Belongs to Other Women

The Part 33

I saw Jefri sitting in the living room watching tv.

"Say you want to say goodbye, how come you're still here?" I scolded him while walking towards him.

"It was, you told me to wait downstairs" she replied.

Also, my mind, "Trus now don't want to go home?"

"You riled?" my eyes are intense.

My faith is weakening, man!!

"Yes anyhow, if you still want to be here please." rentku while standing up to go to the kitchen.

But not yet had my body stood perfectly, Jefri pulled my hand which caused my body to turn unbalanced and immediately landed freely on his body.

Shit!!!

Bump me in the heart when my nose managed to hit the chest field of his body. But the smell of his body really makes me drugged, as if not want to escape from his body. Until I woke up his arms were now behind my body. Seize me.

"I'm sorry." she said softly and was barely even heard by my ears.

I raise my head to face her face. I really fell in love with him!

Suddenly a drop of water appeared in the corner of my eye, I quickly hid my face back in the chest of his field. But as if moving me too slowly, Jefri realized that.

"Hey don't cry dong, I'm wrong." he said now while holding me tight.

I could no longer bear it, the sentence he had just uttered seemed like a big slap to me. As if giving an answer if 'yes right' he already has a lover and he loves his lover very much.

Now the details of the water flowed freely from the corner of my eye, flooding my entire face. Some of the t-shirts used by Jefri also bear witness to the pain of my heart.

I started sticking out my hand to hold her. Enjoying the warmth of his body temperature. Feel comfortable in the protection of his body. The smell of my body I breathed deeply, I stored it in my brain so that I could release it. My body was not willing to let him go.

Jefri said nothing more. He just grabbed me, listening to the crying voice I was trying to endure, while stroking my body slowly. The longer my crying becomes. I can no longer cover my sobs. Jefri clenched me tighter and kissed the top of my head, long ago. Until I finally fell asleep in his arms.

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Jefri POV's.

"Say you want to say goodbye, how come you're still here?" scolded him as he came down the stairs and approached me.

"It was, you told me to wait below" I replied as he said.

"Trus now don't want to go home?"

"You riled?" I looked at his face intensely.

"Yes anyhow, if you still want to be here please." sewotnya who then want to stand left me.

I quickly grabbed her hand until she turned around and immediately fell right on my chest. I feel guilty for him. I'm holding her body now.

He looked at me, then suddenly I saw his eyes flushed red, there was a puddle of water in his eyes. Then she hid her face back in my chest.

"Hey don't cry dong, I'm the wrong one." I said as I clenched tighter.

Shortly afterwards, Tika replied to my arms but was accompanied by the sound of her sobbing. Oh, my God, what am I doing? I let her cry out her emotions, I gently rubbed her back.

My God, why is he doing this? Am I the cause? It came back to my brain about the sentence Alex said to me 3 days ago. That Tika already knows if I have Paula.

Yeah right, it's worth it when Paula called me, Tika looked kind of sewot and different. And yes it is, once again I remember the sentence that Tika said back then, until she left me alone there.

I don't know what's on his mind right now, so he can cry like this.

Is this one of his forms of sincerity to me? He hurt me so much with my treatment. I really have no intention of hurting you. There was not a single bit of that intention!!

I want to protect you, I want to be with you. But I'm scared.. I was too afraid to have you.

And I was too afraid to choose.

All of those words I can only say in my brain. Until I realized, there were no more sobs Tika. Calm and peaceful.

"Pa.. Tikaa." call me.

There's no answer. But I can still feel his breath going up and down. Maybe he was asleep, I thought. With a swift lift of his body ala Bride's, I take it to his room. I put her body on the white bed. Then I covered it with a white bedcover available. I stared at his innocent face. I kissed her forehead a flash. Then I left him to sleep in his room to rest.

I lyricized my watch after I managed to close Tika's room door, "Shiitt!!!"

It's 6 o'clock, I have to go home for a change of clothes, after a time, I thought. I rushed home not to forget I closed the front door of his house, then I locked the fence. I left him asleep by himself.

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"For so long Pi, where did he stop by?" nagging Paula as soon as I get there.

"Sleep." I replied, "Where are the things you want to bring?"

"Aissh's a habit, the promise at 7 comes past 7. It's in his bag."

I didn't respond to Paula's words. Immediately I lifted the suitcase and put it in the back seat of my car.

"Let's sneak, just go, he said it's late." I returned the sewot.

"Some one is missing."

I got into the car, waiting for him to sit behind the wheel. Before long Paula came in and put up her safety belt. I started the car and I took the gas straight to the airport.

During the trip I just kept quiet, because now I am lazy to talk. I'm lazy to talk about anything. My brain floated thinking of Tika.

Same with Paula, I don't know why she didn't bring it. He was not at all as usual who always talked, always asked the details of the cause of my delay, anyway he always dominated.

I let him stay quiet. Because for now it's better.