Between Love and Sacrifice

I'm Disgusted at You

After wearing visual clothes also look neat and fragrant typical aroma, Ansel immediately went down to the ground floor using an iron box that is the facility of his mansion.

With the face of the sumringah and a flowery heart, Ansel continued to step impatiently to look at the pujaan back.

The cloud in his heart that has been beating him since the morning precisely in the city of Bali, really tormenting his inner Ansel, given the hysterical rejection when Mayra's body was close to him.

Not to forget too, Ansel pocketed the items he picked up while in Nayla's hotel room, this morning.

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Feelings of restlessness and fear increasingly dominate Mayra's body at this time.had more than half an hour he waited for Ansel whose nose stem had not yet appeared.

Every now and then he saw the watch in his hand, it turned out that the clock had shown at 15:30 . Mayra was not calm.

Starting from that incident, Mayra already has two phobias, namely phobias when the rain is accompanied by a Lightning Brush, both phobias towards night, the feeling is only starting to feel suddenly.

The wind that blows to blow up the tip of the Mayra hijab, so beautiful to look. let alone the afternoon sunlight hit her beautiful face until something from the man immediately made peerless comfort.

yes, that man is Ansel.

It has been more than ten minutes Ansel did not go to Mayra, he was too tired with the natural beautiful face of the lover. Sometimes Ansel smiled to himself from a distance with the gaze fixed on the woman who was waiting for him to sit on the park bench with a forward look, no matter what Mayra saw .Only He knows, Ansel thought.

From the guard post, the guard continued to monitor the master who was watching the girl who managed to steal the heart of the ice-cold creepy stone if angry, he said,The guard's father shook his head while giggling funnyly at the behavior of the master, who was staring at a woman with his anxious aura.

'Emmm's'...

Mayra jumped in shock when the voice that made her traumatized echoed piercing Indra listener.

Mayra's tightly clenched hands held back her trembling body, so that the man who was already nearby did not catch her fear.

''Mayra ? '' ansel sat in front of him. Incidentally in the park there are two long benches facing the unique wooden table as a separation between the two.

The woman dared to look at Ansel's body which was so handsome in her eyes, but only temporarily. Mayra immediately threw away her gaze as the netra they met, She still felt Trauma.

'' Sorry to wait so long, why not drink. That ice has melted said Ansel smiled sweetly at him.

Not willing to waste any more time, Mayra sighed and then threw it away violently. Forcing his eyes to be able to look at the man who was sitting with legs crossed on the other leg with the body leaning on the bench,and the right arm is left open rested on the back of the bench while the left hand is placed on his lap, really perfect. But his admiration was immediately ignored again , the handsome face of Ansel now turned into the face of the lion who once ate it in the eyes of Mayra.

''I want to clarify your responsibility towards sister Nayla, you are the man who has ruined her life, sister Nayla, it is your duty to marry her firmly Mayra stared fiercely at Ansel.

Ansel did not answer, he continued to focus on looking into Mayra's eyes which seemed to force things to look fine.

Having the deathly gaze of Ansel, Mayra looked down and was certain that Ansel could read her very honest eye language even though her mouth said something else.

''Unfortunately, I can't lie to Mayra ! it's not Nayla I'm sleeping with, it's the truth. ''

Mayra was stunned by the words of Ansel, who was unwilling to admit his extremely fatal mistake. Mayra raised her gaze back towards Ansel, retaliating for the sharpness of Ansel's eyes even more.

''What do you mean? , you want to run away from Ansel's responsibilities ? you want to ruin my family with that savagery of yours. Want to avoid anyhow , you remain suspect . Since I myself have witnessed you two being in the same blanket as both plain conditions, don't be a Cowardly Ansel !! '' The Beaver Mayra represented her heartache in addition to her piercingly sharp gaze.

Instead of replying to Mayra's words, Ansel laughed mockingly.

''Why do you always have to fool your sister Mayra, I remember the piece that night before I fell. That night you were the one I raped even though it was only a fragment of my conscious memory back then, I still remember Mayra. When you were looking at me cynically I was a little aware after you picked up your clothes. I intend to chase you and want to apologize, but my head suddenly hurts so much that I am unconscious. '' Obviously Ansel laughed a little.

Mayra is sick of hearing Ansel's words that there is truth there. But had Ansel not also fucked Nayla, she would gladly agree with Ansel's explanation . Even with pleasure despite the trauma there, he wants to marry Ansel as soon as possible, as Ansel hopes.

''Don't make up a silly Ansel story. How can you rape me if I'm not in Nayla's place, and the truth is that I've been in Keysha's room all night, satisfied you !!! . '' Kilah Mayra is lying.

''Why continue to avoid Mayra's true reality ? '' Ansel screeched looking relaxed in front of Mayra.

''It should be a question for you, I hope you are not a cowardly man, can do but be reluctant to take Ansel's responsibility, and just want to reap his enjoyment. After that you want to throw away the rest.you're really mean Ansel Eric Julian''' Anger Mayra presses every word.

Hearing the increasingly piercing spicy speech that was ejected from Mayra's speech, Ansel immediately climbed apoplexy. Ansel rose from his place and advanced toward Mayra, with the roughness of Ansel pulled Mayra into the chest of his field, immediately in the support of Mayra's body.

Mayra immediately returned frightened when she was close to Ansel again, her body immediately trembling, her face slightly bruised in the lip area immediately turned deathly pale. Mayra is afraid of being caught by Ansel if she is afraid and looks traumatized in front of Ansel. If that happens, everything will be broken.

Ansel deliberately tested the woman with his actions in order to see something that changed and hidden from the attitude of Mayra's body and heart.

''Detach !! '' Beaver Mayra.

''No way, I want to see how scared your soul is towards my body dear Ansel whispered ,until Mayra's breath stung withstanding the frightening vibration until a drop of tears flowed back to withstand the overwhelming trauma.

'' You think I'll be eaten up by your trap Ansel replied Mayra staring at Ansel cynically.

''We'll see, how long you've held out against your fear Challenging Ansel to return Mayra's cynical gaze with gentleness.

'' You villain !!! I do not accept with your care that I want to hug others without approval, Cibir Mayra gritted her teeth, suppressing her anger and fear.

Ansel became increasingly so, She not only hugged Mayra's waist but deliberately close her lips on Mayra's cheek that was closing her eyes because it was too tense to hold everything. His hands that stretched down immediately clenched until his palms bled because of the nails that stuck.

'' ENOUGH ANSELLLLLL....DON'T TOUCH ME, I'M DISGUSTED AT YOU.'' cried Mayra while pushing Ansel's body with the rest of his energy, so Ansel's body slammed back almost fell to the ground.

😘 To be Continue...