Between Love and Sacrifice

Honesty

Finished performing our worship back and went straight into Ansel's car. On the way I tried to start opening my voice for the sake of curiosity which was increasingly disturbing in my brain.

''Ehmm ...Mas ?? '' Call me .

It was expected that I would definitely charge the promise of explanation back.

''Yes, dear ? hmm(Ansel sighed and began to explain).Alright I'll be honest with you, but once everything is revealed, you don't get angry ok. '' Nego Ansel, ah I do not care what will happen later as long as my curiosity has an answer, all I want is to collect all my curious pieces to blend together. I didn't answer Ansel's words but just nodded.

'' I tapped your phone and hacked it Honestly Ansel immediately startled me, what a wonderful reality.

''What !! you are crazy !! '' I'm very unhappy with his actions.

''Sorry dear, I'm afraid you cheated on me, so from that I was forced to do it Mrs Ansel without sin while driving her car.

''But I don't like it !! mobile phones are my privacy ! you have no right to steal access to my life through the face of a cell phone, you do not believe in me mas!!!. My protest with emotions has almost overflowed.

''Sorry dear !! you do not insist on dong dong, new doang phone that is tapped, what if later you are the one I just let not run anywhere ..heh.heh... '' Said Ansel in his small laugh.

I'm just getting mad at this super duper shitty behavior .I threw away my face the sign of war with him already stretched real , this man must be taught a lesson so as not to arbitrarily in the future . Ansel's behavior this time is hard to accept by my sanity.

''Dear do not sulk so dong , what is the problem if my desire to know you too deeply like this ''Persuju Ansel grabbed my hand but immediately I pat it with a face still not looking at him.

'' Neither does my phone you tap, I also need privacy, your actions are exactly like a thief !! you are so outrageous my Cetus is still with my position.

''It's a pity that if you say that look at the person '' cried Ansel tried to pull my chin but was still alert I patted back.

''Dear !!! don't ignore me like this dong...'' Melas Ansel is not care.

Not feeling my tears running through my cheeks, my disappointment in Ansel hurt my heart. This time Ansel has made a fatal mistake, it may take time to forgive him.

Ansel caught my tear-wiping behavior with his eyes looking at the side of the car window . Spontan Ansel immediately pulled over his car to be more free to correct his mistakes without having to focus and busy driving.

He grabbed my face back, he grabbed it with both hands on my cheeks, was willing to fight but the big hand managed to show my face wet with tears.

Ansel gasped in shock & could not believe that the influence of his processive attitude on me could affect my mind, completely contrary to his thinking.

''You are crying !! Mayra I'm sorry if your heart has hurt me, but my attitude towards you is like that because I'm afraid you're leaving me May ''

''I did not expect that my behavior would hurt you dear forgive me Sorry Ansel grabbed my hand firmly because my resistance was still going on.

What is this little energy of mine, Ansel certainly the winner. Stubbing my hands in her kisses, I know Ansel's face very clearly shows a strong sense of uneasiness. But it's hard for me to accept.

''I don't like it, let me go, if you really love me don't need you to suspect me that crazy , surely it's not just about me and Key that you're me ? must be the entire contents of my phone must have you know right ? ansel answered why you put that face on, I won't believe you anymore , let go of my ronta yelling , with my body already swiftly drawn in the arms of the crazy man in front of me ,I was scared so scared this time, why did I feel like Ansel had started obsessing over me, feeling it was dangerous for me and the others.

''Unleash Ansel !! '' My screams beat the chest of his field, my breath as if choked by the treatment of Ansel who hugged me was very rude .

''No Mayra, if I let you go, you will go on leaving me, I do not want everything to happen, I beg you to be quiet and promise not to repeat it again , as long as you don't get away from me Ansel said.

Something was different, although I just felt afraid of him and wanted to get out of this relationship immediately, another now after listening to this man's outpouring of heart .

I can't completely blame Ansel for this incident, I should also have taken part in Ansel's actions that had tapped into my privacy.

In Ansel's arms I still sobbed but it had eased a little, Ansel loosened her arms a little and continued to gently stroke my back. There is no longer any resistance with full of feelings and love Ansel explained in detail the reason for his madness.

''I'm sorry dear, there is a reason behind my actions that have been tapped at once hacking your privacy access dear ,because of your recklessness so that I would marry Nayla from there I began to suspect you, I was afraid that your sacrifice was an excuse so that you could be close to another man ,at that time I was confused and continued to be unsettled to find my lover let me go with her brother , sorry at that time I did not think wisely , the fear of losing you torment my inner dear ,I'm being honest with you right now because of my worries assuming my stupid turns out to be unreal, you're a good girl, the girl of my dreams !! therefore I regret doing it if the time can I turn, I will not be so crazy , sorry I love '' Obviously Ansel was long while drowning his face in my hijab-covered shoulder.

While I who was crying instantly stopped when Ansel's explanation made sense like a Boomerang that attacked me back ,now turned I was the one who turned out to be a suspect deliberately breaking his heart and also with his conviction hurt his feelings.

Not knowing how to respond, if Ansel looked at me at this time I would have my guilt back awake to his opponent.

Ansel is doing what I don't want. Ansel let go of his embrace and then grabbed my head with his big hand Ansel cupped both of my cheeks, his firm eyes immediately returned my gaze but there was peace in the eyes of the man.

Although my face is moist can not be denied if my shy face is plastered clearly in front of Ansel who is still faithful to explore his gaze in my eyes.

''Mayra I'm Sorry of I hurt you, you are a part of my soul, please stay with me, believe me ! , I love you Mayra forever (Mayra I ask that if it hurts you already , you are part of my soul , please stay with me , believe me !, I love you forever ) ''Ansel said, Truly breaking down all my emotions that had been overflowing, I nodded to accept the man back, and we finally hugged him back .

The difference is their love that has returned to the way it was.

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