As sincere as Zara's love

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Fatan enters his room after putting Lana to sleep but he does not see Zara in his room, he decides to look for Zara in the kitchen, And when he wanted to enter the kitchen he saw Zara sitting down with a laptop in front of him so seriously Zara did not realize that Fatan was watching her.

Fatan continued to see Zara's movements sometimes rubbing her nose, sometimes scratching her black hair sometimes frowning and sometimes smiling. Making Fatan curious he finally stepped quietly and sat on the sofa behind Zara.

Fatan frowned seeing Zara designing the baby clothes and what made her frown.

Zara sent her designs to Helen and was able to comment unkindly, so Fatan knew what made Zara pout.

"Why not sleep at night?" The word Fatan made Zara shrivel in shock.

"Astagfirullah brother! Just make Zara startle" said Zara, looking back and holding her chest.

"Zara interrupted my brother's sleep?" Zara asked, Fatan shook his head because he had not slept at all but Zara was not in the room.

Zara facing her laptop again continued the design of her baby clothes, regardless of the fatan behind her.

"Chating with who?" Ask Fatan.

"Helen banging!" He answered as his hand continued to move.

"Who's Helen? But it's like a picture of a God, so Helen's the God's wife? Women fussy." asked Fatan without breaking to make Zara silent, progress Fatan asked at length what is this green light for the transparency of his household.

"Yes bang, is Helen the wife of God, you know?" answer Zara.

He ended his chating and sitting beside Fatan, Fatan looked at Zara the other way around.

"Did you know me before?" Fatan asked suddenly, without answering Zara's question.

Zara shook her head, "but have seen Brother before" Zara replied.

"Where?"

"In front of the minimarket at that time Zara accidentally hit the brother," said Zara honestly.

"Do you love me?" Fatan's question made Zara startled, from where Fatan knew about it all, Zara silently did not answer.

"Zara!" Call Fatan, the first time Fatan called his name.

"Of course, of course Zara loves brother, brother Zara's husband" Zara answered honestly she actually loved her husband when the first Fatan uttered the qobul ijab in front of her papa.

"But I don't love you, you" said Fatan directly without thinking about Zara's feelings.

Zara just smiled, although a little disappointed with the statement of Fatan but he tried to legowo with it all, because he was sure love would be present because he was used to it.

"love is a choice bang, I love brother for who he is even though brother does not love Zara, Zara will stay here to accompany brother And be a mama for Lana, Zara will leave if brother asks Zara to leave," kata Zara's.

"Zara's love is sincere, bang" continued Zara, Fatan who heard it was silent he did not know what kind of heart Zara had until he received all this.

"what keeps you going?' Ask Fatan.

Zara looked at her husband, "ikhlas bang, just sincere" Zara replied.

"Zara sincerely loves brother, sincerely accept this all?" Answer Zara.

Fatab silently digested every word spoken from Zara's lips.

"I still love Lana's biological mother" Fatan said slowly.

"Still wishing him back" continued Fatan.

Zara heard him only able to smile even though his heart was a little sad, disappointed with the honesty of Fatan but want how else, he was sincere with the path that is destined by God.

How not the husband he loves loves his ex-lover.

*****

In the morning as usual Zara prepared breakfast for her family as usual.

Last night's chat had a good impact on Zara and Fatan's relationship even though Zara's heart ached a little with Zara's confession.

"Zara!" Call Fatan.

"Assalamualaikum" Zara greeting, Zara wanted to familiarize her family by saying greetings when meeting with fellow Muslims.

"Waalaikumsalam, Later tonight get an invitation from God" said Fatan while sitting at the dining table.

"Zara also invited Helen bang, yesterday forgot to say, Zara can come?" Ask Zara.

"Depart with me later" said Fatan. Zara nodded and went to wake her son.

Zara came down from the top floor holding Lana who was still sleepy.

"Assamulaikum daddy!" Greetings Lana and kiss her papa cheek

"Waalaikumsalam, the beginning of school, must be diligent in getting up early," said Fatan made Lana grinned.

Zara smiled and took the fried rice for Fatan and Lana.

"You don't eat?" Fatan asked to see Zara sitting while feeding Lana.

"Zara fasting bang" said Zara. Fatan nodded in understanding.

After finishing her breakfast Fatan went back upstairs to take a bath while Zara took care of Lana.

*****

Lana was getting ready with the school uniform and the little bag on her back, Zara smiled at Lana who was so cute this morning. Fatan held Lana and sat her down on the living room sofa.

"Where's school ready, baby?" Ask Zara. Lana nodded with her spirit.

"Okey bertar mama take the hijab first," said Zara.

When he wanted to ride on the floor above Zara stopped because Fatan called him.

"Yes?" Ask Zara.

Fatan raised his hand which held his veil. Zara hit her forehead slowly while smiling as she forgot to prepare as usual.

"Thank you bang" said Zara and put on a simple hijab and picked up a bag that had been spelled out in the living room.

"Zara should have taken her own bang, if this is so ngerepotin brother," said Zara.

Fatan just kept quiet, he himself did not know why he took the veil and Zara bag earlier.

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Until at school Lana immediately went down with a bright face, she walked first leaving her mother and father.

"Lana looks very happy" Fatan said when he saw his son smiling and was able to adapt to the school environment.

"iya bang, Lana is a very smart child and can immediately adapt even though she is first entering school." Zara agreed to what Fatan said.

Zara wanted to visit the kaffafenya but it is not good if asked Fatan to drive her because the direction of the cafe is not in line with the office of Fatan.

" later Zara went down in front of the bang alone," said Zara made Fatan see her for a while.

"Why?"

"Zara wanted to visit Zara's cafe for a long time Zara hadn't seen it" Zara said.

"I'm dropping in," Fatan broke up, Zara just nodded.

Arriving at the cafe Zara went down before descending she kissed Fatan's hand as usual.

"Not come by first bang?" Ask Zara.

"There was a meeting this morning" said Fatan.

Zara nodded, "be careful bang," Zara's message, Fatan just nodded and left.

just as Fatan's car was leaving Aminah's car, Zara smiled to see her beautiful mother get off the car, because she had not seen her mother since she had come to Fatan's house

"Assalamualaikum my beautiful mother" greeted Zara and greeted her mother with a hug.

"Waalaikumsalam mama's son," replied Aminah mama Zara.

"let's go in. Mama wants to hear your story," asked Aminah.

"Yuk ma!" Zara took his mother's hand. Zara opened the door for her mother.

"Assamalamualaikum mbak Zara bu Aminah" greeting Luna Zara's officer.

"Greetings to Luna" replied Zara.

"What drink?" Ask Luna Zara's officer

"Beautiful tea is just like a snack for mama" pinta Zara.

Luna said, Luna was lucky to meet Zara because Zara she could continue her studies and she also got a place to stay, Luna brought Zara's order to her room.

"Thank you Lun!" Zara said.

"Sama-sama ma'am, I'm sorry ma'am," said Aminah nodded.

"How's your relationship with your dear husband?" Ask Aminah after Luna leaves.

"Allah is well" replied Zara.

"Thank God son, my dear mother," said Aminah.

"Mama!" call Zara who sees the look on her mother's face that I'm worried about.

"Just believe Zara, Zara is happy with all this." Zara continued while holding Aminah's hand trying not to make her mother worry.

"How can I not worry dear to see your husband of old..," said Aminah did not continue his words.

"Ma!" Call Zara to hold her mother's hand.

"Don't punish someone because of his past, we also have a past ma, with the past we can learn it said mama first," said Zara.

"Zara is happy with Bang Fatan especially Zara's son loves Zara very much." continued Zara.

Her mother smiled at Zara's words, "mama's son is an adult, "her mother said.

"Of course, my mom always prays for you" said Mama.

Zara embraced her mother, grateful to have a mother like Aminah who always understood and supported her.

"Sorry Zara hasn't been able to visit mama lately Zara and Bang Fatan are very busy ma," said Zara

"Mama understands dear," answered her mother, Zara smiling her mother always understood her.

"Lana started school today ma," said Zara.

"school? Isn't it too small for her to school Ra?" Ask Aminah. Zara smiled and nodded.

"Zara has spoken to Bang Fatan about this issue but Lana really wants Ma's school, she keeps whining about school" Zara said.

"if Lana who wants it already never force the will without the will of her son Ra, it is not good" said Aminah.

Zara nodded in understanding.

*****

Zara sees that the clock on the wall is ten and Lana's time to go home, Zara asks her mother for permission to pick Lana up.

"ma, it's time for Lana to come home Zara wants to pick her up" Zara said. Aminah nodded. Zara comes out of her room and borrows her mother's car to pick Lana up.

Fifteen minutes later Zara arrived at Lana's school. Zara gets out of the car and sees Lana sitting with Yeni Zara's friend.

"assalamu'alaikum" hail Zara. Lana who heard the voice of her mother immediately ran towards her mother.

"long wait for dear mama?"Ask Zara.

"no ma, the school just broke up" Lana said.

"Yen, thank you, we go home first" Pamit Zara.

"yes, the tumben is riding in a car, usually on foot,"

"yes I was from the cafe so it was quite far from here" Zara said.

"ouwh, yes, be careful" said Yeni.

Zara nodded, "assalamu'alaikum," greeting Zara.

"my greeting,"

Zara's car leaves the school area for her cafe.

*******

Zara's evening was ready with her black-brown dress very graceful with the hijab covering her hair which for Zara was her crown, the crown she always covered.

Zara waited for his cafe because Fatan called her to wait for him at the cafe because coming home would take a long time.

"the beauty of the mama's child," praised Aminah when she saw her son coming out of the bathroom in her room.

"Mama is prettier than Zara" said Zara. Aminah just smiled.

The sound of knocking on the door made Zara walk towards the door to open the door, she smiled when she saw her husband standing very handsome, and always handsome in her eyes.

"Assalamualaikum brother!" Greetings Zara and kiss the hand of Fatan.

"Waalaikumsalam," replied Fatan, Fatan stepped past Zara when he saw his mother-in-law inside.

"Assalamualikum ma!" Greetings Fatan and kiss the hand of his mother-in-law.

"Vaalaiukumsalam nak" replied Aminah.

"Ma Fatan wants to invite Zara to the Lord's office friend Fatan,"

Aminah nodded, "yes, then let the cafe mama close it," said Aminah

"we go first!" Pamit Fatan's.

"Yes be careful" said Aminah.

"Assynnya!" Hail Zara.

"Vaalaikumsalam" replied Aminah.

Zara and Fatan walk together while out of the Zara cafe, Aminah sees him getting calmer as Fatan treats his son well. "Alhamdulillah, if they are happy, always protect them, O Allah" said Aminah

Fatan drove his car to the house of the Gods because the event was held at the house of the Gods.

Occasionally Fatan glanced at his wife's calm face, Zara's always calm face he never showed his sadness and always smiled.

Fatan's car entered the courtyard of the House of Gods and there were already many cars lined up.

Zara got down from Fatan's car, Fatan also came down she stretched out his arm Zara understood immediately flanking Fatan's hand for the first time.they entered the house of God all the guests looked towards him making Zara look down embarrassed. and as Zara stepped up she heard whispers from the invited guest praising her husband, Zara tightened her grip, making Fatan turn to Zara, but Zara kept looking ahead like she didn't realize what she was doing.

Fatan invites Zara to meet his friend they walk towards one of Fatan's friends, Fatan patted his friend's shoulder.

"Bro!" Call Fatan, the man who patted his back turned his head.

"Hay bro," he said, looking at the woman beside Fatan and flanking Fatan's arm, Fatan looked in the direction where his friend was glancing.

"He's not Delisa as I know Delisa isn't hijab?" Ask Febi friend w anita Fatan.

"Darling!" Tegur his male friend. Fatan glanced at Zara because he knew the words of his friend hurt Zara, but what Fatan Zara saw only showed her Sweet smile without the look of an offended face.

"Familiar with my wife Zara," said Fatan introducing Zara. Zara nodded and smiled.

"It's not that you're the same that Delisa can marry any other woman what this woman is that took you from Delisa" Febi's cerocos, said, He does not know what happened with the relationship between Fatan and Delisa these three years because all this time he lived abroad, Zara just silence he does not understand, he also does not know who Delisa is.

"You talk Feb!" The new God's chide gathered.

"She's an honorable woman unlike your friend," said the god made Febi speechless.

God looked at Zara, Zara just shook her head slowly and God just nodded in understanding.

Fatan squeezed Zara's hand and looked at her with an apologetic look, Zara just smiled and clasped Fatan's hand back giving a hint that he was okay.

"Assalamualikum, sorry before I am Zara," Zara said as she extended her hand to Febi. With Doubt the woman greeted him.

"Febi," he said a little taut because he could not accept that his best friend Delisa did not become married to Fatan.

"Sella" said the other woman who had been silent.

"Zara," Zara said with a smile.

Fatan was a little relieved by Zara's attitude that did not take heart with the words Febi Delisa's friend who used to talk if not first thought.

"Zara!" Call Helen.

Zara turned her head and smiled and she looked at Fatan asking for permission to see Helen Fatan just nodding.

"sorry I want to see Helen first, excuse me," Zara said as she stepped closer to Helen.

"It's okay" Zara said after getting an anxious look from her little friend.

"You should scold him as if he were cursing at you, people used to say it unthinkable" he said.

"Helen!, let people say what is important we don't do what he accuses us of and remember you're pregnant don't do that." Zara reminded, Helen was just grinning.

"Mama wants to meet you," told Helen, Zara nodded and followed Helen's steps toward the woman's lungs are still cute with a dress wrapped in dark blue.

"Aunty's beautiful son" said her mother Helen after seeing Zara approach her.

"Assalamualikum aunt, how's it going?" Zara asked as she stroked and kissed Helen's mother's left right cheek.

"Waalaiukumsalam Zara thank God healthy, Zara herself how? Is it filled?" Ask Helen's mother.

"well aunt alhamdulillah, there has been no fortune aunty pray' will Zara may soon follow Helen," said Zara.

"Tante always pray for you dear, you enjoy the event aunty want to say hello to aunty friends," said Mama Helen. Zara and Helen nodded. When Zara and Helen were busy talking Fatan's friend named Sella came to them both.

"sorry, can I join you?" Ask Sella.

"maybe please" said Helen.

Sella always looked at Zara there was a sense of admiration to see Zara's patience seen from her eyes that look shady, and her speech.

Fatan approached Zara who was talking to Helen and Sella, he had time to find Zara earlier because he was too busy with his college friends first.

"It's lucky that Tan got his wife" Sella said as Fatan sat next to Zara, as usual Fatan just kept quiet. Zara looked at Fatan who was sitting next to her as usual looking cold.

"Will you drink?" Whisper Zara, Fatan nodded,

"sorry I want a drink, anyone want to drink Zara takein? Ask Zara.

"no thank you" said Sella. Zara nodded and stood up to get Fatan a drink.

"Lo nemu where's bro a wife like her?" Ask Geri Sella's husband who is also a friend of Fatan besides God.

Fatan just shrugged his shoulders, Fatan's best friend knows the nature of Fatan's irony since Delisa left.

Geri could only shake with the nature of this three-year Fatan.

The new god joined Fatan because since then he was busy welcoming his guests.

"you know that Ger Fatan is now too cold with his wife, do not let Zara be bosen with the nature of lo keep him left lo," said God and got a blow from Helen.

"My best friend is not like a god" Helen said. The god only grinned and stroked his arm which Helen hit.

"friends?" Ask Sella and Geri at the same time.

Helen nodded "yes, the patient woman is my best friend" Helen said. Fatan who heard that just kept silent and shook his head to see the behavior of the husband and wife. Zara brought back a glass of juice and cake for Fatan.

When his friends joked Fatan just silence and occasionally smile at his best friend's jokes.

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