Black Stain My Husband

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Be careful on the road, Mom. Don't forget to eat. Health is more important than anything. Think of your work as worship, do not forget to pray, continue to fulfill your obligations as a Muslim. Stay away from maksiat slowly, remember to die, surely you can. 

Aidin chuckles. The speech had already slid a few hours ago, but it still lingered in his ears. A gentle kiss from Zahra that landed on the back of his hand was able to calm him down. 

"I've hurt you so many times, but you're still watching me" he murmured. His gaze was empty and he did not realize that Richard was already in his room. 

"Master is okay?" Richard's voice was able to disperse the almost floating Aidin reverie. 

''No, what's wrong?" Aidin looked nervous and panicked. 

"This is something you need to sign, this month we have a big profit. I hope the next month will be even bigger."

"Are you married?" 

Richard gawked with questions that deviated from the work. All this time he had never been asked such questions because everyone in the office knew that he was still single. 

"Not yet" replied Richard hesitating plus embarrassed.

Aidin looked up at the face of the secretary who was bowing at the side of his desk. There was nothing wrong with the man's face and appearance, handsome and well-established. Charismatic and charming, but why not also have a wife.

"O.." Finally Aidin ber Oh ria and resumed his activities. 

"That means you don't know, what gifts do women want for birthdays?"

"You know, usually they want limited edition items such as bags and shoes, and also expensive jewelry, such as diamonds or the like.'' 

"That's great if Amera, but Zahra is different, she never wears branded goods or fancy jewelry," he said. 

"For Miss Zahra. Such a woman usually wants a trivial gift, but in her eyes it is very valuable, depending on the person who gives."

"You mean?" Aidin was increasingly confused by Richard's convoluted speech. 

"Give him something that will remind him of Master. If you can wear it every day. He must have liked it."

Aidin's smile expands. Reflex, the man hugged the secretary. 

Because, indirectly the idea immediately flowed to hear the words of Richard. 

"Thank you for the solution." The shaking of the hand left Richard confused. 

Not long after Richard came out, a no less handsome man came in and sat on the sofa.

"Gha, tumben you here? What's up?" tanya Aidin looked at the friend who looked lethargic. 

"Me and Elsa broke up." 

"Whatttt.." cried Aidin surprised. Approaching the pale-looking Agha. As if he could not believe his slightly impossible words. Because, their relationship was intertwined for almost five years and never heard of any issues, but suddenly broke up just like that. 

"You're not kidding, are you?" Aidin back make sure. Her chest was rumbling along considering her own slightly shaky relationship. 

"No, he's cheating and I can't keep him. I think I should repent and look for a righteous woman like Zahra." From the look of that handsome face seemed a deep regret. 

Deg 

Agha lay down using both of her hands as pillows and directed her eyes to the ceiling of the room. Thinking about a relationship that many years can not even be saved just because of one mistake. 

"Don't divorce Zahra, Din. She's a good girl, but being beautiful doesn't guarantee that we're happy. It is the faithful woman who makes us comfortable."

Aidin was silent, confirming Agha's speech. All this time he was confused about himself. Though his lips always say he doesn't love. In fact, he felt calm when he was next to Zahra. 

"But I promised to marry Amera." The voice sounded softly which made Agha stunned. 

"You're not too late. Do not let you regret that you have wasted a woman like Zahra. I have never been in your position, but at least I have a valuable lesson. That the person we love does not necessarily love us sincerely. But on the contrary, noble woman of character, she will use reason before making a mistake."

Pat Aidin's shoulder that looks worried. Expect the man to think carefully before taking a serious step. 

"A relationship is not just based on love. But also trust each other and be loyal. I know you don't love Zahra, but I'm sure your heart can judge what to defend and let go of." 

Aidin let out a long breath. Remembering his story with Zahra that was not sweet in the least. It is also full of drama, but it still lasts up to a year. Isn't that a hard thing? Moreover, Zahra clearly knows not to get love but only used. 

"I'll think again." Get up from his seat and return to his seat of greatness. Trying to forget the problems that surrounded him. 

The clock showed at four in the afternoon. So busy Aidin forgot to eat lunch, but this afternoon he was like being under the auspices of the wife so as not to forget to carry out his obligations. As now the man folded his alphabet which became a base to worship the Creator. 

"It turns out secretly you've been repentant, it's worth never going to the club," Agha quipped after sipping a new hot coffee between office boys. 

Aidin did not answer because he was thinking about the steps he would take tomorrow. Between coming to Amera's party or celebrating her first wedding anniversary. 

"Didn't you hear me talk?" agha is harder. 

"Listen," replied Aidin briefly. Tidy up his clothes again before coming out of the room. Wear your shoes because it's time to go home. 

"Tomorrow I'll buy a gift" he said. 

"For whom?"  tanya Agha patted Aidin's shoulder from behind. 

"The anniversary amera. I'm confused what to buy."

"If Zahra is the birthday you buy what?"

For the umpteenth time the speech of Agha made Aidin inflamed. Let alone a birthday, something Zahra ate every day she did not know, and so foolishly thought of others rather than the woman who had been with her. 

She should be twenty, but I don't know her birth month? Can only ask inwardly, ashamed of Agha. 

"He never asked for a gift, just asked me to sleep with him." Remember one day when Zahra looked spoiled, and he thought it was his wife's birthday. 

"Based on useless husband, you need to be in ruqyah so that your mind goes back to sane." Shaking Aidin's head until staggered. 

Before leaving his room, Aidin typed something from his phone. 

I'm not coming home tonight, Za. You lock the door. Do not accept guests, except family, be careful at home. 

That was the message Aidin sent to Zahra.