Behind The Castle's

**JEREMMY FEELING**

His annoying face, his cynical gaze, his rough movements clearly confirmed that the person was experiencing and was being forced to do something unpleasant. More precisely facing someone who made him feel annoyed.

After being on the road for days, the horse is racing fast and non-stop. It feels quite tiring especially because the departure and where the destination is now is not the place he wants to be. It's not exactly Jeremmy wanted

With a gesture that seemed annoyed, Jeremmy jumped off his horse and grabbed the reins of a large black horse belonging to the person who made him unhappy even upset. Impressed childish because the innocent horses felt the unpleasant treatment of Jeremmy who was in a bad mood.

"She played an important role in my life, not just in a few years but over ten years. A lot of things he sacrificed for me first, a lot of difficulties in his passing because of me first. He was instrumental in my life full of darkness and despair Jer. I'm a resourceful human being, not a pig. Stop putting on a face like that. I just saw it, didn't want to play crazy Jer"

Jeremmy cleared his throat a few times for what. Then after the horse had tied up, he looked at the man who made him unhappy.

"Good Your Highness... You're boss. Don't mind me"

"Getting Jer, back when I lost my mother and fell in my hell life, she always came with me. Now I just want to make sure she's okay and then we go back. Again, I say, I am a human being with reason, not a pig"

In fact, Jeremmy didn't care about all Fredrick's explanations. Although he said that it was different now that Fredrick was married and even his wife was sick, there would be a defense from him. Now Jeremmy would rather he serve a pig than a pig-brained crown prince.

Ohh my goodness... Jeremmy really hates this house. The once pleasant smell of roses is now in her hate. But Jeremmy can do what, one more time. He's not the boss. Jeremmy took a deep breath before knocking on the door of the house.

A middle-aged maid he knew immediately opened the door. As if they knew of their arrival, the servant immediately welcomed their arrival in a friendly manner. Fredrick did not want to go directly to the room above. Who else's room if not the woman's.

"Crab up!"

Jeremmy swore in his heart as his former memories repeated. He would wait for hours in the living room like a fool while Fredrick in the room would wrestle with the heat sinfully. Then when finished, the two sinners will go outside the room laughing happily. Really, if it repeats itself now. As Jeremmy said, he would not hesitate to hit a crown prince. I don't know why but, imagining Victoria having her pride hurt even though her face wouldn't show any signs of it, only made Jeremmy even more sorry. Poor Victoria was already thought of as her own sister. The adorable little sister with the nimble mouth and cunning brain made Jeremmy just continue to be able to see the fragility that he could always hide.

Fredrick opened the door to a room he knew very well. I don't know how long he's never set foot into that white and green place. All the positions of the furniture are still exactly the same, which reminds him if in the past when he was young and unstable, could spend days playing in every corner of the room there. Looking to the side, a bed of not too large size that also did not change made him able to see the figure of a woman with a red mane who lay weak.

"Lady Calista won't eat and drink, Your Highness. Every time he would cry and continue to cry until he was exhausted. It shook his soul.." The middle-aged maid who was also a nany Calista sobbed while trying to continue with her hard words. "Our poor lady. He just has your Your Highness, please persuade him to get excited again. He has no one"

Fredrick steps closer to the bed, then landed his buttocks on the lip of the bed while looking at Calista's face that looks thinner, the dark circles under his eyes are very real, very real, even her usual beautiful shiny hair looked unkempt.

The movement of the bed and the sound of someone's sobbing made Calista slightly disturbed, with Calista's weight trying to open his eyes, and when he saw who was in front of him. All like a dream, is this a dream?

"Fred?"

Fredrick smiled faintly

"Hi..."

"You're coming Fred.... You're finally coming"

Calista sobbed stronger and stronger as she tightened the stronger her hand that was raised around Fredrick's neck. Frendrick only gave a short nod and gave a tranquilizing hug, patting Calista's thinner back. I don't know, it's been a long time that he couldn't recognize a body that used to always give him this pleasure. What's since he knew his wife's body. Only Victoria's body is now always more pleasant than any pleasure, only Victoria's body is always intoxicating for her to always make her float in madness, a body that can always satisfy him more than any satisfaction ever tasted.

And all Fredrick's formal treatment, looked different in the eyes of Jeremmy who apparently decided to follow to the room. The hug Fredrick gave off looked like a friendly longing hug in his eyes and it made Jeremmy fed up. Now he would really have his fists and legs ready if Fredrick had even slightly sinned again. Ok! he will be monitoring them closely now.

Patiently, Fredrick accompanies Calista to a meal, having previously had trouble persuading a woman who has just lost her father. Fredrick knew that as long as he was in Calista's room, Jeremmy would peek every minute and give him threatening looks. Oh that's right... Is he that old*n for playing crazy with a sick woman? moreover, he already had a wife. Ok he does know he's a jerk but he has a principle, he won't play with random women if he's already made a connection to a woman, even if it's just a mistress. What else is marriage! once again, she knew she was a husband! Fredrick rolled his eyeballs in a puff as he returned, those dark-looking eyeballs peeking at the small blemish of the door that was not tightly closed. Doesn't Jeremmy know if it looks horror?

"Fred, I've finished my meal"

Calista smiled sweetly like a little boy who managed to please the orders of his master. Fredirick nodded briefly and put away the tray to the nightstand

"Sleep Cal, it's night"

Fredrick pulled Calista's blanket and was about to stand up from the lip of the bed but, Calista restrained her arm

"Don't go Fred. Please please... I don't want to be alone"

"I'll go back tomorrow Cal, take it easy, our horses need rest"

That's not what Calista wanted to hear, he wanted Fredrick to say if he was worried about her, missed her and wanted to come back to her but, with all his strength Calista tried to smile and look at Fredrick.

"Then sleep here. Keep me asleep. I don't want to have nightmares anymore, Fred"

Although Fredrick could very well see that wounded smile but then again, he was not an unattached bastard. Patiently Fredrick stroked Calista's mane gently, the treated Calista smiled happily but,

"I can't be here, Cal, I'm a married man. Please understand, don't make me an increasingly sinful man. Even now by choosing to come here and ignore my sick wife, I already feel very heavy and sinful"

Calsita clenched her teeth with a clenched hand but, for the umpteenth time she exerted all her strength not to shout now. Until he was so excited he could only nod. Yeah for now he's going to resign, but later. Only the author knows what will happen.

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