Between Love and Sacrifice

I Want to Cry

'' Do you like my sister-in-law ? '' .

Degs...

All eyes turned toward the baritone voice of a man standing at the side of his luxury car.

I swallowed the rude Saliva while staring at a different gaze from Ansel who was looking at me very coldly. Is it possible because of a marriage problem? or indeed Ansel was acting in front of Nayla's sister, but I flinkered to immediately decide my view on the man.

'' Yes ...You finally came, I think you refused to celebrate the success of my sister Mayra said, casually moving closer to Ansel while hugging Ansel's hand spoiled ,strangely Ansel replied to her by rubbing her brother's hand and looking at her soft sister Nayla filled with smiles.

To be honest I hurt to see the scene in front of me, but I don't think I can show them if my heart is hurting and jealous right now.

I said the name of God many times in my heart so that my heart that was rumbling quickly returned to calm.

I forced a smile as if nothing had happened to my heart, but papa understood my heart he immediately hugged me from the side then rubbed my shoulders gently, channeling calmness to me.

'' Mas Mayra likes your choice, first seen Mayra immediately amazed. I want later the concept of our marriage, 'mas alone who choose and determine it is definitely all the best '' said sister Nayla enthusiastically hurt my heart even more.

Brother Nayla is innocent, I should be blamed because I forced Ansel forced himself to stay close to sister Nayla.

Ever since the conversation I've been silent without even taking part in opening my voice . I should have been happy when I saw Nayla and Ansel were so close.

''What is the reason you left without news mas , I should be happy when you guys kept close like this , but it feels out of my control mas .I was very sick, I couldn't stand it anymore, I had to go to the toilet to spill all the tightness in my heart.

By now they were all sitting at the table of the restaurant exactly they were all already inside.

The coming of Ansel is also of his own accord, therefore ! Ansel prepares everything, including chefs who are reliable and well-known in the world of chefs and even worldwide.

When I found out if the Chef was very good at making various menus, I felt I had the opportunity to further deepen my cooking knowledge on the chef who is often called Chef Zoya ,A woman who has the highest level of cooking quality can even beat other Chefs even though they come from abroad.

After all the dishes were served, we enjoyed all the food that spoiled the tongue simultaneously.

The romantic scene was re-shown by two lovebirds who had been stuck in front of me.

My tightness is getting more and more unbearable again, pretend I say goodbye to all to the toilet by reason of pee keblet. After that I went straight to my restaurant's toilet since papa gave it to me.

With quick steps I walked down the hallway to the quiet toilet.

When the toilet door was about to close but suddenly someone pushed it hard until my body slammed into the wall until my spine was hit with a ceramic wall precisely in the toilet.

I widened my eyes when the body that had pushed the door was the source of my grief .

Yes, He is Ansel .

But since when was he here instead of him being spoiled in front of there, oh God this is very dangerous. Moreover, Ansel also locked the toilet door from the inside until we were confined there .

Ansel continued to approach me and then my waist was pulled so that our bodies were not far apart.

''What are you doing here, you are already disrespectful mas!!! , Can't you read if this is a ladies' toilet My thrust as Andsel's hand gets stronger pushes me forward.

But my hand held the man's chest.

'' I want to talk to you, whatever where it is, for sure I want to meet you May Sahut Ansel stared intently at me.

'' Why don't you say hello '', since my opium mouth is still a little silent '' said Ansel rubbing red bibitr Mayra yabg polished pink lipstick, in accordance with the makeup.

'' I don't have any chat material, after all I don't like to discuss business matters. '' My sela covered my anxiety.

''I don't like my Mayra like that, I want to be jealous of my romance with your sister, but you're so good at hiding it baby , I know you go to the toilet not to pee but to cry, just let me guess dear Seringai Ansel tried to pry at the taste I was hiding.

''So you know, from the ancestors, if people go to the toilet still to throw dirt, you think I want to throw tears, for what and for whom ? '' My grouse pretended to be upset.

'' As clever as you hide it dear, please in the future do not be on me, because I am not an easy person to lie said Ansel pulled my nape and then stick our forehead .

My eyes just rounded with the rapid movement of Ansel to not have time to fight.

'' I'm letting go of me, you're making it difficult for me, out there all my family is gathering, hurry out before they look for me mas ,please....'' Please me with teary eyes.

My defense collapsed instantly, I was so annoyed by the feeling of being too soft,at first I just wanted to spill my own pill cry but stupidly now even my cry is witnessed directly by the person who has made me feel claustrophobic since.

Ansel just stared fixedly at my crying face with my forehead still attached. I wanted to stop my crying immediately, but the feeling I still wanted to shed everything, I was so embarrassed just to return her gaze, I continued to dissolve in my crying.

'' Crying baby, shed all your pain, I will be waiting for you until the crying goes away on its own. '' Lirih Ansel made me more tortured.

I did not answer, I could only cry and could not say. lest my cry be heard coming out I continued to clasp the collar of Ansel's coat hard, clenching my mouth with my own lips ,to endure all the pain of jealousy that I cannot deny.

The reason I cried so much, the first time I saw him back, I was happy because there were so many people who loved me so much ,then lastly I was unable to see the man I loved making out in front of me despite being my own brother.

Ansel pushed my body, and then taped it to the bathroom wall. He immediately held my shoulder a little strong, between my cries I grimaced, a few moments later Ansel approached my head until his breath continued to blow on my cheek scented once , but my cry subsided a little as our position changed.

''Mayra I'm happy it turns out my heart is not wrong guessing, if your heart is already mine, me and Nayla will never get married ,for the incident I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings , to be honest it was just a form of testing , at that time I wanted to know how much you felt about me Mayra , ' Mayra , finally all is answered now if you are really jealous of me and Nayla, even if you love her too. '' His whispers instantly stopped my cries, only a hiccup was heard.

Ansel immediately hugged my body tightly, not having time to fight it until Ansel quickly buried his lips on my cheek pressed until Ansel kissed even deeper.

The gelanyar in my body was instantly electrified as our body docked, I felt that my body was already very free at Ansel's touch, but the fear of the demons that had managed to disturb us was increasingly yelling ,but Ansel still refused to take it off .

A few moments later after my cheek had succeeded in the prey I immediately released it, but only a kiss.

Ansel was so attached to looking at me with his head down, it was certain that the smaller of me looked back at her gaze, then when my hands curled prettyly around Ansel's large waist, in stark contrast to Mayra's small body.

''Remember, whatever happens stays with me 'not the least of all do not shift from my body ', honestly you are the first and last person who has fully accepted my heart dear. '' While touching my chin, Ansel swiftly returned to kiss me but the severity was right on my lips, I resigned because it was supported in the circle of Ansel's own body.

Ansel stopped his actions, releasing the link of my lips ended with a strong puff no matter if the lips almost swelled up again.

''I go ''Wash your face . Don't invite them to suspect, if it happens, I will definitely be ready and quick to be honest with them, and also clarify our relationship Ansel firmly release me from his embrace.

My body immediately slumped on the 'floor, after Ansel's body was not in the toilet anymore, I again cried close my mouth until my voice pressed back throat.

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