Boyfriend Lies

Pain but Not Bloodless

I spurred twice as fast as Riska and Putri. They followed me from behind, but did not keep pace even after my steps. As a result, I first arrived at the cafeteria area.

The large number of people standing on the spot blocked my vision completely. I can't find Arfan. I can't reach anyone because of this density. The search for my lover stopped as Riska's hand pulled my arm away from the doorway.

"What?" I snapped unconsciously.

"Quiet down! You need to relax!"

"Where can it be?" spray me because Riska's words don't make sense.

How can I calm down? How can I relax? My guy is being bullied by rumors, he's expressing love to another woman. Just hearing it made me burn fire. I have to see it for myself to judge this whether I believe it or not.

Riska kept holding my hand until I obeyed her orders. Can't wait to see Arfan, I ended up resigned and obeyed him. I slowly took a breath and exhaled, repeating it a few times. Riska noticed before finally saying, "Yuk! I'm going there."

I was accompanied by Riska, penetrating the crowd of children who witnessed something in their midst. That is what the princess said. So clearly I saw Kak Arfan standing face to face with the upperclassman who at that time gave the key to his motorbike.

Wait a minute, I feel deja vu. Brother Arfan who stood face to face, his smile wide and charming, surrounded by many people cheering. The expression even felt the same. My heart throbbed believing this I've experienced before.

I was also in the position of Cecilia. Her happy red hue, eyes shrinking due to a wide smile accompanied by hands clutching a bouquet of flowers. Obviously, this is like the love shot that Brother Arfan did to me in Junior High.

Cheers from everyone accompanied my steps to approach those who were happy. Instantly I felt the atmosphere around me turning silent and piercing my movements. Brother Arfan, who was aware of my presence, slowly took his eyes off the woman.

My breath's choked. No, more precisely stuck. This chest is heavy for taking up air supply. My eyes won't move from his face. Instantly my feet fell with trembling hands.

Not a single word was broken. We just stared at each other. He lightly blinked and gave me no excuse or defense whatsoever. I who was in the position of being dumped found it difficult to close the eyelids of goods for a minute. I was afraid that if my eyelids came down, tears would fall.

First of all, my spit was swallowed even though it was difficult and bitter. The second step before asking for certainty, namely adjusting your breath and trying hard to walk closer.

"This ... what?" I asked without a sound, but I was sure that Arfan could clearly catch my words just now. My eyes started to heat up, but he hasn't explained or given me a decision yet.

Not wanting to look at the same thing. My gaze quickly turned towards Cecilia. I wish there was a little support from him for me. Wish he could position himself for a minute to become a Dara. But, it seems, my hope is in vain. Neither Arfan nor Cecilia's side, they seemed to have no interest in protecting my pride from everyone's astonished gazes.

"Become!" An unexpected call from someone who still feels special. For the first time in three years he's mentioned my name.

Surprisingly, just hearing him say my name, this heart suddenly broke. Brother Arfan has changed and everything is impossible to return to how it was.

"Know my heart's new choice, Cecilia."

Huh!

My mouth grinned even though both eyes were glazed over. Dara, I, Cecilia. Ah, it all sounds like shit. My heart felt hot. Instead of retreating, I instead held on while upholding my body. "Why is it like this?" I was still unable to raise my voice.

"I choose him who is more mature, independent, fun to talk to and pleasing to the eye."

My heart was burning with fire. Especially when he heard everyone whispering with a look of disgust. Truly, I felt seen as a third person by them, when in fact it was my relationship, which was infested with flies and a third person.

I don't accept being treated like this. For a moment I gathered courage, took a deep breath, then exhaled hard. I looked at the face of someone who said it was pleasing to the eye. My mouth grinned at him. Without further ado I immediately shouted, "Greetings, yes, Cecilia!"

My surroundings turned to jerks. Maybe they were surprised because my courage was big against the upperclassman who was kasmaran. But I don't care anymore. I've been gasping for revenge so hard. "Thank you, you know, already want to find Dara's used goods. Hope your relationship lasts, yes! Careful, you know, put the horses on! Afraid of getting karmic, Arfan does jablay thing."

......***......

The clock on the nightstand points to the number ten. Counting eight hours I fell asleep after crying for fate for about two hours. My head feels dizzy and heavy not playing. My swollen eyes are hard to open wide. I looked at the window of the room that had appeared dark at night.

The knocking of the door sounded, but I ignored it. My eyes kept staring at the dark sky. The shadows of Kak Arfan's face again adorned the eye peluk. I still don't think, anyway.

"Ra, sick?" Mommy who came, turned on the room lights, and looked at me for a moment. "What pain, son?" Mami started walking closer to the bed, touched my forehead, then pensive. "Not hot, you know. Are you getting caught again?"

"No," I said hoarsely as a result of crying all day.

Mama doesn't talk anymore. He walked over to close the room curtains. "Well, if you don't get sick and don't get sick, it means more upset. Yeah, well, mommy, bring her food here."

I still didn't say anything, letting Mami go without closing the door. A few seconds later, someone came up with a tray filled with dinner and mineral water.

"Definitely broke up, right?" Someone's voice began to sound.

My tongue's clucking. I was being lazily bullied, but Mami deliberately sent Brother Sonia here. Hah, why is it good to stay away from me today?

"What alesanya?" That chatty man is already sitting on the edge of my bed.

"There are more mature, independent, cool to talk to, just as good to look at." Stupidly, I still answer honestly the question even though knowing soon that ejected from Brother Sonia's mouth was a mockery.

"Oh, yeah, it's. If the alesnya carry physical means you are not able to reverse."

Told me once my eyes were hot again. The nose starts to runny again. I looked at Sonia without speaking.

"Gini, you know, Deck. Brother squirms Arfan, tuh, actually mature. This way, mah, he's holding up your attitude, Ra. You, right, are late. Anything has to go together."

My eyes became glazed because Sonia's sister said there was a point.

"Three years, he already loves the best, you know, for you. Maybe he is now saturated, continue to coincidentally meet the thinking in line, so immediately moved, that is, aja. You ever see him having breakfast or lunch with his friends?"

My head spontaneously shook. As long as there was me, Arfan never did that.

"Yes, it really means. He's the same as your relationship, aja. He's like he needs another option. Understand, don't you?"

"Yes, but why did I have to leave me in front of everyone?" I started crying considering what happened this afternoon.

"Eh, what? Where did he send you?" Sonia's sister widened her eyes.

"In the cafeteria" I replied with both hands covering my face. "He shot the girl first, just killed me." I was whining.

"Eh, fuck that bastard! Kirain is real. If you like, then it means that behind you he is the same deck, tuh, *****! Believe me, I can't possibly shoot! They must have had a sticky phase first." Brother Sonia looks more anxious than I experienced it. "Udah, no!" His hands stretched out to wipe my tears. "Yok, mending with brother!"

"Where?"

"Slap the Arfan, come on!"

......***......