I grumbled out of curiosity.

"Find a new guy! You should look for one that is twice as good as Arfan. A more handsome, charming, and intelligent oblige anyway."

My head shook with hands shaking in front of my face. "There's nothing more than Arfan."

"There! Lo, her, aja, who have not yet met," cried Sonia's sister even louder. "Come, Ra! You can definitely find a guy who's five times more beautiful than Arfan."

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