
The time has shown at 3 am, there are no signs of Haikal or any other doctors who will come out. The light above the door continued to emit a bold red color.
An hour ago, the truck driver who was also in an accident with Tika was declared fine and was in the recovery stage. And will be transferred to the hospital room soon.
That woman whom I had expected his wife, repeatedly thanked him and hugged Mamah and Shilla and then he strengthened Mamah. I'm happy for him. Then why doesn't Tika come by? I'm back to worrying.
I still don't understand why the accident happened. And I also refused to find out. Right now it's only Tika's condition that I want to know about immediately. Every now and then my tears fall without me asking. Then I tried to get back strong. Haikal was seen emerging from behind the operating door.
"Where are you?" he said so out.
Mom stood up while being held by Max. We all gathered.
"When it's papa. Bleeding in his head has been overcome." explained Haikal who still uses full clothes typical of the ER.
"Trus why are the lights still red?" much worry.
"Oh that, the Doctor is still dealing with the wound on his shoulder, the car glass that stuck in his shoulder is quite deep. While the wound on his thigh has been resolved as well." Haikal explained again.
"Are you sure Tika's all right?" tanya Mamah again convinced Haikal.
Now Haikal was holding onto both shoulders of Mamah, "Mah, Tika was a strong person. He could have fucked everything. And we know that. And Jeff, thanks for the blood, Tika needs it." Haikal said again, patting my shoulder and then back into the room.
Mom hugged me tight. He cried softly in my arms. My mom and dad just looked at me. They tried to smile to strengthen me.
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Lisa POVS.
I deliberately distanced myself from the operating room. I'm sitting on the edge of the highway. Accompanyed with a pack of my cigarettes. I try to calm my feelings. I feel guilty about all this. I can prevent it from happening.
Two of my cigarettes have been used up. Now I light the third rod. I exhaled his smoke violently.
"When it's been well stated." Alex's voice surprised me.
"Seriously?"
"Yes, I heard it myself when Haikal came out of the operating room. The bleeding in his head has been overcome." Alex sat down next to me and took off the jacket he was wearing.
"What are you doing here? there's a smoking room next to the parking lot. More deket." he said while covering my back with his jacket earlier.
"Try that I asked him to do nginep at home, huh? It's definitely......."
"Ssttt! Everything has happened. Clearly we've done all we can." Alex calms me.
"So the morning before you called me, I had a bad dream about Tika. Maybe that was a sign of the time? I'm the only one who doesn't understand." I told him while leaning my head on his shoulder.
"The dream is just a sleeping flower, you can't believe that. I told you, it all happened. We can what? We don't know the cause of the accident either. Purely accident or negligence, you do not know." explained Alex while holding me with one hand.
I just kept quiet.
Think for a moment and then go back to enjoying my cigarettes.
"When you're in Jefri's position, you're gonna come across that girl?" ask me random.
"Yes I must have come. But I'm taking you."
"How come I don't want to come?"
"At least you know if I want to go there and I'll ask your permission first."
I fell silent again for a moment, "Trus why didn't Jefri tell Tika and didn't ask her permission?"
"Let's go, I don't know. Maybe Jefri had his own thoughts as well. And Jefri admitted that there must be a reason." explained Alex.
"So far as I am, Jefri has long had no love for Paula. I've been telling you, months before the break up, Jefri feels useful. Paula is also getting spoiled and spoiled it's maksa. Make Jefri sultry. Not to mention the protective attitude of Paula, all men do not want to be banned." Alex again.
"Tika emang that's it. He always felt his feelings. And she's not the kind of girl who likes to talk first. Especially if it is sensitive." I said.
"Yes I know. I can also understand if I'm in Tika's position. But once his heart said no yes no." said Alex while lighting his cigarette.
Yeah, I agree with Alex. And even to this day, I still do not really understand the mindset of Tika.
Hopefully they can complement each other. That's my only hope.
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It's 4 in the morning. The emergency red light above the door was gone. Tika's critical period is over. But Tika still can not be moved to the hospital room. He must remain in the ICCU room to continue to receive intensive care.
Haikal came out from behind the door. Now the smile that Haikal showed me was beginning to be able to feel his calm. My mom's asleep in Papa's arms in the chair. So did Mamah and Shilla, they grabbed each other with their eyes closed.
"Max, mending you bring Mamah home to you, let's rest. Shilla's too. Elis and Iceland must be your nyariin." suggested Haikal.
"But..."
"Udahlah, let the cave guard Tika here. Come back here tomorrow morning again. Lu is also Max, you make rest at home. Kasian right?" haikal's Order.
I just nodded. I approached Papa and told them to go home.
"Trus you?" ask Papa.
"I'm staying here Pa, I want to wait for Tika to wake up. Kasian Mama later if Mama is sick how?"
Papa woke up Mama gently. Mom agreed to go home. They're saying goodbye.
"Tomorrow Mama here again, later Mama bring you a change of clothes." said Mama while hugging me tightly, "You are patient, baby. Mama knows it's hard for you. And inget, you also take care of yourself, do not forget to eat, huh?"
"Yes Ma, definitely."
My mom and dad say goodbye and go home.
Max approached Mamah who had just woken up because she heard the sound of my father and mother saying goodbye.
"Patient geng yes, jeng also do not forget to take care of health. Tomorrow I come again." said Mama while hugging Mamah.
After my parents came home, Max, Shilla and Mamah also said goodbye to go home for a while. Tomorrow morning they'll be here again. But unlike Max, he will only deliver the two women, after which he will soon return here.
"Aunty's home?" ask Lisa who just showed up with Alex who was carrying a crackle bag.
"Yes, auntie come home first. You guys ain't coming home?"
"Lisa wants to stay here aunty, until Tika realizes."
Mom hugged Lisa, "Yeah, you don't blame yourself anymore. All this is beyond our power." said Mamah.
"Yes, they used to cave in. If there's any cabarin cave, Jeff already nyimpen cave number right?" pammit Max's.
"Yes, thank you." I said.
They're all gone. I sit back in the chair. Haikal went back inside to see Tika's condition.
"Jeff coffee for you. Nii there's also bread, you eat first, your entrails." Alex orders.
I took the coffee and sipped it. Lisa stepped into the toilet.
"Tika's mind was messed up" Alex said suddenly, she turned to look at me, "Gua was also at Lisa's house at that time."
"Lex, it's not a cave you want to know, but please, now the most important thing Tika can realize, the cave just wants it.. The cave brain is too heavy.." I refused to be rude.
"Oh okay. Sorry." which." Alex shut his mouth tight.
Actually Alex knows, I'm not the kind of guy you can talk to about privately easily, unless I start it.
Suddenly Haikal appeared behind the door and walked towards me sitting down.
"What's wrong?" manya panic.
"Ga papa really, the cave just wants to sit down."
"Why what?"
"It's still not stable anyway, but ga papa is the influence of anastesi." he replied sambi patted my thigh.
We're speechless. Silent mood. I was busy with my own thoughts.
Shortly after, a sister half ran out of the room and came to us.
"Sorry, the patient is stable and can be moved to the hospital room, please the father to immediately take care of his room at the front desk there to register. Let me take you?" haggle that nurse.
I'll stand up soon. So too with Haikal. We take care of administration. I feel relieved and happy. Because now it's just waiting for Tika to come to her senses from her anesthesia. He has managed to fight through his critical period. I want to embrace her body immediately....