Between Love and Sacrifice

Unrelenting Feelings

'' You why maksa very mas !! , deliberately yes let sister Nayla know that I am the girl .Don't you think I'm going anywhere!! , I'll just get off here !!! '' I was very upset with Ansel's spontaneous behavior.

''Dearest taken casually dong! , actually I already know your meeting place, so there is no harm not ! if I am the one who will drive my empress this Ansel's kick relaxed while focusing on driving .

I was stunned for a moment listening to Ansel's words, the feeling I haven't said anything about Keysha, who exactly is this guy, really makes me very curious .

''There will be no secrets between us dear, besides if you want to ask where I know your secret place, surely all the things related to my lover must have known all. '' Said Ansel casually also gave his best smile while grabbing my hand and then in his hand, I immediately rebelled but still lost as well.

''Do not continue to flashlight others mas, if you yourself need lighting Sindirku .

''Hmm...., you are also curious apparently!! , want to hear the truth about how suddenly I was the original owner of the campus where you were studying ? '' Guess Ansel turned towards me .

I returned Ansel's gaze without answering his question, that was definitely one of the reasons I was upset with him.

''All right I'll say is everything, you know baby when we first met ,I just came out after an annual inspection of Julian's campus because I'm Daddy's son and I'm Julian corp's successor, it's my job to manage Daddy's legacy .I purposely dressed up as another student so that none of them would know me but today I was forced to open up my identity just to give my girl a surprise, unfortunately, I got a bigger surprise. '' Said Ansel At the end of the word replying to my insinuations while looking sharply at me.

''You misunderstood me, I was just helping her . Anyway I didn't touch it but just cleaned the blood on Randy's nose I replied in self-defense.

''Don't mention other men when I'm with me! , I don't like ! . And don't blame me if that guy gets the consequences of already daring to like my girl, you know it's a pity I almost poked eyeballs out of her face that are so daring to admire your beauty . Besides why are you dressed up like this, you deliberately want to move another heart because of my departure ? huh ? '' Sewot Ansel accused me haphazardly.

''Why am I being sprayed, today is an important day for me ! why do you accuse me of seducing her, even her brain is sharp, all the girls in her recruits are almost the entire campus, I don't like it anyway why you are angry I'm upset to reply.

''Keep wiping his face earlier what was it ? '' Said Ansel getting angry .

''As you why suudzon that is , not all such treatment carried away feelings , I only intend to help him , not more '' Honestly I mean it.

Ansel let out a heavy sigh , his heated heart instantly dissipated as I turned towards him with teary eyes.

''Then if what you did just as your human soul, what about how you feel about me? , what was my sweet attitude all this time did not make my love for me thicken even more '' Said Ansel in a soft back tone afraid I would cry maybe.

''You and him are different! ! , if against you more to the feeling of love, so do not think of the various ''Tukas ku ,my sad feelings are now gone with Ansel's soft tone and hurt my lover's hot feelings so as not to continue with her misunderstanding of me.

''Finally you admit it dear, thank you said Ansel while carrying my hand to his lips and then kissed him with tenderness.

The space of my heart is wet again with the name of love, as if forgetting if the man also loves her sister Nayla. But the sadness earlier when they were together proved there was still a strange absence of willingness to surrender his love to sister Nayla completely.

I know that our souls have been united with each other, but my love and guilt for Nayla's sister also weighed heavily on me if I didn't like it and I feared I would attack Nayla's sister again.

''Honey, I will marry you soon, I have received the blessing of Om Bram, I promise after returning home from abroad we will immediately marry ya. I feel uncomfortable with my constant sin of touching you all of a sudden. '' Honestly Ansel admitted his bad behavior, but just felt not necessarily in the fox.

''Just sober, by the way clever, he said, scared but still acting bawdy '' My mummy sneered slowly.

''You said something ? '' Ask Ansel pretending not to know .

''No!!. My reply quickly felt irritated but there was a sense of pleasure loved by the man who managed to steal my heart.

Ansel chuckled at my answer while timidly even though he pretended to be annoyed.

''Ehmm...I want to ask you ! ''.My words shifted my sense of urgency as Ansel's naughty eyes began to act.

'' Basic stress you mas ! ,how want to ask for separation , marry not yet , but also want to ask for break up was free ''if you partner '' Sewot I look at him panted .

''I joked dear ''Seriously very seriously ''The piercing doesn't feel guilty.

''Now I want to ask what ? '' Welcome back.

''You know where my secret place and Keysha is from, the feeling I never discussed it with anyone, lest Keysha tell you !! you threatened him ? You are so annoying mas , you are so disturbing my privacy mas , try later if keysha knows for sure I am also blamed . In that place is our secret place, but now I miss you too, '' My words involuntarily made Ansel quickly release my hand back but there was still some tenderness, then refocus driving without answering.

''So you are silent ? is it true that my speculation is with you? , you don't like me to ask you? but still have to answer should not reason '' I read another question .

''Who are you really ? why are there so many secrets in your life ? You just need to answer, don't be silent like this dong, I'm getting curious ! '' I asked again increasingly impatient to listen to the answer of the man who was filled with suspicion and prejudice.

I turned my head, I saw the man change his face to be very cold again, not as warm as before, I felt anxious and alert. I finally decided to shut up, because I believe this man is in a bad mood.

Did my question offend her ? or he is just overreacting. How can I not ask when something that I have not spread anywhere can be known as well, I will be a kepo. But if his face is stiff so little goosebumps it becomes, a bit less pleasing anyway if in continue, finally I position my seat back to look towards the window to muffle the strange atmosphere in the car Ansel.

I kept grumbling at my stupidity, asking like a doormat, oh why is this !!!

The silence between myself and Ansel bored us, plus our trip there was blocked by traffic, Aura gripped the man making me wrong, long stay until my drowsiness was more and more unstoppable , my eyes felt heavy, especially since I was too tired to go through many activities, ranging from graduation to a surprise visit from papa.

I forced my eyes to look at the watch to find out the prayer time, it turns out I've been through it for a few minutes. I had to tell myself to stop for a moment.

''We will stop at the front mosque. '' His words seemed to know my thoughts, it was amazing.

I nodded my head without turning my head, still afraid of the ice stone face Ansel used to show to others including her brother.

Fifteen minutes later Ansel pulled his car over after entering the courtyard of the mosque, I was preparing to go down but my hand was immediately intercepted, forcibly I turned my back to see the man who was also looking at him gently ,totally different.

''Finish the prayer I will answer it, from now on until whenever I do not want among us to have secrets, if I have burdened you I am sorry, but that is a glimpse of my love for you , your duty remains with me no exceptions, you understand.

So peaceful was my feeling when my speculation was lost with a meaningful strand of words and built a sturdy wall as a sign for me to keep going with him.

I've been selfish enough with him, I'm sure Ansel is my soul mate, and my job now is to run a relationship full of surprises , it turns out I didn't realize all this time God had bound us through the will of Ansel's Julian Daddy.

I nodded and smiled sincerely at the man.

''Forgive me brother, my struggle to unite you guys seems to have got here .I feel guilty for her , always I force her for my personal matters , I also want Ansel to be happy , obviously happy with me . I will think of a way later so that my brother does not get sick anymore, which is sure you are two different people but equally important to me My mind is turbulent.

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