Black Stain My Husband

The departure of Zahra

"Go from here!" Amera pushed the stout body of Aidin up to the doorstep. No matter what kind of apology slid from the man's lips. Fed up with his only unilateral decision. 

A day that should be happy ends in sorrow. For whatever sake Amera was not willing to make Aidin's decision that seemed to throw him away. 

Aidin twisting body. Walk slowly towards the car. Occasionally look towards Amera who is still staring behind the door. 

I must bear, for the sake of my future I must let you go, Me. Continue to convince his heart not to waver.

''If you don't come back, I won't stay still, Zahra should feel what I feel.'' 

Aidin was a little relieved, finally he was able to make a decision too, now there is only one woman who must be happy. Zahra, the woman who was his wife. 

"I have to go home, Zahra's definitely waiting." Look at a gift box on his side. 

"I don't know what you like, but I'll give you the best." Looking at the clock in his hand before driving out his car.

Almost forty minutes, Aidin had already arrived in front of his house.  A smile expanded from the corner of his lips when he saw the headlights still burning brightly. 

"I'm home, Za. Today and forever I'm only yours." Aidin ran small, he was impatient to meet his wife to celebrate his first wedding anniversary.

Aidin opened the door without knocking. His feet continued to step toward the cake arranged on the table. Touched to see the beautiful scenery that adorns his house.

"I'm home, Za." Aidin begins to realize that Zahra is not there. His eyes skimmed through every room, including the dining room and kitchen. 

"Is he still preparing food?" Take off his shoes. Walking sagging towards the dining room, intending to surprise the woman. 

There was no sound, nor was there any sign of Zahra there, even some special menus were served on the dining table. 

"It turns out he's done cooking." Just open the hood of saji. Now his eyes focused on the tightly shut door of the room. 

"Don't he still dance?" 

Aidin again swung his legs towards the room. Put his ear right at the door. 

Equally, there was no sound whatsoever that made her immediately open the door. 

"Where are you, Za? I'm home already." His heart started beating fast. Not usually Zahra playing hide and seek like this, even every time she came home must be the woman always welcomed him warmly. 

"Zahra," call Aidin for the umpteenth time. Open the bathroom door and switch to the balcony. 

"Where is he?" Aidin started to panic. Then, get out of his room and check out some of the rooms. Zahra is nowhere.

It began to be filled with anxiety considering Zahra's attitude which lately seemed cold. 

Aidin returned to the room. One goal is the closet. Sure enough, what was feared since that happened. Almost all of Zahra's clothes were not there that made Aidin's tears instantly fall. 

''Zahra can't get out of here, I'm sure she's just __" Aidin can't go on. His brain is dead and he cannot think clearly. His legs felt flexible so they could not support his body and collapsed. 

"I have to call him." Grabbing a cell phone that's in your pants pocket. Rushed to find Zahra's contacts. Trying to think clearly, looking for a way to find the woman.

Aidin repeatedly contacted Zahra, but the woman did not pick up her phone. At the last call, Zahra refused. Aidin did not give up, he returned to call, and this time was disappointed because his phone was not active. 

"I'm sorry, Za. Forgive me," said Aidin with trembling lips. There is a fear that breaks the deepest heart. 

Accidentally his eyes saw a piece of paper on the nightstand. With all his might, Aidin got up and sat on the edge of the bed. He took the paper and opened it. 

Assalamualaikum mas Aidin's 

When you read this letter, I may have gone far. Thank you for ever being in my life. 

I never regretted being your wife. But I regret not being able to make you fall in love with me. 

Only one prayer I pray, may you be happy with Amera. After a year I realized that love cannot be forced. I'm stupid, I wish you loved me too much. 

But now that I realize, if I'm not the source of your happiness, I'm willing to let you go, Mas. I am willing to be a widow.

If one day we're found again, don't hate me. If you don't want to see me, consider me a statue. 

Holding his chest tight, Aidin continued to read the contents of the letter. 

One message, don't forget to pray. Even though I'm not together anymore, I still want us to have a good relationship. 

I'll take care of our divorce papers soon. Thank you for the one year you gave me, Mom. Until I will never hate you.

Escape the clear circles wetting Aidin's cheeks. The man looks fragile. He could no longer read Zahra's handwriting. Anger disappointed squeezed his chest until it was painful. 

"I'm not going to divorce you, Za. Until we are not going to get divorced. I have to find him." 

Aidin moved from his seat. Put your hair down and get out. Just a few steps the sound of the car stopping in front of the house, suddenly made Aidin wonder. "Don't it be Zahra." 

Not long after, a large pregnant woman appeared in her house. 

"Sir Keysa," cried Aidin. Even more surprised when he saw Lilian's mother who followed from behind. Also Darren brought the cake and Mr. Herman. 

"Aidin, how come you're hanging out there anyway? Hurry up and get the gift in the car," said Lilian. 

Aidin. What to say to his family about Zahra's departure. Surely Mr. Herman will be back in shock.

"Mama," call Aidin. He said nothing but sorry for not being able to take good care of Zahra. 

"What's up, Din?" Ms. Lilian was shocked to see Aidin scattering his arms around her. 

"Where's zahra?" ask mrs Lilian. 

"I'm sorry, Ma" said Aidin, full of regret. 

"Sorry for what?" sahut Mr. Herman who began to catch the incongruity in his son's face. 

"Sorry for not being able to give Zahra a comfortable place, Pa. He's out of this house." 

Mr. Herman was holding his chest in pain, unable to hear the news. 

Darren put down the cake to hold the back of the father who almost collapsed, while Miss Lilian cried hysterically to take off her embrace and squatted to shake the husband who was unconscious.