Between Love and Sacrifice

Glimmer of Hope

'' How ? '' Ansel asked coldly, staring fixedly at the street straight from his room.

''Miss Mayra has arrived safely, and is now at the Bramantyo residence, sir, ''. Max answered according to the report from his men.

'' Clear my schedule today, I want a full break. Don't bother me, even though it's very precarious, after thinking about the burden for a long time, I want to sleep for a full day. '' Gerutu Ansel was annoyed by the incident in the morning, then he got up and passed out of his room to his private Mansion.

Mayra, Nayla and Ansel's entourage arrive in Jakarta again. Although the flight schedule is different, they arrive the same day after facing various problems.

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Tok.dok...

The daydream after Mayra's cry broke with the sound of someone knocking on the door of her room.

Mayra quickly wiped away her painful tears, so that her body and body were not known to others.

Mayra steps to open the door .

Chequek...

Mayra was stunned to find the knocker standing with a sad face.

'' Brother Nayla? when is big brother back?, asked Mayra a little surprised.

''One hour after your departure May replied Nayla .

''Mayra, brother wants to talk to you about something. If it interferes with your activities, later after everything is finished, continued Nayla back.

Mayra's eyes look out right and left . Checking every corner of the second floor, afraid that anyone would hear their conversation later.

'' Yasudah went inside ! '' Invite Mayra to immediately pull Nayla into her room. Then Mayra quickly locked the door to her room.

Mayra took her sister to the sofa to speak.

''What's the big brother saying?, asked Mayra with a forced smile.

''Emmm...'' Nayla was still hesitant to open her conversation.

Her sister knew that she was still so uncomfortable to start with. Then lovingly, Mayra rubbed the back of Nayla's hand that was holding Nayla's home t-shirt, to make it a little calmer.

''Speak brother! , no need to hesitate like that. Is this Ansel's problem ? '' Mayra then asked about the biggest problem the three humans had experienced.

Nayla quickly nodded in affirmation.

''Alright, tell me what you want to say about the matter, ''. Mayra said to prepare her heart so as not to get hurt again to see the sad strokes of the brother.

''Grandpa, you know not, if Eric-wow

But Mayra who has an adult nature immediately nodded so that the brother continued his words.

'' Continue on ! '' Mayra's word is soft.

Nayla took a breath and then took it off in a tight chest, fearing that her sister was hurt by her words.

''Mas Eric has done something unnatural for us to do, but from our meeting in Bali a few hours ago, Eric was still not sure he had taken the crown. Even though that night after we made up, my brother had resigned to the destiny that had been outlined, to let go of the taste that had been dwelling But I did not think the night of the curse happened unconsciously. ''

Nayla's cry broke between her expressions.

''Not confused, one side you love each other.One side of Eric has done it with his brother. What should you do deck? if it wasn't your lover, brother wouldn't be burdened like this, May...'' Nayla's cry was unstoppable. Still ringing in his head how the man he loved as well as the lover of his sister accused him of being cruel.

Mayra's sadness finally spilled when she saw her brother again destroyed for the umpteenth time. Fierce in their love affair is getting bumpy.

She embraced her brother's weak body and took it into her arms .

''Don't be sad, I know Ansel more than anything. He is a responsible man even though he initially refuses and does not accept the problems that befall you . Why should you think about my feelings. Isn't it the brother who was harmed here, I'm just his lover and it hasn't been tied up at all. He has taken away Nayla's precious treasure, and she must take immediate responsibility, though I also feel the pain of losing my crown. But we are different. I am stronger than Sister Nayla and I am the one who will give up for the sake of brother's health, said Mayra at the end of the sentence she can only be inward, keep all his pain in others secret except only to the Giver of Destiny.

''But, continuing the prosecution is not easy, how can he forget you so quickly. ''Nayla protested while sobbing.

''Forgetting it is difficult, but as time goes on, everyone will get used to it. Ansel may not be able to let me go because I'm still with him. But if we already understand each other what is the fate of the meeting, the fate of love and the fate of separation then everything will be easy, even though there is my place there that may be difficult to remove. That's when brother recycled Ansel's heart, then enter slowly there with the personality of the brother in accordance with the real Ansel's reality. '' Mayra's light with tears of resignation.

''I was still afraid of being rejected, Lirih Nayla cupped both her palms pressed against her forehead to hold her Isaac, after their embrace unraveled.

''Rest assured, if Ansel won't do it again. He's already ruined my life, you hear ! nayla still has other solutions. Her mother Ansel will certainly be an intermediary so that Ansel does not ignore his responsibilities, Mayra said reassuringly, Mayra began not to see the state of Nayla who increasingly paled because of crying .

''Mayra what mama said, papa if you know you can't be proud anymore, my sister dirty as if throwing animal dung on their faces. It's so embarrassing....'' Nayla is still sad.

''They are good and wise parents, they will not blame Sister Nayla for the deeds done in an unconscious way, Mayra was sure of that. It's 'no, no more thinking about it. Look at too many things that continue to hurt my sister fearing her brother drop again later. Mayra will help sister to make things easier. Now rest, how can brother sue Ansel if the condition of brother is weak like this, Persuade Mayra .

'' I'm afraid to hurt you, Mayra ? '' Continue Nayla who looks weaker.

''Nothing made me sick, when the problems that burdened my brother were gone and changed with happiness. '' Mayra said wholeheartedly, although her heart is fragile but still able to strengthen the hearts of others, that is the real Mayra...Drowning in a vast sea to save his loved ones.

''What if what you fear happens ''.

''Rest assured, Mayra will keep trying. ''

Nayla nodded for a second and then she calmed down instantly.

Mayra leads Nayla to her room to rest Nayla's weak-looking body. For Nayla, Mayra's last words were like a glimmer of hope for her life ahead.

''Even though my heart is as fragile as glass, I can still be firm in my pain. The deep wounds will not heal easily in a short time, the hidden feelings in them will not waver if my loved ones are not this miserable, I just want sister Nayla to smile back. Pray for Mayra to replace the tears of pain with tears of happiness . Let me who fell because my heart is still strong to rise up to take my future back, even if not with him but I don't know, I will live my life according to the destiny that remains, '' Lirih Mayra rubbed Nayla's sleeping head into the dreamland, although interrupted by her sleep every once in a while the rush appeared, immediately squeezing the heart of Mayra who witnessed it.