Black Stain My Husband

Surrender

"What if you're laughing at me?" 

Zahra placed the paper bag containing the devil's clothes on the dressing table. Staring at the image of his face from the reflection of the mirror, he who used to wear the covered clothes seemed reluctant to open the aura. Moreover, this was the first time it would try, and it felt ludicrous plus embarrassing. 

"I have to try." Convince your heart to continue its mission. 

No wife wants to beg for love or look cheap, sometimes she just keeps what should be hers.  As Zahra does at this time, He only wants to attain the Divine Ridho to be a good wife. Carry out all his obligations.

Zahra's fine feathers goosebumps. A transparent maroon-colored shirt was now attached to his body. Very beautiful and charming at the same time tempting faith. Even though no one was looking, he felt ashamed of himself. 

"Why are clothes like this sold?" Crossing his hands across his chest to cover his two twin mountains that stood out.

"This is his name naked" he grumbled again. Horrified to see her own appearance like a woman of the night. 

Zahra opened the bathroom door and popped her head. His eyes skirted the corner of the room, afraid that Aidin was already in the room. 

"It looks safe" he said after seeing no one there. 

Zahra rushed out and lay down and covered her body with a blanket. Leaving her face that still looked blushing. 

Nearly thirty minutes of waiting, the door finally opened. Aidin came in with his tired face. The man seemed to yawn while throwing some maps on the sofa table. 

"Tumben's not asleep?" tegur Aidin took off his shirt.

"Not sleepy yet" Zahra replied briefly.  Trying to get rid of the nervousness that suddenly struck. Both hands held the chest. Holding his heart that almost jumped as Aidin sat on the edge of the bed. 

"I'm matting the lights?" Unlike the previous night, Aidin kept asking questions tonight while doing something about the two of them. 

"Hell," Zahra could only answer briefly. Because, his brain is currently wandering to find a way to start the action. 

I have to hug kiss first anyway? But if not, how could you know I wear lingerie. 

Glancing at Aidin who was still busy tidying up the pillow. Then the man grabbed his phone that was on the nightstand. 

"You're not sleepy?" Zahra asked. She shifted her body slightly to get closer to Aidin. 

"Yet," Aidin replied without staring. Smile with her flat objects.

"Message from whom?" zahra asked curiously, although she had guessed who was behind the screen of her husband's phone, at least asked for more details. 

"Amera, he's always been able to make me laugh."

Inadvertently Aidin's answer was a prick that pierced through Zahra's heart. It didn't bleed, but the pain was incredible. 

It seems that Aidin was already in love with Amera. That means tonight is the last mission. If it doesn't work, I'll step back slowly and leave. 

Zahra looked at Aidin then smiled sweetly. 

"Mas __" 

Simultaneously, Aidin's phone rang again. The man immediately picked her up and ignored Zahra's call. 

"What's wrong? It's been too late, how come you haven't slept?" ask Aidin to Amera. 

Zahra covered both her ears with a pillow. Trying not to listen to the conversation of the husband and his affair. 

"I can't sleep, accompany me to stay up."

"It's not good to stay up late, you'll be sick" he said gently. And that was never said for Zahra. 

You care so much about him, Mom. But always be so cute to me. 

For the umpteenth time Zahra's heart screamed to hear her husband's attention to another woman, and instead never thought of her at all. 

"If I'm sick, you take care of me." Amera's voice sounded spoiled. 

Zahra tilted her body to Aidin's back. He doesn't want to look sad anymore. It had been quite a struggle all this time, and this time she had almost collapsed hearing the affection of her husband and Amera who were again shown in front of her. Although only through speech, Zahra can judge that the two of them are indeed longing for each other. 

"Yes, but lately I'm going to be very busy, so I can't keep you. Take good care of yourself, we'll rarely meet."

"Well, good night, may you dream of me, I love you." 

"Surely, I am too."

Zahra closed her eyes and pretended not to know about Aidin's conversation. 

"What do you want to say, Ra?" asked Aidin while patting Zahra's arm slowly. 

"I'm not a mas, I forgot." Both of Zahra's hands clutched tightly onto the blanket, she was afraid it would sag and reveal her sexy body. Forgetting his plans and choosing to sleep.

I'm tired, Mom. Patience exhausted. From today I will try to throw away my love for you. I won't hope anymore, I'm the one who's hurt, not our son. Let him be born without a father beside him.

It was almost two hours of silence. No sound from Aidin's lips. The man also appeared calm with regular breathing. Zahra waved her hand at the husband's face to make sure he was completely asleep. 

Looks like Aidin's asleep. I'm gonna change my clothes. Slowly pull the blanket and go down and walk to the bathroom. 

"It's a good thing that Aidin didn't see me wearing this shirt." As fast as lightning Zahra wore more polite pajamas, he also tied his hair that had been deliberately decomposed long. 

"You look like anything, Aidin won't like me.  And now I've lost to Amera. She's the one who deserves to be Aidin's wife, not me."

Zahra tidied up all the clothes that had been purchased earlier this afternoon next to the clothes that had been unused, and the plan would throw them away.  After that, get out of the room to contact Mama Delia. 

"Hi, Honey. Why haven't you slept, it's been too late, not good for pregnant women?" hello Delia is worried. 

Zahra's eyes are glazed. It is still very hard to say his decision, but he must do it for the good of all. 

"I'm backing off, Ma. I want to get away from the life of mas Aidin. Maybe we are not a match," he said with trembling lips. 

Delia did not know how to behave, for sure she was currently saddened by her daughter's decision. 

"Mom knows, Son. Fighting is hard, if you are not strong, do not force it. Mama is sure there will be happiness waiting for you."

"Yes, Ma. But I can't leave now. I want to go without any love for mas Aidin." 

"Mama will always support you."

Zahra disconnected and chose to sleep on the sofa. Keep a distance from Aidin.

Delia woke up James who was also asleep. "What's up, honey?" asked James in a hoarse voice.

"Find a man who can comfort Zahra, he should be able to get away from Aidin," pinta Delia enthusiastically.

James just raised both his thumbs a sign of agreement.