As sincere as Zara's love

As sincere as Zara's love
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Zara is grateful that Fatan has been able to accept it even though it is not entirely in her heart.


He was sure that little Fatan would be able to love him. Because he believes God's plan is beautiful.


Zara made breakfast for Fatan and Lana, yes Lana was back yesterday from Singapore.


Today's breakfast menu made by Zara is Lana's favorite meat sandwich.


"Assalamualaikum mom!" Shouted Lana who came down carrying Fatan down from his room. Fatan sits Lana in Lana's seat.


"Waalaikumsalam mama's son" replied Zara.


"Special filling bread for your child" said Zara, giving a meat sandwich.


"Yeeah dear mama!" He shouted while kissing Zara's cheek.


Zara smiled this week the house was quiet when Lana was not home, Zara took a sandwich for Fatan, today Fatan is home because of the weekend and he has promised to take Lana on the road.


"one loaf for Zara's husband" Zara said with a smile.


"thank you" Fatan replied with a smile, a beautiful early morning with a Fatan smile according to Zara.


"Is Lana not tired of yesterday's new hem invited to travel the same uti?" Ask Fatan.


Lana shakes.


"Ak you pa..." Lana answered unclearly because her mouth was full of bread.


"Exit first, you can not mam while talking about love will choke," said Zara.


"No good papa, Lana wants to go for a walk with mom and dad," said Lana.


"Where are you going to go for a walk?" Ask Fatan.


"anywhere along with mom and dad" said Lana.


"Okey finished eating we'll go for a walk" Fatan said, making Lana happy.


****


Fatan invites Lana to the Water Spirit he looks happy and laughs happily. Zara doesn't swim, she just sits by the pool with Fatan, Fatan's phone rings, and she moves away from Zara to pick up her phone.


Zara saw the face of Fatan who changed after getting a phone call his face looked gloomy, restless and his smile was not up to the eyes when he saw Zara who kept looking at him.


"Is there a problem?" Ask Zara.


"No." lied Fatan, but Zara did not believe that even though they were together for two months Zara could see the face of Fatan's lie.


"what was your brother serious about yesterday's words? when you said you'd try to accept Zara?" Ask Zara.


"Sure" replied Fatan briefly.


"If you're serious, open up with Zara who knows Zara can help." Fatan looked at Zara, "there's a problem in the office" Fatan said.


"There is He who always gives way to every problem in the world, come to Him to pour out what you feel only He can show the Way, the Way,


How long have you never been with him?" Zara asked, Fatan shook his head,


"for a long time, I forgot the last time I came and rested on Him"


"From now on Zara please do not forget the obligation of my brother as a Muslim, sorry if Zara has been sassy asking for brother but this is the obligation of Zara as a wife to remind my brother, Zara didn't ask you to love Zara, but Zara asked you to love the one who made us breathe bang" Zara said, Fatan nodded.


"guide me Zara" pinta Fatan.


"God willing" replied Zara, Fatan smilingly looking at Zara and vice versa


****


After the streets when he got home right in time magrib, zara who got down from the car immediately carried Lana into the house leaving Fatan who put his car kegarasi.


"Mama wants to pray dear" said Zara.


"Lana can come with mom?" Ask Lana.


"Of course Lana can come along" said Zara, holding Lana's hand to enter her room.


Zara prepares a small mukena for Lana to wear.


"Lana before prayer we have to wudlu first, then follow mama ya!" Pinta Zara's.


Lana nodded and followed Zara to the bathroom, teaching Lana the steps of ablution.


"sadly, you will follow your mother every time what you do later" said Zara.


Finished Zara prayer while holding Lana down he saw Fatan was contacting someone with his serious face.


"Okey will inform you again of its development," said Fatan ended his speech.


He stepped closer to Zara and Lana who were on the carpet of the television room.


"If Zara can figure out what's the problem?" Zara asked as she sat down on the sofa beside Fatan.


"there were people who stole ideas from the team that I told them to handle the project in Medan" Fatan said.


"what's been investigated?" Ask Zara.


"I told Dewa to investigate who the team that holds the cooperation project between Sanjaya," replied Fatan.


"Patience may be a test to make your brother more resilient and patient again" Zara said.


Fatan just nodded, "i'm working in the first place"he said, Zara nodded.


****


Zara falls asleep in Lana's room after putting Lana to sleep, he woke up and immediately came out of Lana's room he walked towards the room but when passing by Fatan's work room he saw Fatan's workspace lights were still wrong he saw it was early in the morning.


Zara knocks on the door and opens and finds Fatan focused on his laptop.


"Assalamualaikum brother," hail Zara.


"Waalaikumsalam," replied Fatan while looking at Zara while occasionally rubbing his tired eyes.


"It's night time for a break bang!" Zara.


Fatan turned off his laptop and walked towards Zara, Zara smiling soothingly.


"There's a way, let's find that way together!" Let Zara see the worry in her husband's eyes.


"It's the biggest problem I've ever had" Fatan said.


"it's all done well, come on!" take Zara while hesitating to hold her husband's hand.


Fatan understood he immediately held Zara's hand and invited her into the room.


"Please pray at the place I want to rest on Him whom I have been neglecting for a long time" Fatan said as he walked towards the bathroom, Zara nodded and smiled.


"Alhamdulillah" said Zara, Seeing the changes little by little that Fatan showed. And this Zara pinta will last forever


****


Early in the morning Fatan was sitting at a table after the congregational prayer with Zara for the first time he became a priest.


"Father!" Calling Lana, Fatan turned to see Zara holding Lana.


"Assalamualaikum brother!" His regards.


"Waalaikumsalam" he answered, Zara took a fried vermicelli for Fatan.


"Maybe I'll be home tonight" said Fatan, Zara nodding in understanding about the problems her husband was facing.


"may be finished soon."


"Hopefully, I'm leaving!" Pamphitt.


"Be careful, assalamualaikum" Zara said.


"Waalaikumsalam" replied Fatan and kissed his daughter then Zara.


"How come you leave in the morning, Mama?" Ask Lana.


" Papa has affairs dear" Zara Lana replied nodding her head.


"Where is school today?" Ask Zara.


"He em" he answered.


"Yes, let's go" Zara asked .


Lana took her little bag and put it on and held Zara's hand that walked beside her.


****


Helen visits Zara because since the party at her house she never saw Zara again. Wanting to know the latest news with her super cold husband, Helen sees Zara sitting at her work desk she sees Zara's serious face.


"Assalamualaikum" greetings Helen.


"Waalaikumsalam" Zara replied as she looked up to see who was coming, Zara smiled and stood up to greet her friend who was heavily pregnant.


"Very good, you?" said Helen.


"Thank God, better than yesterday" replied Zara.


"Where is Fatan he not evil are you?"


Zara shook her head, "she's good Len, very good in fact," Zara replied. Helen did not believe her because she knew Fatan did not love Zara from her husband.


"You're not lying, I know you're Zara" Helen said.


"Really, he's good" Zara said.


"Well I believe, let's go find food I'm hungry" Helen asked. Zara puffed her lips because the arrival of Helen just wanted to invite her to eat, Helen only laughed when she saw the expression of Zara, Helen just laughed,


"it turns out you came here to invite me out, but you know my job is very much," said Zara while screeching but licking a lie.


"just consider this your niece-to-be's request" Helen said.


Zara nodded and looked at the clock in her hand.


"Wait for Lana, she's coming home from school" Zara said.


"Okey mama express new marriage 2 months has become a mama son 3 years great." joked Helen.


"Helen you here, look at your mama's deck mocking aunty kick your mama's belly baby" Zara pinta stroked Helen's belly.


"Ra! Sick tofu kicked but I'm glad it means my son is healthy" Helen said when she felt the kick of her baby.


"Is it really sick?"


Helen nodded "it hurts but not much." Helen explained.


"Come it's time for Lana to go home!, where are we going?"


"What is the cafe near the office of God? I want to eat there again" said Helen.


"okay come!" Take Zara.


The two of them went out of the boutique and drove Zara's car to pick up Lana after that went to the cafe close to Fatan's office.


When she arrived at the cafe Zara ordered Chrispy Steak and sausage sticks to drink capucino and ice cream for Lana, while Helen chose somay and ice cream.


"Lana was taught to sing with her teacher" Lana said.


"Singing what dear?" Ask Zara.


"Many teachers are equally taught to do'a but Lana can already teach Mama always teach Lana and the teacher's mother says Lana is smart," said Lana with a happy tone.


"Hmm is Lana smart, right?" Zara said


Helen sees the interaction of Zara and Lana smiling emang Zara The good woman with the motherly soul she has may always be happy do'a Helen.


"When's Helen's aunt coming out?"


"When are you?" Helen said while pretending to think.


"Lana help me think aunty," said Lana while putting her finger on the chin making Zara laugh.


"Two months, " said Helen.


"Two months is that long or a little mama?" Ask Lana to Zara.


"61 more days dear" replied Zara.


"That's aunty old, can't be out now?" Lana's words made Zara and Helen laugh.


"Have eaten, baby!" Zara's order because the order has come.


****


Fatan sat in his room with the Gods, they discussed about the problems facing the company Fatan.


"Where's Wa?" Ask Fatan.


"Still haven't met the culprit but will soon meet don't worry," said Dewa trying to calm his friend.


"Where's Zara?" Tanya Dewa tried to shift the topic so that her friend was not too worried about what she was facing now.


"As you suggested I tried yesterday to accept it and open my heart to her I've done, right you said she's very kind" Fatan said as he imagined Zara's smile.


"He's good, and I see there's a little change in you." God guessed.


"Yes, I tried to live like I used to before I met Delisa." Answer Fatan.


"May you succeed bro, ouwh ya want to come with me no?" Ask Gods.


"Where?"


"eat at the Cafe near here," said Dewa as he walked towards the door.


"May," said Fatan as he stood following the Gods from behind.


Dewa and Fatan walked towards Cafe across from Fatan's office, when entering Cafe Fatan saw Zara and Lana at Cafe.


"Assalamualaikum," Greetings of the Gods.


"Waalaikumsalam," answered the three.


Zara turned to see who was coming, smiling to see Fatan standing behind her while Lana was already walking towards her papa.


"Assalamualaikum brother!" Greetings Zara while kissing her husband's hand.


"It's been a while?" Ask Fatan to Zara.


"From 11 o'clock, after picking up Lana directly here, invited to mumble," replied Zara.


"I'm sorry Zara's phone missed." Zara Fatan nodded.


"I'm sorry Zara brother, Zara did not permit the real Zara phone to miss," Zara assured Fatan.


"I'm sorry" said Fatan.


Zara is afraid of sin because she came out without saying goodbye to her husband, but she was relieved to get forgiveness from her husband.After lunch Fatan and Dewa returned to the office while Zara and Helen returned to snatch Zara.


****


Fatan came home at midnight when he entered he saw Zara had just come out of Lana's room and wanted to enter her room but after seeing Fatan came Zara to pick him up with a smile that menyjuykan he kissed Fatan's hand and bring fatan's bag and suit into room .


"Zara makein drink first bang," said Zara Fatan nodding and sitting on the sofa of the living room.


Zara returned to the living room with a glass of water and saw Fatan leaning against the sofa, his eyes closed, looking exhausted in the handsome face of her husband.


"It must be very tired" Zara said as she placed a glass of water on the table.


Her husband rubbed her husband's cheek gently.


"Allah lighten my husband's burden and resolve his problems amen." Zara said as she continued to rub her husband's cheek.


Until Yang's eyes were closed began to open was shocked by the presence of Zara in front of him as well as Zara who was shocked by Fatan who suddenly opened his eyes


"Sorry wake up brother, drink bang!" Pinta Zara held out a glass of water.


"Thank you" he said, draining his water.


"May Zara massage you bang? Brother looks so tired." Ask Zara.


Fatan just nodded slowly, he was indeed very tired of the problems that existed at this time, he was very tired,


Zara began massaging Fatan's shoulders and began to close her eyes, enjoying Zara's gentle hand.


"Trust me there must be a way to this problem" Zara said.


"Why are you so sure?" Asked Fatan with eyes that remained closed


"Because Zara is convinced that God will not give trials beyond the limits of the ability of his people" said Zara.


"Abang ever listen to the letter of Al-Inshirah verses 5-6 which means Because after the difficulty there is ease, actually after the difficulty there is ease, and God willing there is wisdom behind this problem," keep Zara.


"Thank you for being there at a time like this" Fatan said, holding Zara's hand on his shoulder.


"It's Zara bang's obligation to support and always accompany brother." Zara said.


Fatan pulled Zara's hand to sit next to him.


"Why are you always patient with me who obviously still can't love you?" Ask Fatan.


"Why don't you rebel and leave because my attitude for two months was not good and always cold and did not consider you?" Reciprocation


"Because Zara respects her brother as Zara's husband and Zara believes that one day the brother must have changed, the hard stone can be hollow if it continues to be exposed to water droplets, and Zara believes that your heart is not like that," zara said, Fatan nodded and kissed Zara's hand.


"thank you" said Fatan. Zara smiled and nodded.


Yes, Zara persisted not because she was weak, but because Zara respected her husband for her sins if she went without his permission she would not be cursed by God because she went out without her husband's permission.


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