Black Stain My Husband

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Nearly an hour Zahra lay beside Aidin. Enjoy the burly arms that keep stalling under his head. He occasionally stared at the handsome face not far from his cheeks. 

Regular breathing sounds, it is certain that the man has fallen asleep to the subconscious. 

Trying to close his eyes that began to sleepy, but can not also. 

I should be able to. 

Trying to harmonize his heart and lips about the expression of Aidin who had brought Fathan in the orphanage, but pity even enveloped him. Imagining a baby who has not been able to anything is less attention and blah blah blah. Her chest was too hard to imagine if it all happened to her family. 

"Mas.." Said in a soft voice. Develop Aidin slowly. 

There is no answer, it seems the husband is really exhausted to not respond.

Zahra lowered Aidin's hand which was piercing his stomach. Waving the blanket slowly, do not want to disturb her husband who is several days busy taking care of her and Mr. Herman. 

I have to ask Darren. 

Having just lowered his legs, a hand from behind coiled back on his stomach. 

"Where to go, baby. I told you I needed something to wake me up." A heavy voice greeted accompanied by body movements that touched his back. 

"You get out, I'm thirsty for milk."

Aidin sat down on the edge of the bed. View the clock in the nightstand. It turned out to be nine at night local time, but his eyes were already heavy to open. 

"What are you drinking out here?" 

"Outside, same snack, yeah." 

Aidin nodded, lifting the slender body without permission. Then sit him in the dining room. 

Prepare a glass of warm milk according to order and a healthy snack that he deliberately bought. Because, Aidin never forgets Zahra who likes snacking at night. 

Seen from far away Keysa came out of the room. Followed by Aidin who looks neat. 

"Where are you going, brother?" ask Aidin without coming closer. 

"To the hospital, want to take care of papa's return, you don't have to come."

"Sister," call Zahra to stop Darren's move. As usual, he could not keep the anxiety and had to be expressed immediately. 

"Do you want to nitip something?" Every time Zahra is concerned, Darren looks serious. Not only Aidin, he was also guilty of making the woman suffer. And now must redeem in a way to make him happy and fulfill all his desires. 

Zahra shook her head, her lips were still too hesitant to say, but she could not continue to be silent. "It's about Fathan, if he's not supposed to take care of his own family." 

Subduing his head, fearing that Aidin was angry with his words. The fact is yes, even though it does not reveal with words, the man's face suddenly turned red. 

Darren pulled out a chair and sat facing each other with his sister. Keysa sat down next to her husband. They did not understand Zahra's calm mind. In fact, the entire family of Aidin was already uncomfortable with the presence of the baby, the woman even asked him to be treated. 

"I mean that he gets a better place and a better education" he added, not wanting Aidin and Darren to misunderstand his goals. 

"It's okay, give an opinion?"

Aidin's anger instantly vanished hearing the innocence. I don't know, Zahra always just stirred up the soul with her funny behavior. 

"It's okay, honey. But your opinion is not accepted." Aidin opened his voice. He had pity on Fathan, but whatever he could do, to keep Zahra's heart he couldn't make the wrong decision. Given Delia's words, her life was only one and should not be wasted. 

Zahra scratched her non-itchy head. Staring at her husband and sister-in-law in turn. It seems like they had planned it without her knowledge. 

"Now you rest, think of nothing but Zea." 

Leaving the dining room followed Keysa from behind. 

"I just feel sorry for Fathan lo, Mas. I don't mean anything. What if it happens to our daughter, you'll definitely __" 

Skunks 

Zahra could not continue her words that had been arranged on the tip of her tongue because Aidin had silenced her with a kiss. Maybe then Zahra will be silent and not protest again with his decision. 

No fight, no reply. Zahra held back her body that was shaking violently. His heart rhymed faster to the point of making him dumbfounded. 

Uh, what the fuck. Have I gone mad. 

Zahra's face blushed for a moment. Both of his hands tightly gripped Aidin's arms. Drown in a moving atmosphere. 

Keysa who had just closed the front door had to take off his shoes. Walk sagging. He did not want to dissolve the beautiful moment, and chose to go straight to the room. 

Almost five minutes into enjoying the chewy thing in front of him, Aidin let go of his kiss. Then embrace the woman. 

"I feel sorry for him too, but I have to do this. Understand that I can no longer live in the shadow of the past. Even though he's not my son, it will still remind you of Amera." 

"Do you still love him?" ask Zahra to investigate. 

Aidin took off his embrace. Looked into the wife's eyes. 

"You think?" 

Zahra shrugged both of her shoulders. Although he was convinced that the man in front of him did not love his ex anymore, there still had to be a definite answer. 

"Who knows your heart is only you, I can only guess, even if it's true."

Sipped her milk until it ran aground to eliminate her panic. Then grabbing the snack in front of him, unmitigated Zahra immediately started devouring it while waiting for Aidin's explanation. 

"If I still love Amera, there's no way I'd be desperately looking for you. Even I was critical and treated for a few days just for wanting to meet you. Late at night in front of Delia's mom's house. I want to make sure you're there."

Zahra slowed down her chewing, digesting every word Aidin said. 

"Did mommy's men hit you a lot?" Zahra made sure. 

Aidin nodded. "But it doesn't matter to me, as long as I can see you're okay. But mama Delia still won't tell me where you are."

It means my mom lied to me, she promised not to hurt Aidin anymore, but she turned out to disavow him. 

A little annoyed, but all is done. Zahra could not blame anyone, including her mother. Especially when it was still heartache with the behavior of Aidin. 

"I'm not showing off my struggles, but you should know. The only woman who made me survive was Zahra Aulia Adinata. And at that moment I asked God. I don't want to die before I see you."

Hearing that made Zahra afraid."You once loved Amera, even ignoring me, your own wife. But now you don't love him anymore. So easy is that love going away, are you going to do the same to me. If there was anything better, you would have left me and chosen him?"

It was very difficult for Aidin to explain that question. And he chose silence.