Between Love and Sacrifice

Fear

A man so shrewd stepped with a heart that was increasingly shaken, his goal this time was so pitiful ,slowly he stared at the incubator through the translucent glass into the NICU room where a baby girl lay with various tools attached to her small body.

Tears escaped from his eye patch drop by drop, his heart like it was torn apart . Thinking about how he explained to the mother of the baby if the condition of his daughter was so alarming, the man was Farel .

A few days ago Mayra continued to look forward to the presence of the baby with a heart full of excitement to immediately see her little daughter. But fate says another turns out that poor baby Mayra was born with imperfect circumstances, not physical disability, but there is something lacking in his organs.

Doctors have explained that Mayra's body condition actually cannot contain because it can cause abnormalities in the baby, but Mayra continues to force the baby to survive until birth.

No one was happier for Mayra at the time, but she was pregnant, giving birth and taking care of her baby with her own hands. But unfortunately the condition of baby Mayra will not last long if there is no donor who will help him to heal. Even after listening to the doctor's detailed explanation, it is highly unlikely to involve the person for the baby who is on the verge of death.

But the choice is only one, because the baby Mayra is the original descendant of the Julian family. Of course only from them who can donate bone marrow for baby Mayra of course.

'' Forgive uncle dear, unable to help you from this suffering. Hang on until your biological father comes to your rescue, baby. May your mother accept this reality with a chest of air . '' Lirih Farel was accompanied by her sad tears.

The monitor kept ringing following the heartbeat of her daughter Mayra. Slowly Farel moved away from the place, he decided to sit down to calm himself down. Farel's head almost broke. He continued to force his mind to find ways to explain the condition of the baby to Mayra with as much understanding as possible.

What Farel fears is the condition of Mayra who still looks weak after the process of normal labor is forced, until Mayra's body slightly dropped after giving birth to her beautiful daughter.

It has been two days Mayra has not been aware after the delivery process occurred . According to the doctor, today Mayra will regain consciousness after the post-delivery healing process.

With a heavy breath Farel forced himself to step into Mayra's nursery, because just now the nurse who was assigned to take care of Mayra as long as she was unconscious, tell her that Mayra is now conscious and her condition has started to improve.

With a worried heart, Farel was still standing at the door, not daring to meet his conscious sister inside.

''Excuse me, Mr. Farel, if there is anything I can help you with, say doctor Felisha, the doctor who handled Mayra from the beginning of labor.

Farel was shocked. He immediately misbehaved because he was feeling nervous standing on the doorstep.

" Oh ? I'm sorry Doctor Felisha, has blocked the door. I wanted to go in but my phone started shaking . Sorry once again. " Farel's lies cover his anxiety.

Doctor Felisha simply responded to Farel with a smile. He then entered Mayra's room . After the door closed again, Farel was jolted with something very scary if not immediately prevented.

Without thinking much, Farel immediately entered Mayra's room.

In there , Mayra caught the anxiety of Farel who had been listening to Doctor Felisha's talk while continuing to examine her.

After completion, the doctor decided to observe the next patient.

There remained Farel and Mayra who were still staring at each other enigmatic puzzling for Farel who saw the bad gelagat from the moody face of his sister.

'Brother Farel, come here. Doesn't anyone want you to talk to me about it. Tanya Mayra deliberately lured Farel to be honest with her about the condition of her baby known directly from doctor Felisha.

Farel was wasting his heavy breath. Forced to step closer to Mayra so that the woman does not continue to interrogate herself with various questions that do not know the reply.

" How are you doing Mayra?, someone is sick ? '' Farel deliberately diverted the conversation.

'' Why ? ''Mayra looked at Farel who was still confused, maybe his brain was racing to find a logical reason for Mayra.

Mayra's sad gaze continued to dive into the netra Farel who was looking for Mayra's weak point from there .

" Everything, including the condition of my daughter "Lirih Mayra decided her gaze with Farel.

" Do you know already ? " Mayra nodded.

Farel's breath was clearly heard from Farel's nose.

" Well, I'll tell you in detail the condition of your baby and where he is right now, "

Hearing Farel's words, Mayra who had just bent is now visible if Mayra is getting ready with her reality.

Farel began to tell me about the condition of the baby, and what caused her daughter to be critical like that, it turned out that Mayra was very hit with the condition of the baby who should not deserve the taste. Mayra continued to moan in her heart, praying to the Khalik so that the pain let her feel. Mayra was completely unable to accept the unexpected reality.

Mayra's cry was painful. Her tears could not be stopped . What makes him most Perih is the condition of the baby purely dependent on his biological father Ansel, Mayra increasingly confused.

One side of Mayra is so heavy she is reunited with the figure of the man who is still neatly stored in her heart, but on the other hand Mayra as the mother of her daughter should not be selfish on her daughter , because whatever the presence and bone marrow Ansel will give a second life to his daughter. Surely all of that is God's intervention through Ansel himself.

Should Ansel?, Why is it so hard to get out of his life. Though it has been almost a year Mayra held back her longing in the man who had given her a daughter to her .

" Mayra ? Do you want your baby to heal?"

" Of course, I can't bear it if my daughter suffers as much as Farel's, and what if Ansel takes my daughter and is taken away from me...Mayra will not be able to if it happens. "crying Mayra in between her words.

" He won't do it, If he loves you it's impossible for that man to do the thing that will make you suffer Mayra" Farel said.

Mayra kept shaking her head, trying to believe but couldn't .

'' Ansel is not mine anymore!!, everything has changed . So does his feelings for me, how can brother say that he won't make me suffer. Obviously I was the one who rejected it first, therefore the opportunity will be used to keep me away with my daughter brother ..hiks..hiks. Mayra is not ready and certainly will not be ready.hiks.." Mayra's tears finally broke with her fear of losing her baby.

" Believe me, your love will not betray you. If that happens, I'm the one who fought him first. Although I'm not as good as young master Julian who won in everything from me. '' Persuade Farel continue to calm Mayra who was directly embraced by him, to channel a little calm.

'' Brother Farel, take Mayra to see him. Before we call Ansel, I want to greet him first and want to give my daughter the best name possible Mayra said with a smile, even though her tears were still on her face.

'' Of course, you will see how beautiful the princess you have kept to be present in your life Reply Farel smiled, while wiping away Mayra's tears on the cheeks.

" Come Brother ''Take Mayra .

'' Wait, let me get you a wheelchair first.

Mayra nodded, While Farel came out of Mayra's room passing towards the wheelchair-specific place according to the nurse's direction there .

After that, they immediately came out with Mayra who had been sitting in a chair and pushed by Farel himself.

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