Behind The Castle's

**FREDRICK'S TEARS**

"That color Calista can get good care of the two knights, and because this is also His Majesty all this time can only be silent? especially when Calista has the support of all the late Queen's dogs?" Fredrick nodded and stared fixedly at Victoria's face which finally made a sound, letting out a voice other than the sound of sobbing. Victoria reopened her voice. "What is he doing to keep the calm?"

Fredrick nodded back. His face looked back out the window as the wind blew again, Fredrick continued his story

"When we were separated, I was determined to destroy it even more and put my father to shame. I want to reply until I get to know the one whose name is pel*cur*n. I'm actually not interested in playing there, what's more playing with that dirty woman over there, I just want to keep my dad dizzy and embarrassed but, uh, everything got worse and I fell apart when one day I met a young widow Viscount. All I remember is she was a gentle and kind woman, she always took good care of me and looked after me, keeping that lonely youngster full of wounds. I who have an immature mind can easily be lulled and taken for granted by the pleasures of sin, to make a disgusting relationship with him, he was my first mistress. And so on from there, after tasting the pleasure of sin, every year when I get bored and need new entertainment, I will change my savings. That's all I did starting from the age of me who just turned sixteen. But, it all ended when Calista came back, who somehow came back, I just guessed that it must have been from my father's interference. We got back close and my dad took his hands off, he just let us. He seemed to learn from his experience while separating us"

Fredrick looked back at Victoria's silent face, afraid, afraid to tell this part, the dirtiest part of her life. But he couldn't back down, he didn't want to hide anything more to his wife. Fredrick's feelings grew even more fearful when Victoria was still silent, she was so afraid that Victoria would turn to him or even feel disgusted at him but... As Fredrick was about to open his mouth, Victoria's lips smiled warmly and hugged him tightly again. As if she could read all the fear in her husband's gray eyeballs, Victoria made a sound

"I'm fine Bash... I accept you for who you are. I dare to accept this marriage because I am ready for everything, including all your past. You're still my husband, my husband that I'm going to love all my life, you're the best husband"

Fredrick's heart shook strongly, his blood rippled violently, his feelings warmed up to make the direction of his field blurry, he wanted to be manic now. Fredrick's two blurry eyes glared back out the window

"He always loved that woman. My father never loved me Vic. He just loves his kingdom. He even let the woman live and marry him. I'm...."

Victoria immediately let go of her embrace and covered Fredrick's mouth while shaking strongly, very strongly

"You're wrong Bash. He loves you so much, as the late Queen said, your mother. He did everything for your good and he also loved the late Queen very much. She loves your mother"

Fredrick shook strongly

"No Vic.. She's..."

Victoria closed Fredrick's mouth again and looked at Fredrick deeply

Fredrick's forehead frowned. Victoria, who understands that her husband does not believe and is confused, continues her words

"He didn't kill the 'woman' and let her live because he had a reason. Even she gave the Queen's name to him but did not 'make it' the Queen. She placed her as a wife in the status of a member of the palace but simply ignored her and kept her away from the palace. That he did with reason, it was all to punish and hurt the woman, especially for himself. She was and forever hurting and torturing herself, for the rest of her life" Victoria took her breath and continued. "Every day, every hour, and every second when I know that she exists, when I hear that woman's whereabouts, when someone calls her name, he will continue to be reminded of all his mistakes and regrets. He tortured, punished and continued to break his own heart for the rest of his life. Because, if the woman dies, it's too easy for the woman and especially for herself. Every day I'm sure he'll always feel the pain and torture on himself Bash. His sense of regret and loss will continue to be firmly stuck in his heart and mind. He who loves you so much will continue to stir his own wounds with that woman's existence in this world. He did not get rid of the woman because he did not want any relief in his heart, so that he could continue to torture her, so that throughout his life he could continue to feel pain. Therefore, the inhabitant of Larina was still there and breathing, breathing in prison and exile, breathing in loneliness and humiliation. Death is too expensive for him"

This time all Fredrick's defences were destroyed, he could no longer hold everything back, Fredrick sobbed, cried, moaned and shed tears that quickly filled the voice in the silence of his mother's room. Victoria wasn't much different, for the umpteenth time Victoria cried. Victoria cried as she cupped Fredrick's face, a face full of destruction and full of sore wounds that she had never seen

"Bashwas... We can't heal our wounds, all our lives, we'll always remember and feel all our wounds but..." Victoria wiped Fredrick's tears and looked at him warmly. "But we live in today and for the future.I want us to be happy Bash. I want us to be happy without any burden here..." Slowly Victoria placed one hand against Fredrick's chest. "I want to be here relieved and calm. Make peace with all the stories of our past. Relieve and reconcile with all our grievous destinies, let them all pass because..." Victoria's lips smiled warmly, her eyes radiating tenderness and warmth, her hands lovingly rubbed her husband's wet cheeks as she sobbed. "Color you have us. You have me and our children. Let's be happy Bash, let's be happy with our children until death do us part"

Fredrick hugged Victoria. His issue was getting stronger and stronger, all the fortresses were sturdy and the defenses were already destroyed unceasingly. In the midst of his pain with great difficulty Fredrick tried to speak

"Thank you for being in my life, Vic. Thanks..."

And that night, their cries continued to seethe to fill the room of the late Queen Rosemary. During the early autumn afternoon, Fredrick clenched Victoria tightly by shedding all the pain and pain she had been unable to escape, the merciless pain and pain that always rained down on his heart. Victoria tightened their arms with a prayer in her heart. Pray that after this, God will allow them to continue to be happy. Victoria no longer wants to wallow in the past, she just wants to be happy in the present and the future with her family and people. Forever until death picks him up.

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Aahhh. Please give Fredrick a say guys...

Greetings dear all