Between Love and Sacrifice

Best Decision

Over there. Andre sat pensively in front of the beach enjoying the wind that hit his body. Although the feeling of his body was calm and peaceful, not for his heart.

Andre feels his love destiny is like a labyrinth lost in it. When it is loved Andre does not want to fight again to repay it. And when he left this heart felt empty. Missed himself.

As the word of the Rome Hajj bang, When nothing new felt. That phrase is very suitable for Andre's current self. When Mayra was so expecting her, Andre continued to pursue Nayla who clearly continued to reject her. But when Mayra has got another love with suddenly the feeling of Andre wants to have Mayra back. Yes ...Andre is in love with Mayra now. Even the love for the two brothers was equivalent to no less level, his heart was divided for Mayra and Nayla, their names had broken through Andre's defense now. What the world says if Andre has both, Andre is greedy for both. Wanting to have both, it was crazy.

''Let's replay the time round. I will love you Mayra first. I will definitely return your every attention to me back then Mayra . I must be happy to have a woman as good as you are Mayra. But now everything is gone swallowed by a very deep sense of regret. Now your love has turned to another man, the man who loves you too. The man who keeps fighting to have you whole. I'm sorry I ever let you down. I'm a stupid man who keeps wasting your sincere love.'' Lirih Andre stared straight at the vast ocean, leaning against the car door standing with his hands crossed in his chest.

''For you Nayla, until whenever I can't throw you out of this heart even until now this niche always shakes when with you and unfortunately you always reject me . I want to have you too, but God says something else. If it was my destiny to keep chasing you here, would you hate me. I could not bear to let my parents continue to grieve over this stupid behavior that was chasing something but I never got it. I'm sorry Nayla when my tired spot chasing you arrives. That's when I'll disappear from you. Now is the time to make them happy. Although I have to marry a woman I don't recognize at all, the woman who is my destiny, the woman who will accompany my life. May you understand one day Nayla Bramantyo, my beloved woman. ''

Long dissolved in a daydream between two women who continued to torment his heart. Andre was again startled by the vibration of his phone in his pants pocket. Andre immediately received the call with a smiling face, after knowing the name on his smartphone screen.

''Yes mommy....'' Sapa Andre's.

''(.....''-''....)"

"Andre will be home soon, if the work here is done. "

''(...''-''...)''

''Yes, mommy. Andre remembers Andre's promise, mami don't worry about it.Andre will run the mandate of grandfather. There was nothing Andre could have expected of the two women. They already prefer someone other than myself mami.''

''(...''-''...)''

''Okay mommy, Andre always remembers my mother's advice. Mom, don't forget to rest. ''

''(...''-''...)''

''Well mami, Andre will shorten the time in this city, after the completion of the family we will propose to him. Not going to Andre deny ''

''(...''-''...)''.

''Waalaikum Salam mami. ''

After being satisfied talking with his mom, Andre re-inserted his smartphone into his pants pocket again. Then he immediately continued his work at his branch office in the city. Until passing the beautiful sunset that was waiting for him. But Andre seemed to forget the romantic panorama.

***

''Take this, brother deliberately came all the way here to convey this.'' said Farel handed a letter to Mayra.

''Why ''Why ?'' Mayra shook her head then took the letter with a slightly heartwarming heart. Maura knew what the letter was, even Mayra herself who registered herself before her graduation last time.

''You yourself want it. Now your goal is almost fulfilled. Is it still hard leaving your feelings here ? '' Mayra looked back at Farel but was immediately transformed into a smile.

''It turns out Mr. Farel has not changed, always guessing exactly.'' Mayra chuckled as she opened the letter.

''Not my brother guessed it right. But you who are not very smart hide your sad look properly. Maybe you can't help you take the burden off that feeling. But at least do not break yourself, comfort your heart with something useful. Brother won't ask your problems. Brother hope the arrival of brother here brings peace back to your heart.remember do not try to self-destruct.u with tears of sadness, you are the most cheerful girl, the healing girl for me and Nayla of course. But if you are sad of course we will feel it too, said Farel stroking Mayra's head with affection.

''Unfortunately, I was destroyed first. I'm sick brother gave me a girl's appendage, which in fact I don't have anymore. All is gone, lost in the hatred of a man who is still attached to my heart . And sister Nayla feels the same way as me. But let me keep it to myself. ''

Mayra was deep, her eyes constantly staring at Farel with a blank look.

Farel understood the meaning of the gaze. Something had happened to his little brother, however much Farel would continue to try to lift the brother from the pit of suffering that was somehow, Farel had to slowly enter it, he said, He knew Mayra was a woman who was hard to guess. A woman who can smile in pain and suffering.

It wasn't a year and two that he knew his sister, the three of them grew up together .In just a few years they were separated because Farel was pursuing his ideals abroad to become a famous chef. And lucky Mayra followed in his footsteps in contrast to Nayla, especially in the control of Bram the uncle to be his successor in business. Although Nayla is not her flesh and blood she only learned from Fina some time ago, when the Bram family congratulated Farel on a smartphone because of his presence abroad when he won an international victory.

''How ? '' Farel broke the daydream of the younger brother who had been staring at him blankly..

Mayra took a breath and threw it away, followed by a nod.

''I accepted it, it was time for me to achieve everything I dreamed of. Thank you for coming back for Mayra. When do we leave ? '' Mayra asked trying to smile back.

''Now .''

Mayra was stunned to hear it.

''That fast, isn't the race still a month away ? why should it be so fast ? '' Mayra who was flustered consecutively asked.

''Ck, of course now. If next month you leave, when will you learn ? '' Farel was upset while clucking his tongue.

''He.he.., sorry my handsome brother, don't be upset. Later the handsome faded said Mayra chuckling.

''Okay, are you ready ? '' Mayra nodded for sure.

''At least I disappeared from him. Forgive Nayla sister, Mayra was forced. Otherwise Ansel continued to deny his actions. I'm sorry Mayra had to hereby sacrifice all, so hopefully you don't feel sad anymore, it hurts so much to see your tears. Hopefully after this, my brother will be happy. ''

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